(Yes Nova_Williams , I went there.....)

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Parker,

Is it me?

Is it something wrong with me?

That we have to curse and fight and yell and be at each other's throats all the time?

Every time just when I think we might be getting along, that we won't argue that day, something starts all over again....

And I can't help but feel it's my fault...

Am I that much of a burden, a nuisance, that you can't even stand to be near me without us fighting?...

What are we even fighting for?...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry that I'm such a bother to you apparently...

I'll leave you alone...
If that's what you want.

It's what you always ask me to do.

I'm sorry I haven't listened. I'm starting to see now that you really don't want me around....

Which is fine...
I can understand that...

Sometimes....

I don't want me around either....

But is there really no hope?
No hope of us being friends?....

Brothers maybe.....

That's asking too much isn't it?....
Sorry.

Perhaps we could be acquaintances instead.
That sounds easy..

Or would you prefer just allies?...

I don't know anymore...

Parker...

Parker I'm sorry I can't be the brother you want....
I'll try harder but.... I don't know how much more I can try....

You know what's funny?
I've always wanted to see you smile, or laugh. Yet I've never done the same for you....

I'm such a hypocrite..

I hope this letter didn't waste your time...

-Ben