Khun's Pov

   It was the 25th. Today was Friday the 25th. I've been freaking out all morning, I got in a few hours of sleep, and I was off the walls. He is coming home.. It still had barely sunk in yet. I think I was to- to all over the place. I tried mediation, I couldn't focus. Exercise, I was exhausted from not getting my normal amount of sleep. Coffee, didn't help my situation whatsoever.

   I slipped on a pair of black leggings, a turtleneck adidas zip up, and some black boots. I grabbed a cup of coffee before heading out the door. I turned on the radio in attempts to calm my nerves. We, meaning me, Jinsung, Yuri, and Edahn, we were all meeting at the police station. Will this go out well? At this point.. We can really only pray.

   I quickly appeared in front of the police station once again. And it felt like everything had slapped me in the face, my nerves going insane. We got this, we'll be ok. I parked in the closet parking spots, scampering into the station. I swung the door open to see that Jinsung was already there. Yuri and Dad were still to be seen. I sat right next to him, slightly bouncing my foot. It was silent between the two of us. He was possibly getting his son back, and I was possibly getting my lover back. But there was one word that stuck in my head. Possibly. Not surely, undoubtedly.. Possibly. And it wouldn't get out of my head..

   My breath was a tad bit unsteady as I got lost in thought. I was shot out of my thoughts when I felt a light pressure on my shoulder. I shot my gaze towards Jinsung to see him with his hand placed on my shoulder. "Don't worry to much, he is the definition of stubborn and unkillable. He survived for 13 long dreadful years on his own. I think he will get out just fine.."

   I clung onto those words as if they were my lifeline. We patiently waited for Yuri and Dad. They soon came, and we all filed into a police car starting towards our first destination.. Off we go..

Time Skip

   We had stopped at the first place, not there. Second place, not there. By the time we were parked in front of the third place, I was starting to doubt all of my research I had sent in. What if I had messed it up and was too optimistic? I took a deep breath before exiting the car. All I need is belief, and I believe in Bam with everything I have.

   The four of us, Chief Lero Ro, and the three police squads carefully crept up onto the building. It was a newer warehouse.. It has only been around for a few years. As we walked in, I could see the walls were steel ridden, and the windows were thick, probably bullet proof glass.

   We peaked around the corners, making sure there were no guards. We continued down the building, it didn't seem like anyone was here.. Maybe I did mess up.. I gave everyone hope.. Just for it to be stomped on. I messed up so bad..

  But we continued, I was about to tell everyone we should he's back until I heard a voice..? I raised my hand, signaling everyone. I pointed towards the door I heard the voice from. The squads surround the door, listening in..

   "Viole, .. violated.. ...Punishment... Death.. ..." They police slammed down the door after hearing death. Everyone crowded in, circling around this mysterious man. I saw Bam and this man with a blonde bun, yellow eyes, and pure black clothing. Bam whipped out a gun, pointing at Lero Ro, his finger threatening on the trigger. I zipped out from the back, putting my hands up.

   "Bam, it's me, please drop the gun.." His eyes went wide, he dropped the gun, banging onto the floor. We both sprinted towards each other, wrapping each other in a hug. I began to squeeze the life out of him. Him in my arms again.. And how good it felt.."Your safe, don't worry.. Your-"

BANG!

   I felt a engrossing pain in my back, my eyes went wide. I gave in my body weight, falling into Bam. We both collapsed to the floor, him cradling me. "W-wassup babe.. Miss me?" Tears leaked from his eyes, falling down into my face. "P-p-please d-don't leave m-me.." He sobbed out, pulling me closer to his chest. Everything was getting blurry, but I held onto my conscience, I couldn't leave without say my goodbye..

   "I love y-you a lot.." I let out a genuine, small, and distorted laugh, my vision getting worse. "Can you promise me something?" He needs to promise me this if I don't make it. "K-khun.. Please hold on.. You can't die because of me.. Please.. I love you, don't leave. Please don't leave. I dont want to lose anyone else." I continued "If I don't make it.. Can you please live your life. Become like, I don't know.. A singer?" He let out his sobs, repeatedly nodding over and over again, I reached up wiping his tears away. I didn't like it when he cried. I didn't like when he was hurt.

   "Bam, I love you. I will always love you. When you do whatever you want in life, just know I'll be right besides you, every single step of the way. If you ever want to talk to me, just look up? Yeah? You made me who I am. I'm so grateful I met you. You made me a better man, thank you." My voice felt raspy, so I brought it down to a whisper. "I love you so much baby, so god damn much.."

    The excruciating pain I felt in my chest didn't even compare a sliver to the guilt I felt as I stared up at Bam. I didn't like it when he cried. I made me sad. So sad. I examined his face, taking in his features. Hey, if I don't make it, at least I get to die in a angel's arms. I'm not complaining there. He had he long silky brown almost raven locks. After I saw it for the first time in so long, I wanted to untie it and make it into a braid with flowers like in Tangled.

   He still had his sad eyes, his sad honest eyes. They were glossed over, tears streaming from his golden eyes. They were like honey swirls, shades of a shimmering gold and deep brown. His long black eyelashes placed perfectly above his face. He was absolutely gorgeous. So handsome. I don't know I how got so damn lucky. I tried to move, but I agony shot up my abdomen. I bit my lip, suppressing my shouts.

   "Can I have a kiss?" He was sobbing, but leaned down, pressing his lips onto mine. His sweet, sweet lips. We moved in sync, like we had kissed millions of times. It felt like time had slowed down. It was just me and him. I loved it. I wish I could've had everyday like this. His lips on mine, for eternity. Oh how I can dream..

   I felt my eyes get heavy, I slowly closed them. I heard loud screams and shouts, tons of sobbing. All I saw was black, and heard sirens and shuffling, before I had lost consciousness.