Bam's Pov

   Today I was attending another one of Khun's concerts, and as much as I went to them, they were still as exciting as ever to go to. Going and seeing it live was a lot of fun, and if anything his voice and songs had gotten better as the years went on. So seeing the progress was definitely amazing to look back on.

   Khun was humming in his seat in the car, gliding down the road. He looked nervous, his foot was bouncing up and down, and he seemed all jittery. I slipped my hand into his thigh, tapping his thigh. He turned towards me, slightly tilting his head.

   "You seem nervous, I can see how tense you are.." I spoke, facing his profile. I gave his thigh a squeeze before shooting him a smile. "Are you ok? I'd there anything bothering you that I can fix?" He nodded, shooting me a small smile. "I'm fine, just a little nervous. Doing worry about it.."

    Better, but not exactly what I wanted.. Usually he's nervous, I mean he's still getting on stage in front of thousands of people, but he's never been this nervous.. I just hope he's fine when he gets onto stage.

   We continued down the road, eventually arriving at the concert venue. It was pretty enormous as we exited the car. We walked into the building hand in hand, shuffling through the isles and isles of chairs.

   We eventually made it to backstage, Khun leaving to go get changed. I helped around a bit, helping around with instruments, speakers, etc. I just wanted to make sure everything went as smoothly as other concerts or even more smoothly so Khun didn't worry so much. I will always support him with his career, so I'll do really whatever I can to make it easy for him.

   Khun eventually exited his dressing room, meeting me outside of the room. He looked as handsome as ever, wearing just a simple white t-shirt and a black pair of jeans with two holes above his knees. He flashed me a dorky smile, placed a kiss on my lips, and headed out onto the stage.

   I sat by the edge of the backstage, watching Khun walk out smiling and waving. Hmm, he seems fine now.. He stopped in front of the microphone, bring it to his lips. "Hello once again everyone, tonight we'll be doing another concert! We'll have a few songs tonight, but this will my last concert for a little bit. I have some plans that will keep me busy in the mean time.."

    Wait, what..? I wonder what that is.. Something that would take over his schedule enough to stop concerts? Does Shibisu know? Probably since he is the one that books the concerts.. Then what is it? What would be so big that would stop concerts?

   "Well then, let's get to it!" Everyone in the audience cheered, breaking my train of thought. The music for the first song had already started, Khun soon singing along. Everyone in the audience still swayed along, entranced with his voice.

   The way he was so passionate and loved singing really showed. I think that was one of the things that really shined, not even mentioning his impeccable talent and skill.

  The concert continued on, song after song playing. I couldn't help but smile. He was mine. He was my boyfriend who was so kind, talented, snarky, cocky, and I loved him so much. I was so grateful and blessed to be able to stand by him and be his support that he could lean on.

    Even throughout the years, I wouldn't have changed anything so I could be by his side. I loved him so much that he- no probably no one could ever comprehend how much I loved him.

   Song by song passed by, I could see him getting more into the music from the sway of his hips and bobbing of his head; but something was still off. He still seemed just slightly tense.. I don't think anyone could see it, but I could tell. It was in his shoulders, how they slightly picked up and stayed there..

   I should probably sit down with him after and check in. His voice and performance is perfect as ever, but I don't want him to get weighed down by whatever he is getting nervous about. I just want the best for him, I dont need him getting overly stressed over something we could fix together or something that isn't a major issue.

   The concert had quickly gone by, the last song quickly coming up. "So sadly enough the concert has gone by incredibly quickly, and this is tonight's last song, Falling Apart." The crowd cheered as Khun flashed me a small smile.

   I remember when we wrote this one. We were hanging out in the studio and I started scribbling stuff down and I began to sing and Khun ran over to a piano. I started to come up with lyrics of the fly, oh it was a mess a first. But Khun loves this song, he adored my vocals but he also loved playing the piano as well.

   Khun started over towards the piano, placing his fingers onto the keys. He took a deep breath before starting to sing, his fingers gliding across the piano keys.

(Play Falling Apart by Michael Schulte)

I am sleepless for a weekend
So I start to say goodbye
Say goodbye to all that we had
Say goodbye to what we lost

We don't talk
We're not enough and the storms slowly arrives
When the light turns and the cold times arise

We were running out through the storm, through the night
We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts
And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart
We would slowly fall into the dark
(And the cold times arise)
(And the cold times arise)

It is hard to let it all go
Let the past just disappear
Try to untie from an old life
But it always drags me down

We don't talk
We're not enough and the storms slowly arrives
When the light turns and the cold times arise

   Khun had stopped singing, the piano solo coming up. The stage was silent beside the piano, all focus was on him. He looked insanely handsome under the blaring light, the way his hair and eyes shined was gorgeous.

