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T'Challa didn't come to bed last night, so I didn't get much sleep. His words never left my mind, I have to do something about this, I was becoming my own worst enemy. I got up and grabbed my phone and called Pops

"Hello?"

"Hey dad." I said and he sighed

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just coming to come home for a few days... is that ok?"

"You know you can always come home. Do you want to talk about it?" He asked as T'Challa walked into the room, he didn't look at me he just walked into the bathroom.

"Not really but I'll call you later."

"Ok let me know if you need me to pick you up from the airport."

"I will."

"I love you." He said

"I love you too." I said then we hung up and I got up and walked into the bathroom after him I leaned against the counter as he turned on the shower

"You didn't come to bed last night."

"I slept in the other room." He said

"Ok, um I'm sorry I overreacted but I do trust you."

"Then why are you going back to D.C.?" He asked and I looked at him

"How did you- "

"You forgot one of my powers is I have excellent hearing."

"I'm just thinking about it, I haven't made any decisions yet."

"That's fine you have about an hour to decide." He said

"Can we talk about this?"

"About what? You're proving my point things get tough you run." He said

"I'm not running."

"Have a nice flight." He said then got in the shower

I walked out the bathroom, and took a deep breath trying not to cry again. My emotions were so out of wack and I knew it was because of this baby, that I still haven't told him about or actually had the time to 100% confirm it. I didn't want us to leave it like this, but I'm coming to accept that I needed help and to heal and going home for a little bit is a start.

We didn't talk on the way to the airport, the driver was getting my bags out of the trunk. I looked at T'Challa who wasn't looking at me I leaned over and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek

"I love you." I said and he finally looked at me

"I love you too." He said finally looking at me I kissed his cheek again n and got out of the car.

I was sitting on the back deck of Pop's house drinking a cup of tea when I heard the back door open. I looked over and saw my Uncle Jay.

"Hey." He said sitting in the chair next to me

"Hey." I said softly

"Pops told me you got in yesterday. Do you want to talk about it?" He asked and I sighed

"Can I get that number for the therapist you told me about a while ago?" I asked and he raised an eyebrow

"What inspired this change?" He asked

"I'm mean I'm proud of you, but did something happen?"

"We had a small fight and somethings were said and I've just been thinking."

"A small fight? The last time I saw you two you were good, and now you're home. What did he say?"

"Nothing that wasn't true, I just have some truths that it's time for me to face. not just for me anymore." I said and he frowned, and I pulled out the sonogram that I got earlier that day and showed it to him

"Wow how far along are you?"

"Six weeks and I'm terrified that I'm going to mess this child up."

"You're going to be great, because you had a great women raise you."

"I just never saw myself being someone's mom, and it's happening. This is real and it's just blowing my mind. Then we had this fight about trust, I still have a hard time fully trusting him and he's never given a reason to."

"Does he know about the baby?"

"Not yet I don't know what to say and I'm scared of what comes with it. That they're going to want us to get married and me be queen and I'm not ready for that."

"Well it's a little late to start thinking about that." He said holding up the sonogram and I laughed a little

"I know. I want to be better; I don't want to lose him."

"I'll call the doctor for you. I'll get you in early as a favor for me," I got up and hugged him

"Thank you."

"Anytime."

Two weeks later

I was on way my home after my second week of therapy and at this point, I feel like I was getting better. or maybe I was just hoping today we talked about my childhood and speaking about it openly for the first time I saw seeing my life wasn't as hard as I thought. Yes, bad things have happened they happened to everyone but most kids in my situation didn't have loving family to fall back on. She also had me journaling everyday and was very relaxing. T'Challa and I talked for a while about two days ago and I told him what I was doing, and he was happy for me. I still didn't tell him about the baby, I wanted to tell him in person. I was planning to go back to Wakanda in a few weeks so we could talk and sort things out between us.

I parked in front of our house and got out and walked into my surprise T'Challa was in the living room with Pops...