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"Spin the bottle is such a typical game." Seokjin shook his head at the circled up men in front of him. "I'm only playing as an excuse to kiss Jimin, just saying." He laughed.

Jimin blushed as he nearly broke the bottle, letting it fall in the middle of them.

"Me first, then." He said as he spun the bottle with ease. As the bottle slowed down, Jimin cheated and stopped the tip to be facing Jin. "Looks like I have to kiss you. Who knew?"

Yoongi didn't even want to play this game. They all had drunk maybe a little too much of Yoongi and Jungkook's college survival money, but it was fine. It was fine because Yoongi just wanted to have some fun. Wanted to relax and forget about everything for a while.

As Seokjin and Jimin kissed a little longer, Yoongi watched as they disgustingly kissed one last time and then pulled away from each other. Even if Taehyung were here and landed on him, Yoongi wouldn't kiss in front of any of them like that. It's too much. He would probably just peck him once. That's it.

"Idiots." Jungkook, who was sat on his knees, reached for the bottle with shaky hands. He spun the bottle and leaned back on his feet once again as he watched it spin. Yoongi noticed how his fingers picked at the rips on his jeans as the bottle slowed down.

The bottle landed on Yoongi.

They all looked at Yoongi, who just stared in confusion back at them. Jungkook looked across over at Hoseok, then he looked at Yoongi as if he was lost. Confused. Jimin and Hoseok began laughing loudly as they realized the situation, and Seokjin merely watched with curious eyes.

Jungkook laughed softly to himself and Yoongi only then realized that he was sitting next to him. And he just realized that the bottle Jungkook had spun had landed on him. The alcohol was making him think slow and he was clueless up until now, but apparently Jungkook was fast to act on his own, alcohol or not.

He leaned towards Yoongi with that same big smile on his face. The one that makes his eyes glisten as well. Yoongi was frozen still as Jungkook got closer and closer. His heart was racing suddenly and confusion was striking him all over. Jungkook is actually going to kiss him. The bottle actually drove them here. Yoongi and Jungkook will kiss.

  As Jungkook leaned in and pressed a small kiss on top of his head, Yoongi's whole body sunk in defeat and confusion.

"Aww." Jimin threw something at Jungkook, who just furrowed his eyebrows back at him for doing so. "What the hell was that?" Jimin laughed. "This game sucks. You made it suck." He threw something else at Jungkook.

Jungkook threw whatever it was back at him. Yoongi wasn't paying attention. Not at all. He was too busy replaying what the fuck was just happening in his mind. Yoongi actually thought that Jungkook was about to kiss him. He seriously sat there and waited. Didn't move a single muscle. Yoongi was actually just going to sit there and let it happen.

He felt sick.

Yoongi and Taehyung aren't dating. They aren't boyfriends. He has nothing to feel bad about, but he feels as if he does. It wouldn't have counted as cheating on him. That's all Yoongi could think about as Jungkook's face came closer and closer to his.

And now he feels weird.

It's not cheating. We aren't together. Jungkook is leaning in, and that's fine.

No, it's not fucking fine. Because Now Yoongi feels guilty for something that didn't even happen. Jungkook didn't even kiss him. Taehyung would have lost his fucking mind if he were here. Yoongi is losing his own mind just thinking about Taehyung. He was supposed to drink and forget, but now he feels sober and he's thinking too much.

"Why didn't you kiss me?"

Yoongi didn't even think before he was speaking. His blank face as he stared down at the bottle was sickening. Why is he asking such things? Why did he actually wait for it to happen? Why did he want Jungkook to kiss him all of a sudden? Because of Taehyung? That's even shittier than what Taehyung did to him. Even if Tae is an ass.

  Yoongi feels so low.

Jungkook looked down at Yoongi. So did the others. They looked confused. Especially Jimin, who was suddenly quiet and no longer throwing things at Jungkook. The whole atmosphere shifted. They all seemed like they were asking what did you just say?

"Okay." Seokjin picked himself up from the floor and stared down at them all. "Party time is over. Let's get you guys back to the dorms." He pointed at Hoseok and Jungkook. "Go on. I'm not repeating myself." Jin said sternly, Hoseok and Jungkook immediately standing to their feet. Jungkook looked scared.

Yoongi felt bad.

Seokjin even had to force Jimin to go to his apartment. It didn't take much because Jin had given him a look. And Yoongi hadn't moved from his spot on the floor. After everyone was gone, Seokjin walked up to him.

"What the hell are you doing?" Seokjin sounded mad. He was going to harshly scold Yoongi, he just knew it. They had been friends for so long but Jin was more like a mother scolding her child for doing something stupid. "You wanted him to kiss you? Isn't that a little shitty of you to do?" Seokjin asked.

Yoongi frowned. "I'm going to sleep."

He stood up and whined as Seokjin held him by the arm, keeping him grounded. "Don't prove Taehyung right, Yoongi." He sounded more concerned now. "I know you really like Taehyung. Just talk to him. Don't let something like this ruin a relationship."

Yoongi forced his arm away and didn't say anything as he left to his own room.

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