AN: Warning this chapter has mature material/Smut *

Back at Dalton...

Kurt: So, Craigslist,mind telling me what did you do to my best friend,.who I warned you about that if you EVER hurt her I'd break your meerkat face?!

Blaine: Kurt..hold on let's give him a chance. Its not like Quinn was innocent.

Kurt : No Quinn wouldn't do that she's innocent.Poor Quinn.

Sebastian: WHAT?! POOR QUINN MY ASS! There is nothing innocent or poor about her. You call yourselves her bffs but where were you when Quinn messaged Rachel that she should've been killed that day of the shooting?! Or threatened her that she was gonna lose everything including me.stalking and harassing me as well. As for kissing SHE kissed me and I didn't kiss back. but I should've told Rachel from the start but thought I was protecting her.

Kurt: What proof do you even have?! You lie and manipulate.

Sebastian: I used to but not until I found Rachel.

Nick,Thad,Jeff and the other Warblers walk in.

Thad: He has us. We witnessed that kiss. He's telling the truth. Plus we have it on video .

Blaine:* Looking at Sebastian * Kurt, he's telling the truth. I can tell.

Kurt: what?! Who's side are you on?!

Blaine: I'm on.Rachel's side, and Sebastian if you hadn't lied or covers up she may not be as mad especially since you know what she has gone through with Finn and
started.

Sebastian: * looking down with years * I know and I know I don't deserve her..

Kurt: No you don't...

Sebastian: But, I love her more than you two will ever know. I need to go to her. I need to fight for her.

Blaine: Seb, do you think that's wise? She doesn't want to see you. At least not right now.

Sebastian: I got to try, Blaine. At least I have the balls to fight for her.

Thad: Unless she kicks you in the balls instead. *smirking*

Sebastian chuckled. Then replied,"She probably would." Everyone in the room laughed.

Blaine: You know for someone so small, Berry is scary. Lol

a few minutes passed then Jeff replied,"Hey you rhymed"

Thad: Moron *smacks Jeff in the head*

Jeff: Ouch!!! Nick, he hit me.

Nick: *rolls his eyes* lets go guys. Sebastian, I honestly would wait a few days. Give her time to cool. From what I hear she knocked Fabray out.

Everyone's jaws dropped. All Sebastian could say was, "That's my wife."

Later that night after everyone left, Sebastian got out his phone to text Rachel.

Text conversation

Sebastian: Hello beautiful. I know you're probably not talking to me. It would be nice to hear from you. I want you to know how sorry Iam . I never meant to hurt you at all. I should've believed in us more and trusted you enough to tell you what was going on. *text sent*

a few minutes later..

Rachel: Its not so much that you kissed her, but you hid it from me. All of it. I could've done something to stop it. I know you want to protect me and I love you for that. But what happens if and when we do get married? Are you going to continue to lie? Be deceitful? If I wanted that kind of relationship I would've stayed with Finn or Jessie.

Sebastian: Baby, what can I do to make things right?

Rachel: I honestly don't know Sebastian. I want to be with you more than you know but how can I be sure I can trust you?

Sebastian: I'm going to do whatever I can to earn back your trust. I love you Rachel Barbra Berry -or future Mrs Smythe.

Rachel: Sebastian right now we're not even officially together. I need time. Please. Respect me enough to give me that especially we both need to concentrate on Regionals next week. After that we can talk. But for now we need space and maybe try to be friends. Go from there. I gtg now. Sweet dreams Sebastian. I love you always.

Sebastian: Iam not going to stop fighting for you,Rach. I love you,pretty girl. I'll talk to you soon. I love you and miss you. I miss everything. Your lips, your touch...

Rachel: Please Seb, don't...good night..

Sebastian: Good night baby, I love you...

End of Text message

Sebastian put his phone on his nightstand and just sobbed. His heart was breaking. He didn't want to talk to anyone. But thought of Regionals when he would for sure see her. He was getting her back.

Sebastian took a shower and then climbed into bed hugging his pillow dreaming of Rachel and there last night together...

Sebastian and Rachel were arguing about something stupid. Rachel kept screaming at me while I was still cold from our swim by the waterfall.

"What are you doing?" Sebastian had started peeling his clothes off about halfway through her little speech and was standing in front of her with his pants unzipped and his t-shirt about half-way up his torso. He was rolling his eyes as he toed off his shoes and socks.

"Not sure if you noticed through you're little rant Rachel, but I'm fucking soaked here. I'm not gonna stand here and let you bitch and yell at me while every damn shred of clothing on my body is dripping all over the fucking floor! Now if you'd just shut the hell up for once in your life and let me change into something dry, I'll fucking go to the like I was planning on doing in the first place and you can get back to fucking yelling at me!" Sebastian saw the way her nostrils flared and knew he'd taken it too far, but he didn't care enough to try and take it back. He was way too pissed off. But he also never saw her hand move as she slapped him right across the jaw. That shit fucking hurt like hell!

"Sebastian Smythe you have absolutely no right to speak to me like that and I demand that you take it back this instant! You possess no claim over what I do with my person and should not act as such!"

