AN: Chapter Six already and its time for Rachel and Sebastian to talk and more Smytheberry moments ahead. Some drama soon but this is Smytheberry so anything is possible. I own nothing except storyline. Rate & Review. Don't forget to check out Forever Yours as well. ;)

**Warning Mature Material/Smut Ahead**

Also I'd like to dedicate this chapter to my good friend Luckystarz910 who has been a faithful reader and still writes her own stories. Thank you :) make sure to check out her stories especially if you're a Raura/Auslly fan.

Sebastian POV

Sebastian was in a deep sleep dreaming of a beautiful brunette. His beautiful brunette,Rachel. He was dreaming of her in different settings like in the park, down by the lake having a picnic, at Lima Bean, and even night I proposed. He was in love, yea he fell hard.he suddenly realized the dream took a turn when he was holding Rachel in his arms after proposed and walked back to my dorm that night making love to Rachel. In the dream there was a figure in the room I couldn't tell who or what I was. It was blurred. Just watching with a smirk. What's that about???"

I opened my eyes and looked over to see Rachel in my arms. I smiled, just a dream. Its Saturday. I plan to stay the weekend but be back to Dalton by Monday. School (yes Iam a nerd) and Warbler Practice. Thad keeps texting asking where the hell I am. And warbler practice. Hunter as well. Iam glad to be a Warbler and want to win. Especially with Regionals coming up soon. But I want to spend time with Rachel too. Its our Senior year and I don't know if we will be together or not. Can't predict the future, but all I know is I want Rachel in my future. I will support her no matter where we end up. And I know she'd do the same. I'm not going to be selfish like that oaf of an ex of hers. Yeah you can tell I don't like Finn Hudson.

I know that he's always trying to get Rachel back though he doesn't know Rach & I are dating. Maybe soon we just get the cards out on the table and tell people. I mean I get the while don't fraternizing with the enemy but she I comes to relationships her club and coach try to dictate her too much. The only two people who can control our relationship are myself and Rachel. I look at the time in my iPhone it reads 4am. Ugh just a couple hours of sleep, I guess. I wish I could wake her for a little fun but she needs sleep. Wow did I just do that?! The old Sebastian wouldn't have cared. And don't think I'm not STILL Sebastian the smirking asshole from Dalton Academy because I am still that guy, it just depends who its directed towards. Blaine and Thad say I'm whipped..no I'm not..well I guess I am . This is new and I want this relationship to last because Rachel deserves that. She's had to deal with all of the bullying and douche bag exes she's dated. The only one i can honestly tolerate is the guy with the Mohawk Puck. At least he looks like a guy ready to defend her, even though Rachel told me he used to throw slushies at her but stopped once they dated briefly.

He looked over at her and heard soft snores. He took his phone and recorded it to playback later for her when she claim that she doesn't. She's changed me. And I can't even get mad at her for that. And being nice 24/7 does suck most times. But I think id rather see her smile then tears. Plus, she deals with enough at school and glee. I don't think I'm going back to sleep just yet. I know we have a long talk coming today though. She goes back to school Monday so I'm hoping the talk helps her.

Rachel rolls over with her back against his chest spooning. He wraps his arms around her and can't resist by leaning in kissing her neck. She softly moans but smiles still asleep. Sebastian smirks when he hears her moan. So he kisses her cheek then back down her neck nibbling and sucking her sweet spot. She smells like vanilla.

Rachel smiles and softly moans "Seb" she whined.

Sebastian: Hmm?

Rachel: *looks at him* what are you doing?

Sebastian: *gives innocent grin* um nothing my lips just accidentally landed on your neck when I turned over.

Rachel: Mmmhmm and you do that often? *teasing*

Sebastian: Only with you.Now shhh don't ruin the mood or my vibe. Relax

Rachel: Lol I wasn't complaining. Proceed please.;)

Sebastian: Oh I will...

Rachel turns so she's on her side facing Sebastian. She brings her hand behind his neck as he leans back in and kisses her, slipping his tongue into her mouth, she gasps and kisses back with intensity and passion. That is what Rachel and I definitely have are sparks that were going crazy. As I kiss down her neck, leaving hickeys to mark her as his. He couldn't get enough of her.

Sebastian took control and Rachel didn't mind one bit. He always seemed to know what she wants or liked. She gave just as much in return.

"Please Seb..." Rachel whispered.

"Please what, babe", I asked.

"Please I need you..." She said.

I left a trail of kisses all over her beautiful tan skin. Sucking on her breasts, as I felt between her thighs.. "Damn Rae you're so wet" I moaned. I slipped a few fingers circling around her clit. Rachel is moaning like crazy. "Now Sebastian!" She cried.

