|I know I said I probably wasn't going to post today, but I take that back. Enjoy the chapter!|

Bam's Pov

Khun really was pushing it. We were both still laying in bed, with about half a hour until everyone came. He kept peppering my face with kisses, his arms were around my waist, and occasionally begged me to stay. I was about to plead to get ready when Mr. Hockney came in.

"Good Morning Ba-" His eyes went wide as he stared at me and Khun. It was silent in the room, no one making a sound. Mr. Hockney continued to stare at us as if we were ghosts, his mouth hanging wide open.

"Your awake!" He snapped his jaw shut, frantically rushed over checking Khun's vitals, pulse, and the wound. As frantic as he was, he hands were steady and he knew what he was doing. After a few minutes of evaluating his health, he began to speak up, "Your actually looking pretty good. Nothing's wrong, all healthy. You should have a successful recovery, but you should be careful and only pick up light things,"

We both nodded, and Mr. Hockney continued, "You should be able to get out of the hospital today, make sure to tone down the concerts," He then turned towards me, "And last but not least, should I tell them Prince Charming is awake?"

I chuckled, nodding. "Please do!" This is going to be good.. Mr. Hockney flashed me one more smile before exiting. I slipped off the bed before I could be trapped in Khun's grasp, Khun reluctantly following. I stumbled a bit, my head was a tad bit dizzy, I steady out, my dizziness disappearing. I was probably got up to fast.

"Am I Prince Charming?" I snickered, squatting down. I began to rifle through my bag, I need clothes.. I let out a small giggle before answering, "Of course," I pulled out a beige crew neck sweater and a pair blue ripped jeans. "Does that mean your my Cinderella?" I glanced over my shoulder, shooting Khun a glare. "I'd like to think I'm more of a.. Rapunzel?" Khun rolled his eyes, clicking his tongue. I could help but giggle..

"I'll go get changed in the bathroom, there should be a extra set of clothes in there for you," he nodded as I exited the room. I shuffled down the hallway, just a tad bit dizzy, but I ignored it. I'm probably just tired, I'll shake it off.. I quickly made it towards the bathroom. I slipped in looking the door.

Ms. Yeon and Wangnan are going to go crazy now that the Prince Charming is awake.. I stripped off my clothes, and I stared at my arms and parts of my stomach. It was kinda hard not to notice the small and medium sized scars placed all over my body. But there was this one.. I turned around, and moved my hair just to barely see a huge scar that slashed across my back.

I flinched at the memory of when I got it. This was the first scar I got, and the only major one. I didn't want to listen to anyone, I only wanted to protect Khun.. And little did I know, you do not disrespect them, whoever disrespects them wants a death wish. But looking back on it, during the time, that seemed better than the seven years I was about to experience.

But I didn't listen, I disrespected them, so I got a punishment. I was to valuable at the time, so they couldn't kill me. They almost did.. It was a really bad punishment. I shuddered at the thought, turning back around. There was only smaller ones on my stomach and littered across my arms. The majority inflicted from them, only a few, maybe five from me on accident.

They were ugly, they showed the lonely and broken me I didn't want to be.. But never again. I wouldn't be the lonely me again. But I couldn't deny that those were still apart of me, so I would learn from that broken boy.

I replaced the old clothes with clean, fresh ones. I looked.. presentable..? Way better than when I got here, so good enough. Once I was dressed, I headed back down the hallway. I had totally forgot to grab my hairbrush..

I treaded back down the hallway, humming a small beat to myself. I've been trying to make a beat for the lyrics that's for Khun, but I didn't know what to do yet.. Nothing sounded just right..

Nothing was a sweet, soft melody that would always remind me of Khun. It was hard to make a song for him, it had to be perfect. It had to be good enough for him, though he would think 'Aww baby, it's perfect!' Of course he would say that.. No. It wasn't perfect till I said so.

I swiftly appeared in front of the door and knocked. I've gotten smarter over the years, and I don't forget. I'm definitely not barging in on Khun again. After the shower incident, as much as I would want to, I'm not going to. I listened in to hear a small, 'come in' before entering. Khun sat on the bed, wearing one of my hoodies and a pair of black jeans. I plopped myself right next to him, sinking into the memory foam mattress.

I was so tempted to fall back asleep and lay in Khun's arms, but I I know if I did, he wouldn't let go. And I wouldn't make him let go or beg to get up. But we had people coming who are probably dying to see him, I couldn't keep him all to myself. But the tiredness present in my eyes really was persuading me towards the bed. But I couldn't give in.

I reached down for my bag again, yanking out my hair brush. I took out my hair tie and began to brush through my long brown silky hair. I hummed a small tune, dragging the brush through my hair. I soon untangled my hair, tying it back up into a ponytail. It was easy to put up and easier to manage that way.

I fell back into the bed, sinking in fully. Fuck it, I'm tired. But I don't know even know why, but I just felt mentally drained today, I was dizzy, and just felt out of it. But everyone is visiting.. I'll try to muster up enough energy. But even then, I don't even know if I have that much. I begin to think, get lost in my thoughts.

It felt as if, I was almost weighing people down in a way..? Everyone was pretty calm and collected. They didn't take it like he was in any danger, but it hit me like the end of the world.. Why do they deal with me to be honest? Why care that much about my dramatic, stubborn, broken self..

What did I even do to be broken in the first place? Rachel, I didn't do anything to provoke her. I didn't do anything to provoke any of those men on the streets. It was there own doing, not mine. Why did my parents even die? I didn't even know.. Why did Jinsung waste so much time trying to make sure I was ok? I wasn't any god, just a normal young boy. Nothing to offer, yet I was greeted with so much sorrow and kindness.