We were running out through the storm, through the night
We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts
And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart
We would slowly fall into the dark

We were running out through the storm, through the night
We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts
And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart
We would slowly fall into the dark
We were running out through the storm, through the night
We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts
And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart
We would slowly fall into the dark

(And the cold times arise)
(And the cold times arise)

   The song eventually came to a end, the stage and audience silent as if they were still deep in a trance. A few claps began, becoming into a raging storm of claps and cheering. Khun wished everyone good night, and started to walk of the stage. He practically collapsed onto me, wrapping me into a hug.

   I hugged back, him sinking into the hug, placing his head onto my shoulder. "Baby, why was that the last concert for a while?" The question was stuck in my head, and I was utterly confused. Shibisu probably have Khun permission to stop concerts and stuff for a bit, so it was something big.

   "Uh, um.. You'll figure it out soon enough," he muttered into my shoulder. What? I want to know.. "Baby," I whined, rocking Khun in my arms. I heard a small chuckle come from him as we rocked together, it was as if we were dancing. "Speaking of which, let's go eat some dinner!" He cheered, letting go of the hug.

   He's hiding something.. But what is it? I followed Khun out of the building and back to our car. So he's hiding something from me, something he, Shibisu, and probably even the others know. So why don't I know? Me and Khun slipped into the car, buckling up before heading out. I started intently at Khun, as if his expression would tell me what I don't know.

   We gliding down the road, colors zooming by as I kept shooting Khun random glances. Wait, where are we even going for dinner? I thought we would just go home? I peered out the window, home was definitely the other way. He's up to something..

   We continued down the road, eventually arriving at a fancier restaurant, one that you would go to on special occasions. Did I forget a anniversary? No.. We already passed our anniversary when we started dating and when we met. What am I missing?

   We exited the car, entering the building hand in hand once again. I think once we started dating, holding hands just became a habit. It was as if I needed my hand in his and he needed his hand in mine. It was habit, and people thought it was cute, and me and Khun definitely didn't mind, so it became a thing we regularly did without even taking notice.

   We entered the building, the smell of meat, vegetables, grains, and foods of all kinds filled my noise. It was a pleasant and delicious aroma. Khun quietly strolled up to the front desk, quietly waiting for the receptionist. The lady was in a call, turned around in her seat, I could tell she was on a call with a customer with just her tone and what little words I could pick up.

   She was writing down stuff and in the middle of a call, so she didn't notice Khun standing there waiting patiently. The call soon ended though and she turned around to see the Khun Aguero Agnes standing there. And her reaction was utterly adorable.

   "Oh! Oh my god! Oh my god.. I'm so sorry! I was on a call and didn't notice you there.. H-How can I help you?" She looked so flustered, and all I could think about was I much I understood her situation. When I first met him, Jesus he could already tell a was a fan. I even said he was the best singer out there, thank god he didn't know how much I liked him as a singer at the time. He was like my personal idol.

   "Aww, don't worry about it. I had a reservation for me and my boyfriend?" I couldn't help but slightly laugh, he always loved to use that word. Boyfriend. It was as if no one could have me because he spoke the word. I think I had gained the lady's attention with the small laugh as she looked flustered as I gave her a small wave.

   "Oh my god.. I'm so sorry for keeping you two waiting.." She muttered to herself as she rummaged through the reservations, until she found our reservation. "A waiter will be here just in a moment, so sorry for the wait.."

   I waved her off, "Don't worry, we're fine. I'm glad that they have such lovely staff," I spoke, flashing her a small smile. For a minute I thought she had gone into cardiac arrest or maybe even a stroke. But eventually she snapped out of her state, flailing her arms around.

   "No, no, no! I should have been more considerate! I'm not even the best worker, and-" I clasped my hands around her frantic ones, bringing them back down. "Don't worry about it. Your being considerate by putting your customers first who you were already one the phone with." She took one long deep breath before exhaling and nodding. "Thank you." She had stated and I couldn't help but smile, "Your welcome..?" It came out more as a question as I took my hands back.