I grab a condom out of the drawer and she helped slip it on. I then proceed to enter her slowly . Next I push forward thrusting over and over going for hours.

"Ohhh fuck Seb I'm gonna explode!" She cried as she came undone as he did as well. Then collapsed on top of each other.Sebastian checked the time. It read 7:30am. The sun was starting to shine through the window. he decided to just lay in bed another 15 minutes,and then decide what's planned for the day. He kissed Rachel on forehead. Rachel smiled and said,"Sebastian I'm so.happy. I love you " Sebastian replied " I love you more". Both closed their eyes again.

Rachel POV

An hour later it was time to wake up. She got up to shower, put on her robe and decided to make breakfast. She was glad that Sebastian was ok with her vegan lifestyle. She made eggs, pancakes, turkey sausage and toast. Oops can't forget coffee. As she was making breakfast, the phone rang. It was her dads

calling to make sure she was okay and that they would be gone another three months and transferring more money. She really wasn't surprised although it hurts not having her dads around.

As she walked back to her room, she noticed Sebastian wasn't in bed. "babe??" I called.

I hear the shower running and then someone singing. I stood outside the door to listen.

Sebastian POV

When I woke up Rachel was gone. I could hear her in the kitchen cooking breakfast I assumed. So I decided to take a shower. I grabbed what I needed and turned the water on. I had my iPod and music blared from the speakers. I stepped into the short, thinking of Rachel. last night and this morning were amazing. I honestly feel like we've grown closer. At least I hope we have. But I'm still worried about her. I guess we will talk today. At least before I head back to Dalton.

The latest Ke$ha song came on and this song described me & Rachel to a perfect t. So I sang along.

 What you got, girl, is hard to find

 I think about it all the time

 I'm all strung out, my heart is fried

 I just can't get you off my mind!

 Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 (I said)

 Your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 I don't care what people say

 The rush is worth the price I pay

 I get so high when you're with me

 But crash and crave you when you leave

 Hey, so I got a question

 Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?

 Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum

 Is my love your drug?

 Your drug?

 Huh, your drug?

 Huh, your drug?

 Is my love your drug?

 Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 (I said)

 Your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 (I said)

 Your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 Hey, hey, so

 Your love, your love, your love, your love is my drug

 (an: I don't own the song. Its your love is my drug by ke$ha)

I get my towel wrapped around my waist, and walked into Rachel's bedroom but find no one there. Hmm maybe I'm hearing things. So I quickly get dressed, and head downstairs for breakfast because my stomach is growling.

I walk into kitchen to find my beautiful angel dressed in leggings,tank top, and flip-flops, and hair in a messy bun. I walk over to give her a peck on the lips. Rachel gave me a look. "what's wrong babe?" I asked, confused.

Rachel:that's all I get? A peck? I thought I was your drug babe?* smirking *

Sebastian: Huh? What are u talking about?

Rachel: Really? *she sings the song*

My friends think I've gone crazy

 My judgment's gettin' kinda hazy

 My sleaze is gonna be affected

 If I keep it up like a love sick crack head

 What you got, boy, is hard to find

 I think about it all the time

 I'm all strung out, my heart is fried

 I just can't get you off my mind!

 Because your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

 (I said)

 Your love, your love, your love is my drug

 Your love, your love, your love

Sebastian: Lol so you heard me singing. Okay a little embarrassed but everything I was just singing was true..you're addictive. Lol

Rachel: Hahaha so cheesy but sweet. * kissing Sebastian * and I meant everything I sang as well.

Sebastian: Oh so are you saying the famous Rachel Berry is head over heels for this hot piece of eye candy?

Rachel: Ooh is Grant Gustin here? *giggling* cuz he is soooo sexy.

Sebastian: Um no I was referring to your loving fiance which is me...puhleeze I'm hotter than Grant Gustin any day. *jealous*

Rachel: awe is my Sebby jealous???

Sebastian: Um no I never get jealous.

Rachel: Mmmhmm I'll remember that next time when the warblers are flirting with me.

Sebastian: So..breakfast and then talk. That way we can enjoy the red of our time before I head back to Dalton.

So I sit down next to Rachel and we ate and had small talk. I offered to clean while she went to sit on the couch so we could cuddle. Fifteen minutes later I walk back into the living area and see Rachel just stare out the window twirling her ring I gave her. This doesn't look good.

Sebastian: Rach, what's going on?You were smiling a second ago. ?

Rachel: I um got a text message from unknown number. And the message was not so nice.

Sebastian: What did it say? * sitting next to Rachel on the couch*

Rachel: Well I debated whether to show you or not. But, I don't want secrets between us. So here is the message..

