Pidge's POV

My eyes were closed, his hands on my face and mine on his shoulders, he was so tall that I was even on my tip toes though he was bent over. The kiss was so unexpected, I couldn't believe it. Then I remembered THIS IS MY FIRST KISS. I opened my eyes and backed away from him, he was blushing and his eyes seemed as if he was longing for another. He kept looking at me in awe, then I suddenly realized.
    It's the outfit, he doesn't actually like you. He just finally sees you as a girl.

    I got sad and started staring at my shoes, he noticed my sudden change in emotion.
"Pidge, look I'm sorry I didn't mean to kiss you." He looked away, his hand touching is neck. He was embarrassed.

"That was my first time." I mumbled. He stared at me not comprehending my words.

"What did you say?" He was confused.

"It was my first time." I said louder this time so he could hear me. His eyes widen suddenly realizing that he stole my first kiss.

"I'm sorry Pidge, I thought someone like you would've had their first kiss already." He said

"Someone like me? What do you mean!! Maybe you should think before you act!!!" I looked up at him crying. He hurt me, he hurt my feelings by saying someone like me. He looked at me guilty, reaching his hand out.

"P-Pidge." He wiped away my tears. I looked up at him and a sudden rage came over me. I slapped him, then I ran away from him. I heard him call my name, but I ignored it. I made it to the door, opened it, then crumbled to the ground. I was finally in MY room, away from Lance. A sudden voice started talking to me.

What are you wearing, that's not you.

   I looked up to see who it was, but then realized it was in my head.
"What do you mean?" I said back hoping for a reply.

He likes girls in dresses, he likes girls that are pretty. That's not you.

   It's last words echoed in my head, That's not you. I dug my head in my knees, hands at my ears, wanting the voice to stop.

Stop making a fool of yourself, Allura
probably dressed you up as a joke anyway. He kissed you cause you looked like a girl, not because he likes you. He likes Katie not Pidge.

  I removed my hands from my ears. It's true, he doesn't like the technology loving, sassy, sarcastic Pidge. He likes a sweet, innocent, girly Katie. How could I not see it before? I looked my outfit, wiping away the tears. I went to my closet. No dresses, just shirts and shorts. I took a pair then got changed. I replayed the whole moment. He likes my freckles I thought, I always tried to hide them before.

Of course he doesn't, he was just confused at the sight of them.

I quickly put my shirt on covering them with the long sleeves. He said I was amazing, staring at the flower crown.

Probably thought it was amazing that you could actually looked like a girl.

I started crying again, he was just confused when he saw me, he doesn't actually like me. The kiss was probably a mistake too. I heard a sudden knock on my door.

"Who is it?" You could hear my voice trembling.

"Pidge it's me, I know you don't want to talk to me, but just listen. I'm sorry for kissing you, it was a mistake" My eyes widened, so it's true he didn't mean to, so he doesn't like me. "It's just that I never seen you in a dress before and something just suddenly came over me, I saw at that moment how beautiful you were. I'm j- I'm just sorry." The voice started talking to me again.

See? It was just the dress. If he saw you in your regular outfit he would never say your beautiful. So just give up, let him love Allura. If you think about it she deserves him, after all their perfect for each other.

I started agreeing with the voice. I walked over two the door and crumbled to the ground. I heard crying from the other side of the door, it was faint but there. He was crying, again, for me. Before I had knew it, we both fell asleep at my room door. I knew he didn't leave, I just did.

I woke up with an upset feeling in my stomach. I got up and opened my door to see a sleeping boy to the side of my door, he waited. He waited for me to leave, so we could talk. I thought I should leave him alone to sleep, who knows how long he stayed awake. Then the voice crept in.

Wake him up.

"Why?" I said back to it

Just do it.

And suddenly I had tapped on Lance's shoulder as he flustered then woke up. He looked up at me confused. I smiled at him. Then he got up, he seemed to have something to say, but then got distracted when Allura walked up to us.

