|There will be like three photos this chapter, as it will be a long-ish one. Khun will be singing four songs in the concert- I will mention the all of you want to listen to them, but I will only be writing the lyrics of one. The song for Bam.

Thank you! And as always enjoy!|

Khun's Pov

  We had finally rolled up to the concert building, and I had to admit, I was a little nervous. Yeah I know, I've done this millions of times, but this time Bam was going to be here. I can't mess up with him there- plus I need to ace the song I wrote from him and it can't just all go to shits in the fiery pits of hell. I can't have Satan himself upset with my work..

   We exited the car, and strolled into the building. We entered through the back door, entering right in front of the stage. Many of my friends were running around setting up the lights, tuning the instruments, and working with the audio. I could already hear Endorsi screaming at someone, Rak making a ruckus, Hatz grumbling to himself. I don't know why I exactly hired, really any of them.

   The stage looked pretty good so far. It had bright blue rectangular roofing almost like, it was suspended in the air. The screen in the back brought most of the light. The room was still bright, but when the concert would start, the lights would be off, and the room would have a prominent blue tint to the room.

   I strolled up to Endorsi, tapping her on the shoulder. She whipped around, "Finally! The man of the day is here.. Oh! So is the cutie!" She squealed, pinching Bam's cheeks. I swatted at her hands, "He is sticking with me, now where is my outfit?" She pouted, jutting out her bottom lip. I don't care, no touchy with what's mine.

   "It's in the back, hanging up. It should be in a plastic bag with a hanger," I just nodded, grabbing Bam's hand. I slipped through the crowds of my co-workers, heading towards the back. I opened my room, and peeked in to see my.outfit handing up. I grabbed the hanger and turned back towards Bam, popping my head out of the door. "I'll be in the changing room for just a second.. Well unless you want to come with me..?"

Bam's Pov

   "I'll be in the bathroom for just a second.. Well unless you want to come with me..?" I felt heat creep up onto my cheeks. "I-I'm g-good, I'll w-wait out here.." I stuttered out. His lips perked up, a sky smirk plastered on his face. Sometimes.. He is just to much to handle. To much fricking hotness and he's cheeky little smirks.. Ugh. He slipped into the bathroom, shutting the door. Oh god.. He is practically perfect! Why out of all the kids in the school was it him? It could've been anyone, absolutely anyone else.

   Just the way his eyes contained hundreds of galaxies in his deep cobalt eyes, the way the corner of his lip just slightly perked up, the way his arms snaked around my waist, his deep husky voice. And the little things, when he is exhausted and lightly groans, when he stares of into space- he looks slightly concerned. Just god damn.. His everything.  He was perfect, yet I've only known him for such a short amount of time.

   I leaned against the wall, deep in thought to not notice a person come up to me. "Black turtle.. Can you help me tune this instrument. You said you play, so here," Rak, one of Khun's friends and colleagues came up to me.

   He had longer brown scruffy hair, a darker flawless skin tone, bright crimson eyes, a tad bit of facial hair, nothing to much, just a bit of stubble. He had a built figure, and was about 6ft tall..?

|I tried my best to find a picture of what I imagined, so here is a close recreation of my sorta imagine, since he can't actually be a crocodile as much as we want.|

   "Of course! Whatever I can do to be help," He handed me a acoustic guitar, which I began to tune. Should I start a conversation? It can't hurt..

   "So Rak, what do you do around here to help?" He laughed- almost mightily..? "Black turtle, I am blue turtle's leader. I am the boss around here," he continued "but I also do work with instruments and background music," I nodded. "Since your such a mighty leader, you must take part of the important jobs, you must be such a great and resourceful guy to do so many jobs.."

   "Ah ha! Someone gets it, I must show how hard working of a leader I am because of my strength and willingness to help then lesser turtles," Rak boomed. Ah, I do get it. He is kinda of the mighty guy around here, he works on important stuff, but from the looks of it, Khun rules around here. "So Rak, what is your favorite instrument you work with?"

   He began to babble about all the different types of instruments he uses while he 'rules' over Khun, meaning while he works with. I had finished tuning the guitar a while ago, but Rak and me continued to chatter about instruments and music in general. He was a genuinely nice guy, very strong-willed at that. Definitely can keep things interesting.. I finally handed the tuned guitar over to Rak, waving him goodbye. I watched him leave, walking down the hallway.. Now, is Khun done yet? It was taking a little bit..

