AN: Well we've arrived to fourth chapter of If you go away. Looks like Rachel has some anxiety issues to work out, and figure out what her and Sebastian are going to do about their relationship. Lots of Smytheberry in this chapter. I own nothing but storyline. Rate & Review. Be sure to read Forever Yours prior to this sequel. Enjoy!

No One POV

Sebastian and Rachel waved goodbye to Kurt and Blaine, and walked towards the door of the coffee shop. Rachel realizes people were whispering and pointing to her after her outburst.she tenses and looks down. Sebastian noticed her hesitation and squeezed her hand. "Just ignore them, love. Just walk with your head held high." Rachel nodded and smiled at her boyfriend. He kissed her hand giving it a gentle kiss. Soon they were out the door, and walked to their cars.

Sebastian walked Rachel to her car first. He pulls her into his arms, gently kissing her lips. Sebastian asks," Are you okay?"

Rachel: *smiling * Yes Iam ok. I don't even know what happened in there.

Sebastian: Well hopefully you will open up to me. Lets just go to your place, order Chinese food. Watch movies, maybe some makeout time...*smirks with eyebrows wagging *

Rachel: Lol nice try Perv...

Sebastian: But I'm YOUR perv and I can't help that.you want all of this sexiness *pointing to himself*

Rachel: Whatever lets get going. Are you going to follow me home in your car?

Sebastian: Eager to get me naked huh? Just kidding. Yes I'll follow you. *kisses her*

Rachel: *kissing back* Okay I shall see you at home. I love you.

Sebastian: *helps his girlfriend into her car* be safe and I love you more.* leaning in for another kiss* lets go.

Rachel starts her car, as Sebastian gets into his car and drives behind her. What Rachel doesn't know is that he plans to show Rachel just how romantic he can be. He texts her, "I love you beautiful angel -Sebastian "

Rachel drove away, pulls up to a stoplight and glances at her phone. She reads Sebastian's text. Smiling. gets another. It says "look left"

Rachel looks and he had pulled up next to her. She giggles. He mouthed "I love you" . Oh my , she thinks.She mouthed "I love you too crazy" .He texts back "Crazy 4 U -Seb"

Sebastian and Rachel continue to flirt until they reached her house. Sebastian parks his car running to Rachel,"Rachel!!!! I missed you!" He yells.

Rachel POV

Rachel giggled and hugged back. "Sebastian!!! " They laugh together. Suddenly any anxiety Rachel had is melting away a bit. She always feels better when she's with Sebastian. He doesn't nag at her lil her friends do. I do want to talk Sebastian but right now I just want some alone time with the man that I love. We deserve it. I deserve it. Iam really glad he showed up tonight.

I walk to front door, and Sebastian is directly behind me with a bag in his hand. " What are you doing?? I asked. Sebastian shook his head and responded,"You will have to wait to see".

Rachel: Tell me please * puppy dog eyes*

Sebastian: Yea...nope not working. I want to surprise my love.

Rachel:* giggling * Better be good, Smythe.

Sebastian: Relax Berry.

As soon as they walked into the house, Sebastian grabbed me pushing me against door, looking into my eyes, licking his lips, leaning in and I did as well as h crashed his lips to mine. Sparks at flying everywhere. The kiss got heated and lasted ten minutes until we both realized air was needed. * foreheads pressed together as we pulled away. Sebastian smiled, a genuine smile reserved for her only, "I love you".I kissed his cheek and responded," I love you more". Sebastian pulled out of my arms and headed upstairs with the bag and said,"not possible". Rachel asked "Where are you going?" Sebastian smirked "Surprise". I smile and think 'wow that man will be the death of me.' Smiling and walked to kitchen to order food.

Sebastian POV

I pulled away from Rachel to run upstairs to prepare a romantic surprise for my lady. I had to call Thad to get advice on romantic surprises because I want to show Rachel just how romantic I can be and plus she deserves it. I am kind of concerned about her anxiety at the Lima Bean and fully intend to get answers.But,for now I just want a relaxing evening with the woman who is slowly becoming a permanent resident in my heart. I've never tried to be romantic before. Iam having many firsts.

I go to her bedroom and grab the rose petals and vegan chocolates on her bed. I plan to put some in bath as well. Candles around her nightstand. I know she's never had anyone do this for her. Finn was always worried about his rep and not the brightest bulb. Anyways tonight its about Rachel and I.

Rachel: Sebastian is everything okay? The food is on the way, plus lets pick movies for later.

Sebastian : I'm coming hun.

I leave her room and head back downstairs.

Rachel POV

"I'm coming hun!? I heard Sebastian yelled.

I am relaxing on the couch after picking out a few movies to watch. I picked a couple musicals and the notebook and dear John..Can't go wrong with Channing Tatum and Ryan Gosling. I see Sebastian come into living room and right before he sat down the doorbell rang. It made me jump a little. Sebastian frowned but said nothing. I was grabbing my purse for my money. I look up and see Sebastian back with the food and he replied" paid to and food is here".

Rachel: Sebastian I was going to pay.

Sebastian: Iam your boyfriend. This is what a good boyfriend foes. Now come eat dinner please.

Rachel: Lucky for you Smythe Iam too hungry to argue.Thank you sweetie.

Sebastian: Your welcome.

Rachel walks into kitchen and sat down as Sebastian plated our dinners. I smiled at how sweet & attentive he is. I wish more people can see that.

Sebastian: So how was your day? Did you sleep at all?

Rachel: It was ok and very little sleep.