Half of the time, I was too complicated. I couldn't understand my life, my mind. I don't know if I ever will. I turned over onto my side, looking at Khun. And might I add, I got fucking lucky. The Khun Aguero Agnes, who can ever manage that? I will admit, I had a tiny itty bitty small little childhood crush on him. I thought he was cute, he was my age as well, so there was no problem there.. But! I only had one poster.. That's it.

Ok.. Maybe two. But I swear, that's it! God damn it, I had three..

But he's mine and alive. And that was something to be proud of. I shuffled over towards Khun, wrapping my arms around his slim waist. "Thank you.." I could feel his gaze shift down towards me, but I didn't say anything else. "What do you mean?"

"Thank you for being there and supporting me. Thank you for being so kind. Thank you for being you, please always be you and never change.." I felt him unlatch my arms from his waist. I peered up to see him falling down onto the bed, and wrapping me in a hug. I hummed in delight, hugging back. He's just so kind.. God damn. I don't think we're moving, but I don't mind. I don't think I'll ever mind.

We stayed like for a good five minutes when the door busted in. I shot up, holding my hands out as if I had a gun. I felt my face heat up, I quickly tugged my hands down, sitting back in the bed. I- .. It was just a habit.. I shook my head, digging my head into my hands. Wangnan barged through the door, standing in front of us. "True love at last, god damn you too. You guys are so much work.."

He sighed, plopping himself on the chair next to the bed. He looks like that tired father who was going to sit down and talk to use about protection. I couldn't help the small a smirk creep into my face. "Your like Romeo and Juliet, Cinderella and Prince Charming, Ariel and Eric.. I can't think of anyone else so I'm going to stop.. But ya get the point, true love~" he waved his hands around, doing jazz hands.

I couldn't help but chuckle at Wangnan, he was a funny guy. Always could brighten the mood. I looked over his shoulder to see Ms. Yeon standing behind him. Oh, wait. Did he do it? I shot Wangnan a look before gesturing towards Ms. Yeon. He smiled and gave me a thumbs up. "I asked her on the date yesterday, she said yes!" He smiled, shaking his head in triumph. Ms. Yeon went red, slightly shaking her head in embarrassment.

I couldn't help the smile that had crept onto my face. I laid my head on Khun's shoulder, I was exhausted. It was so stupid.. But I'm proud of Wangnan. I could really tell he liked her, I hope they work out ok. Wangnan stood, wiping his pants. "I just wanted to check on our number one lovebirds.. See how you two were doing. Glad your awake, and please try not and get shot anytime soon. Both of ya!" He chuckled.

We both agreed, and the two of them got on there way. I waved the two of them goodbye, shooting Wangnan one last thumbs up on the way out. As soon as they walked out, I fell onto Khun's chest, taking us both down onto the bed. That took out like, half of my energy. I just didn't feel like much today.. It was like I took sleepy pills, it was a random wave of exhaustion, trying to make me pass out.

Maybe it was because I had slept the best over the few nights.. I only had a three all-nighters.. I've done four before, but that was honestly the worse day ever.. Wait a minute, take that back. But it was still pretty bad.. I really need to work on my sleeping schedule. I've been stressing out to much lately.. I wish I didn't worry as much..

Another five minutes passed by, and a knock was heard on the door. I couldn't help the curling of my stomach. I hated this, I hadn't felt good all day, I was dizzy and had a small headache.. I felt like I was going to throw up, maybe I was sick.. I've been stressing out and not sleeping well enough. I'll try and get over it.. I shouted a small 'Come in.'

The door swung open, and everyone filed into the room. Everyone's gaze turned towards us, shock plastered over everyone's face. I rolled off Khun, slamming my face into the pillow. My god.. I think my head and stomach are going to explode.. I muffled my groans into the pillow, closing my eyes. I tried to distract myself, listening to everyone's conversation.

"Oh my god! Your awake!" I think it was Shibisu's voice? It had a masculine tone, but was very peppy. I heard shuffling on the floor, but I couldn't tell where everyone was. But I was starting not to care, my stomach was in excruciating pain. It felt like my organs were being torn out from the inside.. I probably just have the bug.. I'll be fine.. I gripped my stomach as if it would stop the pain. I gotta get out of here.. I sat up and slipped off the bed, walking for the door, as if I was fine. I had gotten good at pretending after a while.

Once the door shut, I booked it for the bathroom. My head was pounding, everything was spinning, and I felt like I was going to throw up. I swung the door open, slammed it shut and locked it. I turned around and hurled over the toilet. I held back my hair, letting out all of the contents that I had eaten yesterday.

My throat stung, my head pounded, my body ached. I was tired but awake all at once. I knew what was going on but I didn't. I was a mess.. I sank to the floor, placing my temple onto the hard, cold, tiled floor. I few tears escaped my eyes from the pain that ached all over. But I was silent. I didn't make a noise, only meeting out a few choked breaths.

Once my tears had stopped, I wiped them away, and stumbled to get up. I flushed the toilet before sitting down on it. My fucking god.. I rubbed at my temples in attempt to ease the pain. It was like my senses were on overdrive, every little sound, any bright light, it went all to my head; sending me into overdrive.

I felt hot and cold, I wanted a blanket but I didn't. I wanted to eat, but I wasn't hungry. But.. I really wanted Khun..

But I couldn't let him worry.. Everyone was here to see him.. Not me. They hadn't talked to him in a week, they saw me a day ago. I wasn't too much, while he was everyone's everything. I'll be fine, I just got to get up.. I pressed my hands onto the toilet, giving myself a boost. I stumbled, only to achieve myself slamming into the tiled floor.

Shit.. That didn't help.. I slowly shuffled, propping myself up against the toilet bowl, I'll just stay here for a little bit. They won't even notice that I'm gone.. I quickly passed out due to exhaustion and to immense pain.