   I turned around to face the bathroom, to see Khun leaning on the bathroom door. I was about to apologize, but then I saw what he was wearing. He wore these black hip hop almost cargo pants with straps and chains hanging, with multiple pockets. He had a simple black t-shirt tucked into the pants with a black sash across his broad chest. And to finish it off, he wore black, shiny boots. It was fairly simple, well besides the pants, but he still rocked it.

  Just the way he rocked it, it didn't help the attraction I felt towards him. He probably didn't like me the same way, he probably wasn't gay. I'm probably just a insignificant person in his life, but while he stands in front of me, while we sing in the car, I will enjoy every moment I have. I will make the best of what I have.

   I will not force, into anything, I will give him the time he needs, and I hope over time we can build a mutually attraction. I will make memories. I will strive for his happiness. I will not be Rachel. I never will be.

   "You excited for the concert?" I was shook out of my thoughts and turned towards Khun. A smile crept on my face. "I'm elated! I'm excited to see you sing, but how are you?" He shot me a questioning look.

   "Well, you may be on the stage alot, but don't you still get nervous? Plus you were groaning and seemed pretty tired when getting off the couch.." I couldn't help but snicker. With all his groans and growls, you would think he would have been shot or in a immense amount of pain.

   "Well, I'm always nervous to go up on stage. I don't want to disappoint any of my fans. But I'm fine now, it just I'm not a morning person," I couldn't help but let out a few giggles. "I can see that.."

   He just smirked again. Hmm.. "Why do you always smirk so much?" He got shot me another look. "What? I'm not smirking.." I huffed. "Then stop mentally laughing at me," He was smiling and snickered out, "I'm not mentally smiling Bam!"

   "Well then quit what your doing, it's confusing," he dramatically gasp, placing his hand of his heart. "This is just me with my cherry persona! A happy ray of sunshine in the mucky rain clouds," I gave him a sideways glance, my hands on my hips, "Is this just a excuse to laugh at me?" He pointed at me, saying only two words.

   "Rain cloud," I couldn't help but break into a fit of giggles, Khun smirking down at me once again. He's always smirking, maybe I can one day crack a real big toothy smile out of him, one of these days.. He grabbed my hand, and I could feel the tips of my ears slightly heat up. We're fine and ok, gay panic, calm down. We began to walk down the hallway, heading towards the stage. "It is probably already starting to fill up, you can stand behind the curtain and watch if you'd like,"

   I nodded, this is going to be so good! I wonder what he is singing.. I've heard most of his songs, we made the third song, so I know what that song is, but he wouldn't let me see the last song.. Even though it's in my notebook! Noo~ I couldn't help but smile and shake my head. Khun shot one last glance at me before heading onto the stage.

   Shouts and squeals were heard from the audience. The were already jumping up and down, fawning all over him. I couldn't help but feel a ping of jealousy in my chest. Yeah I know he isn't mine, but to just think any of them have a chance, makes me upset. But it isn't about them, it's about Khun and his singing!

   "Good evening ladies and gentlemen! How is everyone doing?" They began to shout varies answer, mostly just a simple 'good.' "I'm glad we're doing good, I going to be starting with our first song, as many of you probably know, 'Be Somebody',"

(Be Somebody by Phil Good)

   He began to sing, and as always he sounded like a angel. How he got that voice, I don't know, but I think we were all grateful. How he did all the singing techniques like a head voice, coloratura, a falsetto voice, and trills. It was amazing how he could do so these techniques. The song sadly came to a end. Everyone clapped and applauded loudly, I wouldn't doubt that they could shake the place with the screams and claps.

   "Thank you everyone! The next song you probably also know, My Hands! Please enjoy!"

(My Hands by Jack Gray)

   Rak began to music and Khun began the next song. This one was pretty cheery, very upbeat. He was singing into the microphone, and I could just see him bobbing his head to the beat. It was pretty cute, with a little smile on his face. The way he enjoyed getting up there for the world to hear, it was inspiring. I hoped I could be that star, to be a light that people strived for like they did with Khun.

   The song swiftly came to a end, and he began to speak into the microphone once again. The concert actually went by quicker than I thought.. "So this is our third song, this one me and a really good friend of mine had recently wrote. I hope you enjoy it!" The music began and Khun began to sing.

(Clarity by Zedd and Foxes or a male cover by Sam Tsui and Kurt Hugo Schneider)

    The beat had slowly been picking up, and Khun's voice getting  little higher along with it until the beat drop. Everyone in the audience was having a blast, jumping up and down to the beat. The song evened out, and the next verse came up. It continued like that with the beat drops, it seemed like everyone was enjoying it. I was glad they liked it. Once the song had finally come to a end, I was sitting on the edge of my seat. It was finally the song he wouldn't show me!

