Khun's Pov

   My eyes felt like tons as I walked into school. Sunday had finished in a flash, nothing exciting happened, but it was Monday. I groaned, shuffling down the hallway. I don't wanna be here.. Stupid school. I slipped into my homeroom, sitting at the same desk I always sat at. I placed my head onto my crossed arms, waiting for Bam.

   Hopefully he'll be here a bit early.. I sat at my desk, starting at the clock. A minute passed, then five, and soon ten. Maybe he just came here early cause it was first day and he was new. Maybe he was exhausted and slept in a little. It was fine.. No need to get fussy. I played with my phone for a few minutes until people started trickling in. I tucked my phone into my desk. One minute left.. Maybe he was sick.. It'll be fine. I can visit him after school to check up on him.

   Class started, and the day, it was absolutely dreadful.. Now it wouldn't have been bad if Bam was here, probably a million times better truthfully, but he wasn't. And him not being here, it slightly concerned me. Sure he was probably sick, but a unsettling feeling was stuck in my stomach. And it wasn't going anywhere till I saw him face to face.

   The classes felt as if they lasted hours upon hours, Lunch was even dreadfully, just boring and dull. And when I heard the bell ring, it sounded like heaven. I zoomed out of the school and headed towards my car, heading towards Bam's apartment.

   I didn't care for a radio, I didn't care for entertainment, I wanted to check on Bam. Because that bad feeling in my stomach, it wasn't going anywhere. I pulled into his apartment complex, and raced towards the door. I took the elevator up and raced down the hallways until I stood in front of his door. I knocked on his door, sure I had a key, but it was still polite.

   "Bam, you in there?" I called out, knocking again. Was he even in there? I pulled out the key, unlocked the door, and strolled in. The place looked like it did last time I saw it, clean and spotless. I creeped into the kitchen. "Bam?" No one there. Living room, no one. I crept into his bedroom, creaking open the door. "Bam? Are you awake?" I looked at his bed. It was unmade, blankets sprawled everywhere. It looked like he had another night terror and thrashed around. Is he ok?

   I slipped into his bedroom and began to search the place. I looked at his desk, just a plain normal desk. Nothing on the floor, nothing no where. I placed myself onto his bed, where did he go? Is he ok? Why didn't he call me? What's going on? Thoughts swirled my head and everything was a blur. Everything was a dizzy mess.

   That was until my focus landed on his nightstand. It was a note. I rushed to pick up the note, he was probably ok.. Just fine. Maybe he went out to get food.. Right..?

Dear Khun,

I really hope you do find this note, if someone else did.. Well it would be pretty awkward. You probably noticed I wasn't at school today, I don't think I'll be for a while. I don't know when I'll see you again, or if I ever will. Don't think that I'm in danger.. I'm safe. I'll be fine. I always push through really.. anything. Tell Jinsung I'm fine, because if I don't pick up a call, he will be off the walls. I'm not allowed to contact you, or really anyone. You can't really know where I'm going either.. But please don't worry. I'm fine. I wanted to write this note to you so you know I am fine. I.. I don't think this is fair. I don't think this is fair, and that I should even write this. But I love you. I really did grow feelings for you in the small time we knew each other. I will miss laying on the couch with you, watching movies. I'll miss having snowball fights with you in a parking lot. I'll miss going behind stage and watching sing your heart out to your audience. Ill miss not being able to see you, it may slowly tear me apart. But, don't worry. I really wanted you to know, that I, The Twenty Fifth Bam, I love, the Khun Aguero Agnes. I know it was probably a small stupid little crush, that you probably don't like me back, and that I was stupid. I know I'm naive, I'm idiotic, I'm ignorant. But I don't care, I really don't; I just wanted you to know. But I hope you found someone who will love you for you. I hope your career sky rockets farther than it already has. I hope your life brings you big places, maybe even go into acting? I don't doubt you in any of your abilities. Your are so amazing. Far better than anyone I have met. You truly brought a new light into my life, thank you for being that light. Thank you for being you. I love you.

Bam

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"W-why.. I-I c-couldn't s-s-say I-I-I l-love y-y-you b-ba-ack..."