   A waiter stood right next to the desk, frazzled, but not as much as the receptionist. She gestured us down the aisle, and we quietly followed behind. We went up some stairs arriving at a balcony that had a round table with two chairs on either side, three tall white candles placed in the center of the table, a vase of roses sitting by the candles with fairy lights lining the balcony railing and the outside building. It was absolutely gorgeous..

   We took our seats as the waiter asked what we wanted for drinks. I asked for a simple water, Khun asking for a glass of white wine. The waiter bidded her farewell as she continued downstairs. And at this time I began to ridicule Khun. "Three things, why did you take me out to a nice restaurant? What is keeping you away from concerts? And why are you still tense?"

   Khun seemed a little surprised at my questioning, but laughed it off. "I took you out to a nice restaurant because you deserve it, I'm staying away from concerts because of a surprise you'll figure out later, and I'm tense because I hope you like the surprise."

   I eyed him suspiciously, "Last question," he nodded, resting his chin on his hand. "When do I get to what the surprise is?" He rested his hand on mine, "You'll know by tonight, but can we enjoy dinner first?" I nodded, relaxing in my seat. I'll know by tonight, so maybe he had something to show me at home.

   We made small talk, conversing about what we were going to order when our waiter came back with my glass of water and Khun's wine. "Here you two go, are you guys ready to order?" She questioned, pushing up her glasses slightly. We both nodded, me and Khun both ordering our dinner. She scribbled our order down in her little notepad before zooming off. I began to sip on my water, Khun almost downing his whole glass of wine.

   "We should get a puppy.." Khun murmured, starting at the sun that was slowly dropping farther and farther down in the sky. "What type of puppy?" I questioned, my head slightly titling. I was intrigued, sure we has talked about getting married and settled, every couple did. But I'd never heard about a puppy before.

   "I don't know, maybe a frenchie.. A border collie. No, a golden labradoddle.. Those are cute." I stated at Khun as he gazed upon the stars. He still looked tense out of it. He continued to drink the rest of the wine, finishing it. Something is definitely up, and was really itching to know what this surprise was, but I had already decided to enjoy the night plus I'll know later.

   "Golden Labradoddles are pretty cute.." I agreed, Khun shifting his gaze back into me. He pulled out his phone, vigorously typing before showing me pictures of golden labradoddles. I think I know what dog were getting.. "Look at 'em," he spoke, pointing at certain dogs. "They're cute.." I chuckled, nodding at the dogs he pointed at. We continued to talk about dogs, moving to cats, to childhood pets to childhood experiences.

   We shifted from topic to topic with ease, and I could tell that Khun downing that glass had just slightly gotten to him. He wasn't definitely wasn't wrecked or even drunk. He was just slightly tipsy, and it would wear off soon enough, it would surely be gone by the end of dinner.

   He was just slightly more talkative and expressive. He usually was when he was drunk, expect he would be this x10 and also flirtatious. Once he kept hitting on me, and saying I was sexy. I had gotten some of it on video, and let's just say the next morning was a fun one.

   The waiter quickly came with our food, placing it down onto the table. I thanked her, shooting her a small smile. She had a small smile on the edge of her lips as she nodded and walked off. I started to pick at my food, Khun chowing down. Dinner was delectable, the flavor was absolutely delicious. We would probably be back here for special occasions.

   But dinner had sadly come to a quick end. Khun paid for the check as I cleaned up our dishes, piling them together in a neat pile.

   At the cafe, when people actually do that, it's just so much more easy and very much so appreciated. So I try to do it with every place I go to. We paid for the dinner, eventually leaving. I thought we were going home, put Khun kept down the road, inching farther and farther away from home.

   "Baby were are we going?" He nervously smiled and chuckled as he looked forward, "We're going to get the surprise." Wait, what? Ok, so the surprise is a actually thing we have to go pick up? We already had dinner and the sun had finally reached the horzion, coloring the sky with pinks, oranges, and purples a thousand. Little stars were just barely visible, it was practically night time. So what were we getting so late?

   We continued down the road in silence until Khun spoke up, "We're just about there, so could you put on a blindfold? There should be one in the compartment between the seats." I eyed Khun suspiciously once again.

   A blindfold? I was now utterly confused. Was this something I was going to see? We're we not picking up something? Thoughts and questions rushed through my head as I reached for the compartment.

   And laid into everything was a bandana. I peeked at Khun one last time, his knuckles were white as he clenched the steering wheel, he leg bouncing up and down.

   I gave him a small peck on his cheek before covering my eyes. Everything was dark and I couldn't see a thing. But it didn't matter, because I trusted Khun. He would lead me were he wanted to go, and we would get to this surprise. But I didn't get why he was so nervous, he's knows I trust him and probably will love whatever it is.