Man hands,

its a shame the shooter didn't finish and shoot you. You're a waste of space. See you at school loser. And you think we all don't know but we know about your boyfriend. Haven't learned anything from the past. You're never going to be a star

-a Non Berry fan

I started seeing red. Rachel is crying. "Why are people so cruel? What did I ever do to live like this?! I try so hard to fit in and I guess I never will. *tears *

Sebastian: Baby first of all. Don't listen to that because you are beautiful and amazing.

Rachel: I'm really not, heck my dads barely stick around long enough to want to spend at least 10 minutes with me.

Sebastian: Babe you got to give it time. People especially in high school don't always change their ways.

Rachel: You have. Others may not see it but I can.

Sebastian: I'm still same Sebastian just improved. You make me want to be better.

Rachel:Awe.you're sweet.

Sebastian: What happened yesterday that caused you to freak out? Is it because of what happened?

Rachel: To be honest I don't know what caused that. Lately it seems lil the slightest sounds or like when you touched my shoulder I screamed. Its lil I'm reliving it. I hear jason's voice yelling and gunshots going off. I kept seeing it in my dreams. I have been having nightmares about it. If I would've been killed that day soul anyone care? Am I really a waste?

Sebastian: Go on babe. So is that the reason you woke up screaming in your sleep? Why would you say no one would care? Babe I went numb when I didn't know what or why this all was happening to all of you. I was ready to jump into my csr to get to you. The warblers would've been upset. Kurt and Blaine love u Berry.

Rachel: I can't stop the flashback s of being in the bathroom stall and I feel lil I'm being watched. I can't see person's fave but they try to shoot me or even you.* crying*

Sebastian pulled her into his arms..

Rachel: I'm scared to go back on Monday. But I have to try. I just want all these feelings to go away.i don't want people to see me as weak.

Sebastian: Rae, you're definitely not weak. This has affected so many people whether you were physically there or not.you're human babe. Plus dealing with the bullies. I'm sorry but your school and team are jokes. The only ones I've seen who care about you are Kurt, Blaine, puck and I hear Sam wanted to go get you to make sure you were safe

Sebastian: Iam not going anywhere. Ok? You just need to talk to someone other then myself. I think you're having a PTSD moment and if you want ill go with you.

Rachel: Really? I just feel overwhelmed. And now we're engaged -

Sebastian ' Sweetheart, maybe we rushed. If you're not sure you want to marry me its ok. I'll wait for you. We will take our time together and grow I do know you're who I want.

Rachel: You're who I want as well. I don't care what they think. You're right I need time to cope so if you think we can make this work and get help for we can try. I've just been scared of losing you.

Sebastian:As for school I'm not sure what I can do from Dalton but Kurt & Blaine will be there so you won't be alone. Maybe you all can be there together for support. Whatever happens we will figure it out. Okay?

Rachel: *smiling, tears running down her face* I love you,Sebastian.

Sebastian: *holding tight* I love you too baby. Now wipe those tears because beautifully girls shouldn't cry. * kissing her and Rachel kissed back. Turned into heated makeout session. Just as I was about to go further.it was a call from Thad.

Sebastian: Hello? This better be good, Thad.

Thad: Oops sort did I interrupt wifey time?? Haha

Sebastian: Hahaha very funny. What is so urgent ? You guys love to cock block me!

Thad: Dude TMI..anyways you need to get back to Dalton.we have lacrosse practice today plus warblers meeting plus you didn't sign out for the weekend.

Sebastian: Damn forgot..ill be there. Later.

end of conversation

Sebastian: Babe don't get mad..but ill have to rain check our weekend. I forgot to sign out, plus lacriss and warblers practice.

Rachel:*sad * its ok I understand. Well if you have to go..I'll be okay. I'll just rest til Monday for school. But I love you and we will talk more later right?

Sebastian gathers his things, pulling Rachel into his arms and she wraps around waist and they kiss.

Sebastian: I'll call you ok?? I gotta go sweetie even though I rather stay.

Rachel: I know. * blowing a kiss and wave bye. Feeling much better. Sebastian waves back. " "I love you Rachel Barbra Berry! "

Rachel: I love you!! * then walk into house & rest til Monday. Iam sad Sebastian left but grateful to have him and he supporting me as I seek help with PTSD. And although we wont get married this second, I can honestly see a future with Sebastian..ill just have to wait til Monday to talk to Glee club about a few things that are going to change. I will no longer be a victim...I put on funny girl and just as movie started I got a text from my hot warbler

rae

love u forever .be strong. We're in this together.

AN: Okay next we will skip ahead to return to school.I wonder who sent her that awful text and how did they find out about Sebastian? More love bit also drama ahead.Sorry not the best. I am sleepy and tried to get through this chapter. I own nothing. please rate & review my stories then pass along. Love u all. How sweet is Sebastian?!