Khun's Pov

I had the banquet party thing today. I don't want to go. I got to hang out with the crew for a little, which wasn't.. To bad.. But we went to the party after. And driving over to Shibisu's right now, it was not improving my mood. The radio played a soft tune that I lightly hummed to. I glided down the road, appearing in front of Shibisu's. I pulled into his driveway only to exit the car. I slipped out my tux that I was wearing tonight and strolled up the front door.

I ring the doorbell, slightly tapping my foot to a beat that was stuck in my head. The door creaked open to see Shibisu standing the the doorway in a t-shirt and basketball shorts. "Wassup dude! Come in!" We both walked in, heading towards the living room to see everyone else. Endorsi was sprawled out on the couch like she owned it, Rak was sitting in front of the coffee table, munching on a banana, Lauroe was taking a nap, and Hatz and Lizard were having a small conversation.

I walked into the room, and everyone peaked up, expect Lauroe. "Blue turtle, are you ready for tonight? I as your leader and boss, am wondering," I shrugged, sitting onto the floor. I don't want to go, I'm beginning to get a headache. Maybe it was because I was sitting right next to it.. "I'm fine.. It is just like every other party tonight.. Expect thankfully you guys get to come," Everyone nodded in agreement. "Speaking of the party, what time is it?"

Shibisu spoke up, "It is just about 5:55.. Why do you ask?" I shot up from the floor. "Guys the party is at 6:45! It's a 25 minute drive, that only gives us like 20 minutes to get dressed, do makeup, and get in the car! Come on!" We all rushed up, me throwing on my suit and a tad bit of makeup. My suit consisted of a white button up, a blue tie, and a black blazer and black dress pants.

We all hopped into our cars heading out towards one of the mansions of the Lo Po Bia Family. Lo Po Bia Family Head is pretty familiar with my dad, so I go to a few of their parties every once and a while. They are big with drinks, food, and dancing; but it's still a classy party. We all eventually arrived at the mansion, walking up towards the front door in a group. We all strolled in to be greeted with buffets, drink stands, and people dancing around in the grand hall. I was already ready to walk out.

We all made it over to a corner of the room, chatting. I was a little spacy, scanning the room. Everyone looked pretty normal, some people I would probably greet later. The night slowly continued on, only getting the slightest bit tipsy before stopping.. I need to make sure I can drive myself home. I wanted.. No needed fresh air. I told the group that I was going to use the bathroom before heading towards the balcony towards the side.

I walked towards the edge, resting my arms in the railing. The diamonds gleamed in the sky. They were so bright.. They were So bright the could guide someone through a forest. They could guide Bam home. Back to me.. But they wouldn't.. I didn't know where he was. I would go chase him until I physically possibly couldn't, and push it just a bit further. I couldn't try to help him in any way. I couldn't do anything. As much as I wanted to, I was useless.

I felt my throat and fists clench. Have I lost my mind? Am I truly this head over heels for a man I will probably never see again? Yes! Yes I am! I would shout it off the roof tops to find him. 'I love The Twenty-Fifth Bam! I want him back!' I would scream so loud, but that won't bring him back.. I don't know what will.

My breathing was unsteady, my thoughts were everywhere.. I need to calm down. I headed into the building, staying near the edges of the room before making it to the public bathroom. It hand multiply stalls, and a long counter with three different sinks. I stumbled towards closest sink, gripping at the sides. What makes him so special? Why is he always stuck in my head? I felt tears slowly stream down my cheeks.

I walked into a stall, and sat down on the toilet. I began to sob. Expect it wasn't just about Bam. It was about all the concerts, the movies, the parties, and Bam. All of the pressure and nervousness all came out. All my disappointment. All of my sadness. The feeling of not being good enough. It all came out. I sobbed, choking up, barely being able to breathe from the crying.

I don't know why is happened now, but I broke. I buried my head into my arms, letting out small sniffles. I wiped my tears away, calming down. But only a little. But I must say, I felt a bit better after crying.

I sat on the toilet, not really wanting to go back out to the party. I sighed, slipping off the toilet. It's not really what I want now is it. For the god damn people.. I walked up the mirror, fixing my makeup and hair so I looked presentable.

I began towards the door, opening it before slamming into someone's chest. We both toppled over, and I fell straight onto him. I sat up to the point were it looked like I was straddling him, while he laid on the floor. I picked up my gaze, he had long brown hair in a pony tail, a black button up, blazer, and pants, with a golden tie. He had long bangs, that were moved of his face. They showed.. His.. Golden eyes..?

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