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♡Dallon♡
"Brendon, you're a dumb ass." I say as I sit next to his hospital bed.
"I thought I could make the jump!" He argues.
"I know it seemed like a good idea at the time, but believe it or not, Josh and Kenny's houses have a good three meters between them and the fact that you're not dead after falling from the second floor surprises me." I roll my eyes.
Josh Dun and Kenny Harris live next door to each other. They are all friends and after a few hours of day drinking, Brendon decided to see if he could jump from Josh's house to Kenny's. He of course didn't make it and passed out when he hit the ground.
"I actually thought I could make it Dal, I almost did." He says as he pecks my lips.
"Josh told me that you fell a meter short." I laugh.
"At least I didn't die though." He says obviously trying to change the subject.
"You still broke your arm." I point out.
"I got to pick out the colour of my cast so it was totally worth it." He grins.
"I would've agreed with you but your gay ass chose neon pink so no, it wasn't worth it." I say and he only smiles wider.
"You're going to be walking around with me and we're going to be remembered as that kid with the rad cast and his giraffe of a boyfriend." He chuckles.
"Your cast is brighter than my future Brendon." I say and he laughs.
"Well Dallon, I'm hopefully going to be in your future and with the amount of stupid shit I do, you'll have another bright pink cast to lighten it up." Brendon smiles.
"You're making no sense with those pain meds babe." I say. "Where's your mom?"
"These kinds of things happen a lot so unless there's a chance of death, she doesn't show up. She'll probably visit tomorrow because I'm staying overnight though." He explains.
"I'm glad I know that this might happen again so I can stop you next time." I say with a smile.
"Next time I'll make it to Kenny's window." He says sleepily.
"Sure you will babe." I say as his tired eyes look at my face.
"Sing me to sleep Dally." He mumbles and I laugh.
"What do you want me to sing?" I ask.
"One of the songs from that journal that you keep on your desk." He says as a hand flies up to cover his mouth.
"You read through my song book?" I chuckle and his hand falls away from his mouth as he smirks and nods.
"I liked the one called cluster hug. I wanted to hear how it was supposed to sound when I read the lyrics." He smiles and takes my hand.
I sigh.
"I'll sing it for you." I say as I clear my throat.
"I'm a teenage beauty queen of sorts calculated, cold, without remorse." I sing quietly and his smile grows at just the first few words of the song.
"We can go to town we can mess around we can do anyting." continue to sing and begin to rub circles on his hand with my thumb.
"Disseminate disease doing anything that we please." His eyes begin to look more tired.
"Only if you like me too, I could fall in love with you only if you'd like me to fall in love" I sing as he finally falls asleep.
He was already tired because of all the pain meds so I'm not surprised I didn't finish the song.
I didn't mention that he passed out when he fell because he hit his head.
He had a pretty big cut over his right eyebrow and had to get stitches but the doctor said it shouldn't scar too bad.
I sit on the bed next to Brendon's sleeping body and run my fingers through his soft hair.
"You scare the shit out of me B. I could've lost you if you fell the wrong way." I whisper.
I sit there for a few minutes and take in his beauty.
I take this time to appreciate all of the little things about him.
The way he smiles in his sleep, the small snores that leave his mouth that is only opened the tiniest bit and the way his messy bed hair sticks out in different directions but still manages to look adorable.
Some part of me has always just liked Brendon.
I have always thought he was beautiful and now that I can hold him and see him up close, that part of my brain that tells me to like him has decided that I should love him.
I know that he won't hurt me because he's fought this hard for me already.
He got into fights with his bestfriends because of me and didn't leave me after I was angry at him.
I really do love Brendon.
He makes me feel safe and at home.
He protects me and always makes sure I'm okay.
He is everything I have ever wanted.
I know he only started hanging out with me because he felt guilty for kicking me that one day but I hope he hangs out with me because he wants to now.
I love having him around even if he's only hanging out with me due to guilt.
I'd still love him even if he didn't love me back.
We probably aren't going to say the 'I love you's' for a little while because being in a relationship is so new to both of us.
If someone told me that I'd be dating Brendon Urie a few months ago, I'd laugh so hard that I'd have tears in my eyes but it's happening.
I'm dating Brendon Urie and I couldn't be happier.
He knows as much about me as Patrick and Tyler now because I actually trust him.
Do you know how rare that is with my trust issues?!
I just want to tell him that I love him.
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A/N
Can school just not exsist?
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