"Lance, there you are!!!" She ran towards him then kissed him on the cheek, resulting him to blush. It didn't seem like she noticed me.

"Oh Pidge, I didn't see you there." Of she didn't. "Aw you took the outfit off, I'm not surprised though. You didn't seem like you liked it." Then she turned to Lance. "Did you see her outfit Lance? Didn't she look great?"
Lance started blushing.

"Yeah I did. She looked amazing." He turned to me, but I wasn't pay attention. I was frozen ever since Allura came to us.

Your no competition. It's over now, Allura is back. Just walk away while you still have a chance.

   I decided to listen to the voice and before Lance finished his sentence I was already walking away with my head towards the ground.

"Pidge?" Allura called out to me. I looked back at her with a fake smile, that didn't even seem believable, but it didn't matter to her. She turned back to Lance and started a conversation with him. When I saw Lance's face he seemed hurt, but of course he got distracted by Allura.

After I knew I was far away from Allura and Lance's view of me I started running. I ran until I had made it to my lion. She roared and I started to laugh.

"I'm fine I'm fine. Calm down girl." I petted her. Once I got inside I had two options. 1. To give into Lance and Allura being a thing and turn back or 2. Run away. I waited to see if the voice would come back to tell me that I should run away, if it did I would've listened. But it said nothing. I guess I'm giving in. My stomach growled, I remembered I hadn't eaten breakfast. I should do that. I got out of my lion and made my way to the kitchen where I found Hunk. He looked at me.

"Oh Hey Pidge, listen I'm sorry for what I said 2 days ago. I made peanut butter cookies for you though, I know how much you love them." I looked up at Hunk thrilled. I hadn't had peanut butter cookies since we left Earth.

"Hunk you angel! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!" I hugged him tightly then took one bite of the cookie and immediately fell in love. I took the whole batch then started walking back to my room. I grabbed my laptop and headphones, putting my headphones on to block out any sound, but before I could I heard giggling coming from a few rooms past. Allura.

"Oh Lance, you are funny." It was Allura. Talking to Lance. I froze not knowing what to do , I just stood there. Then the giggling got closer, I dropped my headphones, laptop and cookies. Then ran in the other direction. I started crying. Again. Lance, you have made a mess out of me.
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Lance's POV

We heard a faint bang in the distance. Curious we walked towards it.

"Headphones, Laptop, and Peanut Butter Cookies? It's Pidge." I said looking at Allura. She picked up the headphones and laptop while I took the cookies.

"Why do you think she left these Lance?" She looked at me worried.

"Maybe something happened? All I know is that we need to find Pidge to make sure she's alright." I said back at Allura. I can't let her be hurt.
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Pidge's POV

When I was running I hadn't noticed that bump of the floor and I immediately fell. I looked at my foot. Sprained. How could this happen? I am a mess. I got up trying to put as little pressure on it as I could and was limping away. In the distance I heard Lance and Allura calling my name and I panicked. I turned and saw a door, I didn't care what it was for and I quickly opened it and fell to the other side.

"Uhhhh." A voice said towards me. I looked up to see it was Keith's room. I started blushing of embarrassment.

"Oh I'm so sorry Keith, but could you keep quiet and if anyone comes act like I'm not here?" I begged him. He just shrugged his shoulders and agreed. There was a knock on the door.

"Keith have you seen Pidge?" The voice was Lance's as he called through the door. Keith turned to me.

"No." He said plainly, causing Lance to sigh.

"C'mon Allura she isn't here." He said to her. After he had said Allura I froze and I started panicking.

Allura? They must've been on a date that you disturbed. Great Job Pidge, now you seem like you hate them.

I tried to get up forgetting my sprained ankle. I immediately fell back to the ground dropping a couple of Keith's things. Keith looked back at me confused. I suddenly grabbed my ankle. Keith had a sudden realization then quickly came towards me.

"Haha, I sprained it. I know, stupid me." I looked at him with pain in my eyes. I felt like crying.