   "Looks like everyone liked it! I'm glad! I'll be singing the last song of the night, it is another recently written one. I would like to dedicate this song to my newest friend," He glanced backstage, and shot a wink at me. That sneaky..

(Play Lost & Found by MacKenzie Bourg)

    The background music started again and he began to sing to a mellow beat. I couldn't help but listen intently..

I was staring at my sneakers
Scared to death to go and meet ya
Everybody had their someone
There was nobody for me here but you
But you, my darling

Then I called you out
We were drunk, you hair was wild
You took me by the hand saying
"Let's run away tonight
Don't have to go far, wanna see the stars?"

I was looking for someone
Then I crashed into you

Don't you know?
You gave me something I can't live without
My heart was waiting in the lost and found
For your love
It was your love that pulled me out
The lost and found

I was hoping
I was wishing
Though I didn't wanna risk it
'Cause before I kissed your lips
I didn't know what I was missing was you
It was you, my darling

I was looking for someone
Then I crashed into you

Don't you know?
You gave me something I can't live without
My heart was waiting in the lost and found
For your love
It was your love that pulled me out
The lost and found

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
The lost and found
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
I need your touch
You fixed me up
Baby I can't get enough
Oh, I hope you never go

Don't you know?
You gave me something I can't live without
My heart was waiting in the lost and found
For your love
It was your love that pulled me out

Oh you know
You gave me something I can't live without
My heart was waiting in the lost and found
For your love
It was your love that pulled me out
The lost and found

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
The lost and found
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
It was your love that pulled me out
The lost and found

    The crowd applauded, but I stood there starstruck. He was probably just messing around like always. It probably didn't mean much.. Right? Khun eventually wished the audience good night and and headed over towards me. Calm down, we are good friends. That's all he sees you as, he is just flirtatious. Don't get your hopes up. He was probably messing with me.

   He shot me a smile, and wrapped me up in a hug. I hugged back, and we stood there for a minute. He gave in a little of his weight and his hair was pressed up against my shoulder, all messed up. "That was amazing, Khun.." I whispered into his ear. He just nodded, nuzzling his head into my neck. "thank you.." He lightly murmured. I couldn't help but smile.. I guess it doesn't get pretty exhausting standing under those brights lights and singing for almost a hour..

   Shibisu, Endorsi, Hatz, and Rak all came over. Shibisu spoke up, "Tired?" He just nodded, giving in all his weight. I stumbled at first, but we stayed up in a hug. I spoke up, "Do you guys what me to drive him home? I could at least do something.." Shibisu shot at me with finger guns. "That would be amazing!" I just nodded. I whispered into Khun's ear, "Do you want me to pick you up on my back?" He nodded, and climbed into my back.

   "It was amazing meeting you all again.. Thank you for letting me stay here. I'll be sure to escort Khun out of here safely," they agreed, and we waved our goodbyes. I slipped out through the back door and searched the dark parking lot for Khun's car. I eventually found it and tucked him into the passenger seat and slipped into the drivers seat. He handed me the car keys and curled up into a small ball. I couldn't help but giggle. He was adorable, like a little kitten balling up. I started up the car and we began out of the parking lot.

   "your home.." I turned over towards Khun, stealing a glance at him. "Hmm..?" He muttered again, "we are going to your home.." I nodded and started off towards home.

Time Skip

   We had made it to my apartment, and I carried him inside. I peaked backwards only to see Khun out cold on my back. He must have been really tired.. I locked up the apartment and tip toed down the hallway, not hitting a single creak. Thankfully, I had memorized were each creak was in the floor. I sighed in relief, I don't know what I would have done if he woken up. I appeared in front of my bedroom door and lined up my hip with the handle, pushing it up, swinging the door open with my foot.

   I slipped Khun off my back, placing him onto my bed. I brushed his hair, took of his sash and boots, and prepared him for bed so he was comfortable. I then put in some pajama pants and kept his shirt on. I was tucking him under the covers when he jerked me into bed along with him. I fell onto the bed, and he snaked his arm around my waist.

   "stay.." I felt my ears heat up. But he only pulled me closer, I finally gave up and complied. I slipped under the covers with him, pulling him to my chest. Our legs tangled up, I began to lightly play with his light blue locks, falling into a deep sleep.

  "good night khun.."