(Info: Okay, after Gongzhu's death, Akito has been in a deep depressing mess. She felt like it was her fault and that she should've done something, despite Gongzhu's words. Let's see how the gang will help her with her state.)

Warning: Contains Self Harm, Suicide attempt, Character Death

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WARNING

THIS BOOK HAS SOME MATURE THEMES SUCH AS HARASSMENT, UNHEALTHY BEHAVIORS, GORE, MURDERS, PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR, SEXUAL ATTEMPTS AND HAS SOME DEADDOVE DO NOT EAT ELEMENTS!! PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE CONTINUING ON.

My pov

It's been 3 days since Spider Queen's revenge attempt and since Gongzhu's death. I....I honestly haven't been the same. I've been feeling down...way more down than...ever before.

I felt like...it was my fault and that I should've helped her, despite her words of no.

I haven't slept, ate or even worked right.

My health and sleep pattern has been way off and I can't do anything, without breaking down in tears.

Pigsy gave me time off and Mk offered to take my place, but I refused. I still work, but I don't drive, Shadow delivers the orders while I stay back with Pigsy, Tang and the kids.

Redson has been visiting more frequently, much to Pigsy's dismay.

Sandy has been trying to give me therapy, but it isn't going well, as I keep crying.

I...I felt useless...like I made a mistake, even though Nezha and Ao Bing keep telling me that I did nothing wrong...I don't believe it.

Redson took me to see his family for a while, we got along great, but...I never smiled...well...it was always a fake one. 

PIF kept reassuring me, but it wasn't helping, DBK offered me a calming crystal...but it never worked.

Wukong offered me to watch movies with him...but I never laughed.

Everyday...I felt myself growing more...and more dull.

I....I even went to....harming myself, cutting myself with a razor, which I stopped doing since middle school...but now...I could care less.

My eyes looked dead and empty.

My hair was matted, tangled and unkept.

And I was always looking down, not making eye contact.

I felt my mental state slowly fading...like I was gonna do something bad...

And finally....I decided to try and end it.

It was freezing one night and...I thought it was perfect. 

I went outside without my jacket, revealing my scars and cuts for all to see, I left my shoes behind, my rings and bag behind.

I walked through the city, empty and dead, before making my way to the cliffside.

I felt the icy wind in my hair and tail.

Was...Am I really gonna end it like this?

I haven't felt this way since high school, when bullying got too much for me....I...I don't know what else to do.

I...I...I just want this to end.

Tears fell from my eyes, as I stepped closer to the edge.

I felt my phone buzz and I opened it.

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Blue Therapist: AKI, ARE YOU OKAY?! 

MonkieKid: AKI, WHERE ARE YOU?!

Redboy: Kitten, whatever you're about to do, don't!!

Tangyman: Aki, you left your rings behind! Where are you?!

Dragongirl: Akito, please! Tell us where you are!!

Piggy: Kid, why'd you leave at 3 in the morning for?!

Ninjakids: Big sis, where are you?!

Sunny: Kid, I know you're suffering right now and I understand it, but whatever you're thinking of doing, don't do it, okay?

Babygirl: Mommy, why'd you leave?

Lotus prince: Akito, is everything okay?!

Ice Dragon: Akito, please tell me you're going to do what I think you're going to do, are you?

DBK: Daughter in law, where are you?

Iron Fan: Aki, what are you doing?

Overprotective brothers: Akito, don't you dare, we cannot lose you again!!

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I sighed, sadly...before texting back.

Glowkitty:...I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore...I...I can't handle this pressure on me. I know you all are doing your best and I love that from all of you, but...I'm sorry. I can't do it anymore...no matter what you say...I always feel like its my fault...I'm sorry...but...I can't do this....I love you all.

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Redboy: KITTEN DON'T DO IT!!!

MonkieKid: AKI, DON'T DO THIS!!!!

Dragongirl: AKITO, I GOT YOUR LOCATION, I'M COMING!!!

Tangyman: AKI, DON'T MOVE, WE'RE COMING!!!

Piggy: KID, DO NOT DO WHAT I THINK YOU'RE GONNA DO!!!

Lotus Prince: AKITO, WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!

Ice Dragon: Don't move, I'm coming!

Blue Therapist: AKI, DON'T END IT LIKE THIS, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR!!!!

Sunny: KID, DO NOT DO ANYTHING, I'LL BE OVER THERE SOON!!!

Ninjakids: BIG SIS, NO!!

Babygirl: MOMMY, PLEASE!!! I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU!!!!

DBK: Akito, do not go along with this, it was not your fault.