Sebastian: Why no?

Rachel: It was nothing I just don't want to talk about it.

Sebastian :Rae don't you think it may help to talk about it?? Don't you trust me?

Rachel: I do trust you Seb. And we will talk just not now. Lets just finish so we can watch movies and just be together..that's what want. Ok?

Sebastian looked at her and said okay.

Rachel: Okay lets go shower, then movies. Are you staying all weekend??

Sebastian ' yes Iam. *putting dishes in dishwasher Sebastian turned to Rachel wrapping arms around her. I missed you all day .

Rachel: Me too. I just realized its our 2 months anniversary.

Sebastian ' I remembered.

Rachel and Sebastian walk to her room, and sat on her bed . Rachel gasped when she looked all around the room. She sees the rose petals and chocolates and just WOW!

Rachel: OMG Seb did you do this? He nodded.

Rachel: I don't know what to say...

Sebastian: Take your shower or we can together. All I want to do is cover you with a thousand sweet kisses and never let go.

Rachel smiled. She went into bathroom, undressed,and hot into bathtub with rose petals. I had relaxing bath, and see that.Sebastian had showered.

Sebastian : Before you ask I used guest bathroom. And wow Rachel you look amazing. Cute pajamas. Lol *whispered in her ear* although it will be off soon. *wink *

Rachel: You are too good to me.i feel like I don't deserve you.

Sebastian: If anyone is lucky its me. I have found the most amazing beautiful woman. And I've never been happier. * kissing her lips, slowly working down her neck.

rachel moaned "Seb" running her hands up his back to his neck pulling him closer.

Sebastian: Mmmm I love when you moan my name baby.

Rachel: * moaning as Sebastian deepens the kiss licking bottom lip asking for entrance. I accepted and soon our mouths and tongues ate fighting for dominance. Sebastian won that battle. My hands tug his hair making him moan, mmmm raw" I smile. I missed this.

Seb POV

Sebastian: I missed this too and yes u were thinking out loud. *wink* I pushed her against the door kissing Rachel all over taking her clothes off. "Are you sure?" I ask. I wanted this night to be about her & I.

Rachel: Yes I'm sure. I just want to be close to you and in your arms.

Sebastian: I was trying to make this night special and be romantic. I don't you thinking I just want to have sex.

Rachel: Sebastian, this was the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me. All I need I you. We are together. And I've waited so long to be close to you and make love. So kisses and loving first, less talk til later. Please.

Sebastian: * smirking* don't need to tell me twice pretty girl. We've got all weekend.

Sebastian and Rachel started kissing again that turned into a heated makeout. Both got unaddressed pleasuribg one another. Loud moans started filling the air as Sebastian licked and nipped at Rachel's breasts and back to her neck finding her sweet spot. " ohh Sebastian" cried Rachel.

Sebastian smiled as he continued kissing and touching her beautiful body. "God Rach you're the most beautiful woman. You're classic." "are you quoting mtko "classic"? Laughed Rachel. 

Rachel started stroking his cock as he touched her inner thighs to her clit rubbing little circles making her moan like crazy. "ohhh Seb right there baby. More please!!"

Sebastian knelt in front of her licking her clit enjoying ever taste. She's so tight. "ohhh my God I'm close want you!! Need you."

.Rachel; I want to show you my secret

Sebastian: What is it..* he moaned "Fuck Rachel "

Rachel: *licking her lips as she sucked on his cock. "I have no gag reflex"

Sebastian:*eyes widened * oh shit

Rachel: MMM I want you inside me NOW

Sebastian grabbed a condom in the nightstand. "Are you ready?"

Rachel: Yes baby always ready.

Sebastian crashed his lips to hers and thrusted deep inside of her finding a rhythm together. They made live for hours.

Rachel: Ohhhhh God Seb I'm coming baby right there!!!

Sebastian: Ohhh look at me beautiful in my eyes. Moan my name come for me you're so beautiful.

they came together and collapsed into each others arms. Mmmm baby I love u they replied to each other. Sebastian pulled out, cleaned up and decided they soul rest.

Sebastian: Mmmm I love you Rachel. You're amazing.

Rachel: so are you I love you. Too. Lets sleep. We will talk in the morning.

Sebastian: *getting into bed and pulling Rachel into his arms, interlocking their hands kissing her forehead. Good night baby.

Rachel: Good night Seb. I love you too.

soon sleep took over and fell into a peaceful sleep.

***************a couple hours later*********

Rachel was flipping around in her sleep. She couldn't wake up stuck in her dream or nightmare. It was Same dream except this time the person was following her down a hall getting closer yelling he would kill her. She turned a corner and ran into Sebastian. He was holding her until shooter approaches with gun aimed at her and gun went off not knowing if it hit me or Sebastian. I scream in my sleep. "NOOOOIIII"

Sebastian ' Rachel baby wake up! Uts just a dream! Wake up!

Rachel woke up and saw Sebastian watching her intensely. Then said "Rachel I think we need to talk."

Rachel looked at him and knows in order for them to last she needs to be honest..

Rachel" you're right we need to talk. Lets sleep first and talk in morning I promise."

Sebastian:* sigh* OK in the morning. I love you baby forever.Rachel: I love you too Smyth. Good night.

Sebastian: Night beautiful.

Soon they went back to sleep. Tomorrow will be a long talk

AN: wow lots of Smytheberry loving and finally Rachel and Sebastian will talk about her trauma and getting help. U will post next chapter soon. Hope its not boring and read Forever yours. Rate & review. Love u all..