"Well maybe I fucking should have claim," he screamed back at her before he realized it and she recoiled like he'd slapped her instead of the other way around. "Seeing you with Finn all the damn time just pissed me off because, damn it Rachel, I should be in his shoes. I was avoiding you before because seeing you being all friendly with Finn just pissed me the fuck off!" She got really quiet when he said that and he took the small pause to rub his cheek where she'd hit him. It still stung.

"You were jealous," she said quietly. She waited until he looked up again and locked her eyes with his. "I teach me to When she turned to leave, Sebastian knew he couldn't let her reach that door. So he grabbed her by the wrist and did the first thing he could think of. He tangled his hands in her hair and slanted his mouth over hers.Her kiss was fierce, like she was continuing her previous argument and still trying to prove her point, just using her tongue in a totally different (totally better) way. Rachel fought him, then she relinquished control, she gave and she got, she tangled her tongue with his and made him feel alive, fuck he missed kissing her.

When she pulled away, he'd honestly expected another rant or another slap but neither came. Instead, Rachel took advantage of the fact that his shirt was still up around his neck and his jeans were already unbuttoned. She quickly pulled the shirt over his head and shoved his pants down around his ankles. She looked up into his eyes, something animalistic shining within the usual brown of hers, and whispered,

"You want a claim? I'm right here. Stake your claim Sebastian." He took that as his cue and quickly lifted her blouse up and off of her body. He peeled her tight yoga pants down her legs and stuttered a breath at the soft cotton boy shorts and matching bra she was wearing under it all. It was so Rachel and he fucking loved it.

She pulled his head back down to hers and kissed him hard, biting his lip in the process and he was pretty sure it wasn't an accident. But when her tongue slid over the place she'd bitten, in a soothing motion, he bit her back just so he could do the same. He somehow maneuvered them backwards to his bed and stopped when he hit the edge. Rachel detached her mouth from his and rested her hands on the waistband of his boxer-briefs, still soaked through and uncomfortable from the rain and now from her actions. They were getting tighter with every movement she made. She seemed to hesitate right then, not sure how far she wanted to take it, and Sebastian joined his hands with hers at his hips.

"Rach, I want you. Pretty sure I staked my claim. We don't have to do anything you don't want to." The uncertainty he'd seen on her face suddenly disappeared and she jerked her hands down, taking his underwear with them. She pushed him down so he was sitting on the bed and then reached into the box of condoms he kept on top of their dresser next to their bed.He laid back on the bed and watched her as she confidently took his length in her hand and tore the condom wrapper with her teeth, giving him long even strokes. The way she held his gaze as she did it was one of the hottest things he'd ever seen.

She slipped her panties down her legs and climbed on top of him on the bed. Sebastian reached up and removed her bra with one hand, using the other between her thighs to see how wet she was. He knew it wouldn't be her first time but he still had to make sure it fucking rocked her world. Feeling that she was soaked, and knowing that he'd done that to her, only made him harder. He gripped his dick in one hand to guide himself inside her and growled when she finally sank down fully on him.

The sounds she was making made him question the control he'd once prided himself on. Rachel rolled her body down, causing her clit to brush against his pelvic bone, and when he heard her moan his name, he almost came right then. He gripped her hips so hard, he knew there would be bruises by the time they were done but it didn't matter, and guided her up and down on his cock. He was losing his mind in the soft bouncing of her breasts, in the erratic moans slipping past her lips punctuated by cries of so good, in the way she brushed her tangled hair away from her face to trap him in her gaze. He was fucking gone. Rachel swiveled her hips around him, clenched her muscles around him as he pushed her up and somehow clenched them tighter when he pulled her back down.

When she started whimpering, he knew she was close. Sebastian pulled her down to kiss her and as he did, swiftly rolled them so that she was on the bottom. The words she was mumbling didn't actually make sense, he wasn't even positive she speaking an actual language now, but he somehow knew they translated to harder Sebastian and he was only too happy to give her what she wanted. He snapped his body furiously to hers, pulling out to the tip before pumping back into her with more force each time. Rachel met his every thrust with her hips and he spread her legs as wide as possible so nothing could stop him from going as deep as possible.

Just as he was about to break, a feral shriek ripped from Rachel's lips and her body shook intensely, muscles tensing around him and bending her limbs at different angles as her orgasm literally tore through her body. Watching her fall completely apart at his hands did him in and Sebastian shot his load into the condom with a growl of "Fuck Rachel" before letting his forehead fall to her shoulder. Rachel just ran her hands up and down his sides as she tried to catch her breath.

When Sebastian pulled out of her to throw the condom away, he her looked over at her on the bed with a smirk on her face. He just shook his head and chuckled as he pushed her up under the blankets and settled in behind her. After a second, he whispered in her ear,

"I hope you realize how much I am in love with you, just you." Rachel looked back at him and smiled softly before kissing him again.

"I realized that Sebastian."

 Flashback ended

 Sebastian laid I bed remembering and held his pillow with low sobs. " I love you Rachel". Soon he closed his eyes promising himself that he will get his woman back.

Want to know a secret? Rachel was laying in her bed having the same dream. "I love you Sebastian" she whispered. Good night.

 AN: Hope you enjoyed. More to come.

Se