Iron Fan: Aki, do not do this, we'll be there soon.

Overprotective Brothers: AKITO NO!!! DON'T DO SHIT, WE'RE COMING!!!

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I just put my phone in my pocket...they all care about me...and I feel selfish, but at the same time...I'm done.

I could hear someone screaming my name...before I let myself fall.

Was this....

My end?

Is this really how I wanna die?

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I'm....

I'm sorry, everyone...

I'm so sorry.....

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But...as if by some...miracle, I felt someone catch me.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!" A voice yelled.

I looked up...and saw Tang...he had tears in his eyes and was holding my wrist.

"Mr. Tang, did you catch her?!" Mk yelled.

"I got her, pull me up!!" Tang yelled.

I was shocked...I felt as if life came back and bit me in the ass again.

Tang was pulled up, along with me, as we got back on the ground.

I was still in shock, as I saw everyone.

Mk, Mei, Tang, Sandy, Mo, Wukong, Pigsy, Redson, Ao Bing, DBK, Iron Fan, Nezha, The ninja kids, Nano, and my brothers...all looking concerned and panicked.

"Aki, what were you thinking?! You gave us a heart attack!!!" Mei said, shaking me.

"Dragon Girl, stop! You'll make her more disoriented!" Redson yelled, yanking her off me.

"...I...I..." I couldn't speak, before I wailed loudly, breaking down, and hugging myself.

"I-I'M SORRY, I...I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I JUST WANT THIS TO END!!! I'M SO TIRED OF IT!!!!" I cried, shaking badly.

I felt Sandy rub my back, as he hugged me.

"Aki, it's okay! I know you're scared and stressed about what happened, but its not your fault." He said.

Ao Bing looked down.

"...Gongzhu told us...that she was not gonna come back. We didn't understand it...until we saw you with her, while she was in that state." He said, voice cracking.

"We saw you two talking and it made sense to us, of what she said. She knew that...she was gonna die, but she never clarified. Aki...she...she told us to make sure that...you didn't...do this. Blame yourself for what happened. Gongzhu was gonna die, but we never it would be like this." Nezha said, making me freeze.

"...What? She knew? Why didn't she-"

"We don't know...we don't know either. I know how you feel, considering she was also your family...but it's not your fault, none of this is. Please...please do NOT, kill yourself for something like this. She wouldn't have wanted this." Ao Bing said, placing his hand on my shoulder.

Nano collapsed into me, crying.

"Mommy! Please don't leave me like how my other mommy did!! I don't wanna be alone again!! Please!!" She sobbed.

I hugged her tightly, crying.

"My little angel, I'm sorry. I was so selfish, that I just didn't care. I was so focused on myself that...I didn't realize that I was gonna hurt many others...I'm so sorry." I said.

Time skip/Nobody pov

After that day, everyone made sure to at least, make sure Akito was okay. 

But they noticed her sleep pattern was terrible. 

Her eye bags were worse, her attitude was a bit snappy and irritated, she seemed to always be pissed, even when her period started, her actions got worse.

Pigsy, for the hell of it, invited her to come with him to go to the market.

Akito, being bored, decided to agree.

Akito pov

Everything in my body was fucking aching and burning.

I just wanted to rest and lay down...but I needed fresh air.

Anyway, while I was with him, I saw a box in an alleyway....for some reason, I approached it.

It was shaking...what?

Slowly....I opened it....and oh my fucking god...

My eyes....were wide...how the heck were these...toys alive?

They looked dirty and ripped.

"Uh..."

The dog one looked worried.

"Ah! Please don't hurt us!" He begged, before the others, minus the cat, started begging as well.

I quickly shushed them.

"...I'm not gonna hurt you...but who are you guys anyway?" I asked.

The bear spoke nervously.

"W-We're the smiling critters...please, tell us where we are." She asked.

I rose a brow...why did that name sound familiar?

"Uh...you're in-!" 

"Kid! Where ya at?!" Pigsy yelled.

The critter hid in my bag, quickly, as I emerged from the alley.

"Hey Pigsy. Sorry, had to take a break." I said.

He gave me a concerned look.

"...Alright kid. Come on, let's head back." He said, and I followed...but not after swiftly stealing a few chocolate candy bars.

We made it back to the noodle shop and I went upstairs, after greeting the others.

I set my bag on my bed and took the toys out.

"....Alright....let's get you guys taken care of..."

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That's it for now, sorry for the long wait everyone. I just graduated and finding a college is not easy and very stressful. So, another part will be out soon.

Have a good night!