♡Dallon♡

I feel stupid for thinking everything would end up fine.

Brendon broke up with me.

I thought we were doing fine up until a few days ago and he just left me without explaining why.

I still love him but I guess the feeling isn't mutual.

He looked like he was about to cry.

That almost hurt more than him breaking up with me.

I hate seeing him hurt.

All of my friends are in stable relationships and are going to be happy at prom and I'm going to be sulking in a corner drinking punch that will most definitely be spiked with some sort of alcohol.

I'm at home right now sobbing into my pillow while I wait for Matty and George to get back from wherever the hell they went today.

As soon as I hear the door open and close I sit up.

I really don't want to move right now so I text Matty to come down stairs and he does a few seconds later.

"What happened Dal?" He asks and all I do us let out a pathetic little sob.

"Brendon." I manage to choke out and Matty hugs me tightly.

"I'm going to kill that fucking idiot." Matty grumbles as he rubs comforting circles onto my back while I continue to cry.

"Don't hurt him Matty. He may have broken up with me but I still care a lot about him." I sniffle.

"Okay, I won't hurt him... Yet. You don't need him though. He's a dick." Matty jokes and I laugh the tiniest bit as I roll my eyes and lightly punch his shoulder.

"I think I'm gonna take a walk. I'm gonna try to clear my mind." I say and Matty nods.

Truth is, I don't want Matty to see me cry more than he already has.

I slowly put on a hoodie and some shoes before exiting the house.

I put in ear buds and turn my music up all the way in attempts to make it louder than my thoughts.

As I walk, I think about everything I could've said and everything I shouldn't have done.

When I get back to the house, Patrick is waiting at the front door with open arms that I immediately sink into.

"He's an asshole Dal. You don't need him." Patrick tells me.

"Why is everyone telling me that! I do need him Trick! I had never actually been happy until I met him!" I say as I pull away from the hug.

Everyone was completely silent as I storm down to my room.

I open my closet to see that stupid fucking suit I bought for prom.

I want to ruin it. I want to cut it up and burn it, but I spent a fortune on it.

I don't want to go to prom anymore. I don't even want to think about it because I was going to make it Brendon's night. He was going to come out of the closet and and have a good time and I was going to show him what meaningful sex was.

Last time we had sex, it was needy and was lust filled.

It was basically just fucking.

I wanted to make love to Brendon.

I'm honestly such a fucking idiot for thinking Brendon would ever love me the way I love him.

I hear a timid knock on my door and turn to see Tyler walking in.

"Hey Dally." He says with a small smile.

"Please don't say that I didn't need Brendon." I say and Tyler laughs lightly.

"I know you need each other Dal. I'm not going to say that you didn't because I know you do." He says as we sit on the bed together.

"I don't think he needs me." I sigh.

"He was crying in the bathroom to me saying that he loves you." Tyler says.

"Sure, that's why he broke up with me." I say sarcastically.

"I'm not joking Dallon. He was pretty messed up." Tyler says seriously.

This just mind fucked me. Why didn't he break up with me if he was crying to Tyler about loving me?

Tyler and I talk for a few more minutes before Josh comes over and he leaves me to my thoughts.

Did Brendon really love me? I have no idea if he did at this point but I did love him.

I know I'm young but I'm not sure I'm ever going to feel as strongly as I do towards Brendon to anyone else.

It was amazing just to hold him. I don't think I'll ever forget what it feels like to hold him. Ever.

I sigh as I lay down in my bed and stare at that stupid fucking suit hanging in my closet.

Why couldn't he wait until after prom to break up with me? At least I wouldn't have to be the one loser out of my friend group to be single at prom.

I look down at my phone to see a text from Ray asking if we could hang out tomorrow instead of going to prom.

At least I wasn't going to be alone on prom night.

I text him that I'm good with that.

Ray and I are lonely.

We're just going to watch movies and pig out on ice cream for the whole night while talking about our sad love lives.

That honestly sounds like a better idea than sitting in an uncomfortable tuxedo all night.

I decide to watch music videos for the rest of the night before going to sleep.

I just want to know what's going through Brendon's head. He's never going tell me anything and I hate it.

He was just distant for two days. I thought he just needed some space.

I guess he needed more space than I thought he did because he doesn't want to be with me anymore.

I just want to kiss him one more time. I don't think were going to see much of each other when we go to university.

It would be nice to kiss him before we basically never speak again.

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10:48pm

A/N

Can more people listen to the brobecks? That would be good.

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