TRIGGER WARNING: SEWERSLIDE ATTEMPT

Please, please don't read if this will disturb you, please just don't. I promise you shitty Wattpad fan fiction is not worth putting you in a bad mental state

You can't go on. You can't do it anymore. The stress is too much and your unmedicated mental health issues aren't helping. Your brain relentlessly teases you about how you should kill yourself, how you're not funny, how you're annoying, how it genuinely hates you, and how you'll never be anything. Sister Imperator has been piling up paperwork for you to finish, jobs to do, things to clean, and ghouls to teach. The kits are great, but they take a lot of work to teach and raise, and your friends don't help, they just complain, "come on Y/n, you're no fun" the words play in your head, "What happened to you Y/n? You used to be fun." You scream, finally silencing the voice.

You pace your room, searching for the small box of your last words. Looking under the bed deemed successful. You pull out the shoebox and check to make sure there is a letter to each of the ghouls, Copia, and your class. You start to cry thinking about leaving the kits, but it was all too much. You take one last look around at your room, content with its final appearance, you walk out.

Omega and Alpha sit in the practice room, just improving some little songs on their acoustic guitars. Earth and Air play chess in the corner. Water bursts through the door, hyperventilating and screaming, "Woah, woah, Water, what's wrong?" Omega asks, quickly running over to his friend, "IT'S Y/N! IT'S Y/N!" He wheezes out, his hand shaking holding a white envelope. Earth grabs Water from Omega, as Omega reads the note, the first line,

Water, I'm sorry, if you're reading this, I'm gone.

Omega's heart gets stuck in his throat, tears spill out of his eyes. He's your boyfriend and didn't see your pain. He tosses the letter on the floor, and immediately runs out to the garden. Omega didn't know exactly where you were, but his instincts gave him enough direction. You were his soulmate, his lover, his life, and now you were going to harm yourself.

The tears blurred his vision, but Omega kept running through the woods, desperate to feel your presence. After another minute, he feels it. Your energy is drained, empty. He watches as you pick up the religious blade, etched with gold and rubies sighting the final prayer. You hold the point of the knife to your throat, "Y/N NO!" Omega screams pouncing on you. He throws the knife to the side and frantically calls your name as your eyes dull, "WHAT DID YOU DO?!" He screams checking you for injuries while straddling your hips, "Omega?" You ask faintly, your sight blurring more and more by the second, "Yes, yes baby it's me, it's me. What did you do, tell me so I can help. WHAT DID YOU DO." He screams feeling several wounds through the blood soaked shirt. You weekly move your hand to touch his mask, "It's my fault" You whisper. Omega holds your hand against his face, his finger grazes the deep slit on your wrist, "You're bleeding out...my love" He says as your hand falls back against the ground, your eyes give one last glimmer before they fade, "Y/n?" He says, shaking your shoulders, "Y/n!" He screams, tears streaming down his face.

He moves himself so he can hold you in his arms, he checks for a pulse, it is faint, but it's there. He sighs and sends a mental message to Alpha, Get nurses, get to me. They're bleeding out, they're unconscious. Please.Omega didn't realize that Alpha was already on his way with the best nurses in the clergy. They push through the clearing, Omega looks up to his brother, his mask covered with a streak of blood, his eyes red and desperate, "HELP THEM PLEASE!" Omega screams over your body. The nurses move quickly and tear off your shirt. Alpha holds Omega's shoulders, guaranteeing he won't disrupt the nurses. The nurses stitch and bandage all of the stab wounds in your abdomen, all while guaranteeing that they can feel a heartbeat.

After a few minutes, the nurses step back, the one turns to Omega, "They will live, but they are very weak. Carry them back to the medical wing so we can do more there." Omega silently picks up your limp body bridal style. The group quickly makes it back into the church.

Omega lays you down gently on the hospital bed. The nurses push him away as they insert IVs, blood, and oxygen into your limp body. Alpha stayed with Omega. A close friend of his committed suicide, he understood the fear and pain that came with it. After a few minutes, Omega hears a heart monitor beep steadily, he breathes a sigh of relief. The head nurse walks over to the men, "They will be fine, however they lost a lot of oxygen to their brain, they may not wake up for a while." Omega nods numbly, still staring at your lifeless body. Your chest barely rises and falls with each beep of the machine.

Omega slowly walks over to you. His left hand shakes as it gently rests on your face, his thumb stroking your cheek. More tears well in his eyes, "Why? Why couldn't I see it? Why?" His right hand holds her hand. He just stares at her and lets the tears fall onto the hospital's sheets. Alpha pulls over a chair, "Here" he says to Omega, "Thank you, Alpha." He mumbles, the shock of everything still overwhelming him. Alpha nods and leaves the room. Omega starts letting the sobs rack through his body once the door closes. He would never break down completely in front of anyone but you, "Y/n, please, please don't leave me. I-I need you." He cries.

Omega has sat there for four days. Only moving to go to the bathroom, he couldn't dare think about eating or leaving the room. During the morning of the fifth, the head nurse enters, "Mr. Omega?" He turns still holding your hand, "If she hasn't woken up by now we agreed to let her go." Omega's eyes widened, "No, no she'll wake up soon, she'll wake up soon." He growls, the nurse steps further into the room, his grip on your hand tightens. Water and Alpha walk in behind her, "Omega, please don't make this harder than it already is." Alpha pleads, placing a hand on Omega's shoulder. Water walked in and stood behind Alpha, waiting for the signal to pull him back. Omega turns back to you, "I love you Y/n, so, so much, please come back to me." He leans over you and kisses your forehead, "Please, please I need you." His tears stain your cheeks as he places gentle kisses on your cheeks.

Alpha nods to Water, the ghouls move quickly and pull Omega back, "NO NO Y/N NO PLEASE Y/N!" He screams through sobs as more nurses flood into the room. Omega screams as one nurse removes the tube from your throat, the heart monitor starting to beep irregularly, "SHE'S DYING HELP HER HELP HER PLEASE I'LL DO ANYTHING." He begs, still trying to get out of Alpha's and Water's grip. The nurses step back with gasps. Y/n eyes flutter open. Alpha and Water let Omega go, "OH MY SATAN Y/N YOU CAME BACK YOU CAME BACK" He cried, holding you to his chest. Your brain stays in a fog, eyes still adjusting to the light. You feel weak, empty, yet comforted.

You gather your strength and place one hand on the person holding you back, "Omega?" weakly escapes your lips. He sobs harder, "Yes, yes my love it's me, it's me. I love you, I love you." He kept repeating while peppering your face with kisses, his tears wetting your face, "Am..am I dead?" You ask, still unsure of what's happening, "No, no you are alive, and you WILL stay alive." Omega growls. He pulls back for a second and brushes some stray hairs out of your face, you smile at his touch, "The kits made you something." Omega says with a small smile. He picks up a Get Well Soon card with all of the children's symbols written in it. You cry looking at their tiny handwriting. Omega hugs you, "We all need you here, Y/n. So many of us care about you and only want to see you happy" You start crying at his words and hug him closer to you, "I care about you. I love you. I want to be with you forever. Please, please don't leave me." He sobs into your shoulder, "I promise, Omega, I promise I'll stay." You whisper into his ear. He squeezes you tighter, allowing himself to understand that he wasn't too late, and that you were okay.