Pidge's POV

I can't deal with all their eyes staring at me. HUG ME OR SOMETHING, ANYTHING!

"Well wasn't that fun." I hop off the chair.

"Pidg-." Shiro started, but I soon cut him off.

"No, I'd rather you not." I grabbed my arm and looked away shyly. "Please."

How was I feeling? I really don't know if I'm being honest here. Kenneth. He was someone I used to look up to, someone I used to be happy seeing when he came home, someone I loved, no matter what he did or said to me could ever change that. I know I do love him still, he was a monster and I will never forgive him, but at the time he filled that small void in my heart that wanted a father. When Sam came along, Kenneth wasn't replaced, I only thought of myself having two fathers. One that loved me and one that didn't. I can't blame him though, who would love a piece of shit like me anyway?

"If you need someone to talk to, just know we're here for you." Hunk spoke softly.

"I'm fine, really. It happened a long time ago, and I've gotten over it, really." I tried to reassure them, I just wanted to curl up in my bed.

"Pidge, some of those things were recent." Allura rested her hand on my shoulder.

"I'm fine! I just, i just need some time to myself." I removed Allura's hand.

"I don't think leaving you by yourself is such a good idea." Shiro said. "Not in your current state of mind."

"Why?" I was getting a little ticked off now, all I want to do is rest.

"Well, you know."

"No I don't know! What are you implying, Shiro?!"

"Pidge I'm just worried that's all."

"Worried that I'd harm myself? Worried something bad could happen to me while I stayed in my room."

"No, I'd never. I'm just want to make sure your feeling ok."

"I've never felt better!" I raised my voice. "Only just relived the haunting memories of my other father. No, I feel great!" Hot tears streamed down my face. The others had faces of concern and worry.

"Pidge...."

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I was wiping away the tears with my sleeve, it was pointless because it was still running.

"Stupid. Stupid. Stupid." I kept repeating to myself. "Now they know! Good going Katie!" I entered the bathroom.

Standing in front of that mirror was terrible. Looking at what I became, this girl who cries every single time, I was getting wider and my hair was a little longer than before.

"I should cut this, before I look like Katie." I picked up some scissors I found in a cabinet and thought about it for a second. The old Katie was strong, stronger than Pidge. No, Katherine was stronger, she endured all of that and even though she was tempted to end it all she still made it out.

I shakily bought the scissors to my hair. "One snip." I blocked out any and every sound other then myself. I closed my eyes waiting to hear the snip and instead I heard something else.

"Pidge?" Lance.

I dropped the scissors out of shock and accidentally cut my hand, deep. Like how does that even happen? "Shit!"

"Hey Pidge, you ok in there. Did something fall? I heard noise."

My hand started bleeding and I couldn't stop it. "Uhhhhh yup, I'm fine. Dandy, peachy, just great!" I ran water on my hand to hopefully most of the blood out, but it just kept spewing. I winced a little at the pain.

"Pidge?! Are you hurt?"

"Hurt! Me? Pshhhh no, no no no NO!"

"Ok that was totally unbelievable, I'm coming in." Shit.

I grabbed a random cloth that laid on the sink and placed it under my hand. BOOM, problem solved.

The door's code was entered and soon Lance stood in front of me. He was scanning the room then his eyes fell on my hand.

"Pidge your really bleeding!" His voice echoed in my head, that's probably not good.

"Oh really? I didn't noti-." I fainted, well I assumed I did. This was all because of that stupid STUPID scissor.

Time Skip

My head was pounding which is odd cause I cut my hand, but I'm not a doctor, I'm just the science nerd.

A bright glowing light shined above me. "Am I dying?" I croaked. To my surprise someone was there beside me.

"No, still alive." The voice answered back, I couldn't really figure out who it was, but in the end the voice was name B.

"What happened? What am I doing here? What is here?"

"Woah, slow down. One question at a time."

"What happened?"

"I don't know the full details, but I do know that you cut your hand pretty bad so now it's wrapped up."

"Then why does my head hurt."

"I won't say who, but someone accidentally banged your head on the doors."

"Tell me."

"It was Keith." He said hurriedly, was I that intimating?

After a while of silence I spoke. "You know B. I really like you." I felt drunk, like when you get drunk and just spill your secrets that aren't even yours.

"B?"

"Your name, don't forget it. Anyway B."

"Oh yeah, you said you liked me?"

"Yeah like we could be friends, but I'd rather be more, ya know?"

"No I don't."

"I'll explain it better." I sat up and hurriedly kissed whoever I was talking to and plopped back down and knocked out once again.

Another Time Skip

I slightly opened my eyes and all I saw were blurs, I probably didn't have my glasses on.

"Oh! Hey Pidge." I know that voice, it's it's B.

"Oh hey it's you. We have got to stop meeting like this." I giggled, but then winced. "Ok what is happening to me?!"

"Oh ok so you know how you were bleeding like crazy earlier? Well you surprisingly lost so much blood that you almost died. So Allura has nutrients and stuff like that, going through this tube into your body. It kinda looks like Earth's doesn't it? You'll be hallucinating for awhile, I don't know why Allura just told me to tell you that."

"Ok? That made no sense at all." I sighed. Soon I drifted off to sleep.

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Third POV

"So wait, explain this to me again." Coran was very very confused.

"On the cameras it showed that Pidge accidentally cut her hand with a scissor when she was trying to trim her hair and she fainted due to the loss of blood." Shirt explained.

"Ok. Why is she there then?" Coran
pointed to the unconscious girl. Shirt looked back at her then to Coran.

"Oh that? Well Lance found her unconscious on the bathroom floor so we just wrapped her hand up to stop the bleeding."

"That doesn't explain why she's like that though."

"Well I knew once she woke up she's probably still be upset and even though this is a serious matter I just had to."

"So you tied her up on a table?"

"Correction, I tied her up on the table and gave her laughing gas."

"What is laughing gas?" Allure chimed in.

"It makes you..... woozy? All I know is she won't be happy with it."

"And you think number 5 will fall for it?" Coran asked.

"Oh she did, right Lance?"

"Hmmm oh yeah." Lance was a tad bit distracted.

"I hope you know that when she regains full consciousness your a deadman." Keith cracked a joke, but his face showed all seriousness.

"I know."

A/N:
Ok let me answer one question your probably having. What is this chapter? Well last chapter was um a tad bit depressing, so I did this one to get the spirits up. Yes it doesn't really make sense, but I think it's fine in the end. Hope you liked it and I hope the last chapter wasn't that angsty. Bye~