Parker,

Are you sure it isn't me? I really feel like it is...
I'm such a bother....

You? Scared?
That doesn't seem possible...
And you being scared of hurting me? I don't quite understand.... What's there to be afraid of?....

If you truly don't want me to leave, though I don't know why you would, then I won't. Though I know i'm still just going to be a bother.....

But I can't just completely block you out or act as if you don't exist.
How could I? When I look up to you so....

You may not would blame me, but I would blame myself....

-Ben