Harry's POV
Lou did not tell me the truth. He lied to me. I want to die.
„Harry what's wrong? Are you ok?"
„I hate you. I don't want to see you. Get out of the car I have to drive to the hospital"
„Harry? What happened on the-"
„GET OUT! NOW!"
After he got out I took the keys and rushed to the hospital. My dad was in there and Lou knew. Even tough my dad hated me I should've known that he had an accident.
„Name?"
„Harry Styles. I'm here to see the doctor"
She nodds.
„Take the left door. He is waiting"
I run to the door and open it. The doctor's sitting on a chair in the middle of the white room.
„I am Doctor Smith. Take a seat", she says and points at a chair.
„Your father had an accident and died because of internal bleedings. He wanted me to say that he always loved you and respects you and your partner. He did terrible mistakes and regrets them. He would've loved to see you again but your partner said no..."
I lost my father. I hate myself.
I don't even know what the doctor says to me I am lost in my thoughts.

Louis' POV
I called Harry like ten times but he wouldn't answer the phone.
What the hell happened?!
Suddenly my phone rings
„Hello? Hazza?"
„Hello. I am Barbara from the hospital. Your boyfriend has a panic attack. Please come here!"
„Yeah, of course. I'll be there in five minutes"
What is Harry doing in the hospital?!
And then I knew. His father. His f*cking father! What did he say to him that he is out of control?!

„I'm Louis, Harry's boyfriend. Where is he?"
The woman points at a door and I'm running to it.
After I opened the door I saw Harry laying on the floor.  His hands shaking and blood all over his right wrist.
„Babe! What did you do?"

Harry's POV
„Lou?"
I can feel his arms around me. Warm and nice.
„What did you do?"
I can't take it back. I'm starting crying and screaming.
„It is ok honey. But could you please tell me what happened?"
And then I start shouting at Louis
„My father DIED! And you knew he was in here! I wanted to see him for the last time! I hate you!"
Lou gets up tears in his eyes.
„I thought you did not want to see him. How could I know that he dies? I did a terrible mistake. It is all my fault"
He walks out of the room. I can hear the door slam. After a few minutes I'm going to the car, driving to my dad's house. I still have the keys.
„Hello? I'm back. Was it a joke?"
Silence. The first time I would love to hear my dad's voice.
It's over. There's too much pain.
I'm going to the bathroom, where it all. It looks exactly the way it looked before I moved out.
Die. Die. Die. Just kill yourself and it will all be over
The razor's laying on the top of the toilet. I take it and stab it into my skin. Over and over again. My wrists bloody and my world is turning.
Am I going to die?
I can't stop. The pain is too big.
„Harry? Are you in there?", are the last words I can hear.

Tbh I don't know how to go on. I have an idea for a happy end and one for a sad end. Please comment (and vote) for what you want to have!
I'm also sorry for my really bad writing. I'm not good at it... :(
Lots of love; -E