Nathan,

Hey there... just wanted to say....
I've always kinda liked having you as an older brother....

I know I'm not like as good a fighter or can use magic like you do.... And I'm probably annoying...

But I wish we could spend more time together....

And that cat I named Nathan? I lied. That wasn't to make fun of you.... I couldn't think of a better name. So I named him after you. 'Cause like.... You're awesome and junk...

I'm sorry I get on your nerves so much.... It's just 'cause I want you to notice me...

I wish I wasn't so pathetic.... I wish I could be more like you....

I'm sorry I'm such a bad little brother.....

Maybe one day I can get the courage to make it up to you...

-Ben