  The car came to a sudden stop, the engine cutting out. We must be here.. I turned to where I thought Khun was before hearing his voice. "You can't see anything, right?" I nodded my head. "Ok, I'm going to get out of the car, I'll help you get out."

    I nodded once again, waiting for Khun's assistance. I heard Khun's door open before slamming shut. I didn't hear much more before I heard my door open beside me. I felt a hand grab mine as I put out my other hand. Khun had snatched both of my hands, leading me out of the car.

   "Baby, watch your-" Khun wasn't able to finish his sentence because of the slamming of my head on the top of the car. "Ow.." I winced, rubbing my head. I heard a small gasp before a small peck being placed on my forehead. "I'm so sorry baby! I'll be more careful.." He promised, helping me all the way out of the car. My head didn't hurt to much, I had been hit with a lot worse.

   We walked out of the car, my feet pressing down onto a soft surface. It wasn't hard like concert, he was almost squishy? As we walked along the ground, I could hear and feel the crunching from under my feet. I wasn't leaves or sticks, I couldn't place it. We abruptly stopped, I slammed into Khun, almost taking both of us down.

   I felt his hands reach for the blindfold, tugging it down so I could see. We were standing on a beach.. The crunching had been the sand. Everything had clicked as I gazed upon the ground. "Bam," I peeked upwards to see a radiating Khun. His eyes reflected of so many colors, it was absolutely.. it was just so entrancing. His hair and pale complexion looked absolutely gorgeous under the setting sun.

  "Do you know what the first thing I had ever noticed about you when you walked into homeroom in high school?" Where is this even coming from..? But, hmm.. The first thing, umm.. no. I shook my head as we walked along the shoreline. "The first thing I noticed about your was you gorgeous radiating amber eyes. The were so beautiful and to this day I catch myself staring at your eyes.."

   "But, they had looked slightly broken. Just slightly deflated. At the time I didn't know why, but I had noticed. And right then and there I had the urge to protect you. I hadn't even talked with you at that point. But in that moment, I was so sure and I had no doubts."

   He slipped his hand into mine, staring down at our intertwined fingers. "When you left, my whole world had collapsed. I had barely known you, but I had already had an attraction to you. And you left without say, and I wasn't able to protect you or keep you and talk with you. I wasn't able to stay as long as I wanted with you. But then you came back, my world had come back. But you were more broken, and I was unable to protect you. But here we are, I have you once again and your mine and I'm yours. We have been for a few years, so I just wanted to do one last thing for tonight. I wanted to show you your, well I guess our surprise."

   He shoved one hand into his pocket bringing out a small black box. I could already feel my eyes getting teary as I began to wipe the tears that flowed down my face. I brought down my arm to see Khun kneeling on one knee, a sliver ring sitting in the black box. "Don't even worry, I made sure I got everyone's blessing. Rak, Shibisu, Endorsi, Hatz, Anak, Lauroe, Edahn, Jinsung, and even Yuri. The whole nine yards.." He choked out.

   He wiped the few tears that spilled down his cheeks. "So will you marry me?" I repeatedly nodded, wiping the tears of my face as I sobbed. Jesus Christ, I thought we were just picking something up or going somewhere, getting a proposal was not in my head. I tackled Khun into a bear hug, taking us both down into the sand. I placed a passionate and loving kiss on his lips, bringing him into a hug.

"I love you," I murmured. Khun laughed, placing a kiss on my forehead. "Forever and always."

Fin.

|I don't even know what to say.. I do love this book and so glad I never lost the motivation to continue. I only thought I was going to get a good 100 reads, and that was pushing it. But I've hit so much higher because of you guys. I want to thank everyone single reader, whether you only read the first chapter and left or stayed till the very end, thank you so much. I appreciate every single vote, comment, read, message, etc. Those definitely helped and pushed me to continue. All of you readers really made my day. I really enjoyed writing this book.

I'm hope you guys enjoyed this book, as I will be writing another one. I have three ideas. I was thinking of doing,

Haikyuu, Bnha, or another Tower of God fan fiction.

I will be doing a Haikyuu and Bnha fan fiction at one point, but it's out of the three you'd like to see first and read. If you have any other ideas write it down in the comments or DM me. Whatever your comfortable with.

I'm so sad but happy to see this book come to a end. Thank you so much for reading once again, I really hope you enjoyed!|
 
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