"What? No. Pidge this is serious are you ok? I'll get you fixed up." He got up and searched through his drawers to find wrapping bandages. He came back towards me and wrapped my ankle up.

"It's not that bad that we'll need a healing pod, but you still need care unless you want it to get worse." He scolded me. I looked down, I felt bad for making Keith worry. As soon as he was done I struggled to get up.

"Uh thanks Keith for you help, I'll get going now." I told him signaling that I was leaving.

"Pidge you sure?" He looked at me worried.
I nodded.
"Yeah, I'll just limp if I need to go anywhere." I chuckled then left his room. I forgot my shoe in there, it's fine I'll come back another day.

I started limping down the hall to where I dropped my stuff before. Nothing. Where'd it go? Maybe that's why Allura and Lance were looking for me. I sighed, guess I'll look for them. My mind started to wander.

A Cuban boy. Sweet and caring. Tanned skin with dark hair, lips so soft. Eyes, blue as the ocean. He's a goofball at heart, but a lady's man when you first meet him.

I was thinking about Lance, I touched my lips. "I kissed him, I really did." My face brightened up, but she did too. He seemed to enjoy that one more. *sigh*. I was limping towards a corner until I heard two voices. His voice.

"I'm sorry Allura, but I can't go on that date with you anymore." That's what the voice said. Lance I thought. But why couldn't he.

"That's fine Lance, I already knew you liked her. I just wanted to push you towards her more." Allura said back to him. Lance likes another girl? Figures. It got quiet, so I entered the room thinking they both had left. When I walked in they were both hugging.

"Oh sorry I didn't know I was interrupting something." I looked at them then turned away trying to walk fast but it was hard because of my ankle. Lance seemed to noticed and walked over to me, while Allura left the room, but before she did she smiled at me.

"Pidge your limping and your ankle is wrapped up. What happened?" I just looked down at my ankle and back up at him. I tried to walk away once more, but he stopped me again. "Pidge I'm serious, what's wrong." He held my wrist so I wouldn't leave. I started crying. I looked back at him and one sight of my tears had his face concerned.

"Did someone hurt you? You left your stuff before. The only one that was in their room was Keith. Was it Keith?" I looked at him confused, tears still in my eyes. "Let go of me, Lance." I mumbled. He froze. I tried to push his hand off my wrist but he wouldn't budge. "I SAID LET GO OF ME LANCE." I was crying harder, hitting his arm. Then I gave up. I turned my face away from him, I was embarrassed and mad.
"Pidge, I love you." He whispered just enough so I could hear him. My eyes widen when he said that. Love me? Does he really?

He does. And you do too. Fall into his game, Katie. You will love Lance until he leaves you for another, but think of the positive. You'll have happiness for that period of time.

"I love you too Lance." I looked back at him. I had stopped crying but my face was still wet from where the tears were. I looked into his eyes, he seemed so thrilled to hear me say that. He looked like he wanted to kiss me, but I guess from yesterday, he wasn't gonna take the first move. So instead I whispered.

"Go ahead." His eyes widened, he once again took my face by his hands, leaned in closely and kissed me. I didn't try to make him stop, I fell into the kiss, I fell into his game. He picked me up, bridal style •~•, and continued to kiss me. He carried me to my room and sat me down on my bed. There he was, hands on the bed, mind focused on me. And I was sitting up, hands on his face. I never wanted this kiss to end. He took my waist and picked me up. I was surprised that I opened my eyes and chuckled. My legs were crossed on his back and my arms wrapped around his neck.

"Very smooth." I smiled at him. He laughed, pulling me closer to him again for another kiss. He pulled away and before he could go in for another kiss, he whispered something in my ear the made my face flushed.

"Starting today, I'll be your legs till yours get better." He whispered it so seductively I really froze this time until he put his lips back on mine. Very smooth.

A/N What did you think of today's chapter? I was planning on updating every day near the end of the day, but I had skipped yesterday, so it will probably be every other day, but we'll see. Bye!!