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Ate Van 🌷

November 7, 3:25 p.m.

Pinuntahan nila ako dito kanina ate
Then nagkasagutan sila ni mama nat
But don't worry, she's fine. Medyo nahilo lang siya kanina kasi inatake rin ng high blood pero okay na siya ngayon. I also talked to mama and papa, i think I was able to say 75% of my reasons at least. I also told them na they should apologize to you :( I'm glad mama did

Oh... I see
Nagtext kasi si mama sakin bigla
Sabi niya sorry daw tapos pinauuwi ako sa bahay

Uuwi ka ba ate?

Ikaw ba bb?
Uuwi ka?

No ate :<
Susunduin talaga nila ako dapat kanina
But I told them I'm not ready to go home. Super bigat ng pakiramdam ko kapag nandun ako sa bahay

Same :(
You know what, I didn't realize na ang heavy pala ng ambiance sa bahay kung hindi pa ako mag mmove out? It was actually so suffocating na feeling ko ngayon bigla akong nakahinga? Ngayon ko lang narealize na I'm almost 30 but lahat kailangan ko rin ipaalam kay mama at papa as if I'm not an adult yet or a person without a functioning brain? Alam naman natin ginagawa natin pero we still have to tiptoe around and ask if we could do something?

Hay :(

Parang naging default na satin to
Kaya ngayon nagugulat din ako kasi parang ang luwag na at some point it doesn't feel right? or maybe, di lang ako sanay?

Same ate
Ganyan din na feel ko nung nandito na ako kay mama nat

Diba?
Pero ayun, I'm glad you were able talk to them
And... for the first time, I received an apology I've been waiting for so long 😔 somehow may part sakin na naiinis kasi you even had to tell them that or else, wala akong matatanggap. But also at the same time, na kahit si mama lang, I'm also glad she listened to you

Ate 🥺

I'm so proud of you vi
You did something kuya vonn and I couldn't do
Kaya thank you bb
Thank you so much

It's nothing ate
I have your back too, oki?
I love you so so so much 🥺