Louis' p.o.v

I lay freddie down in his crib that is in my house that I bought and I pay briana every month just to buy him clothes food toys anything but we alternate every so weekend where he can stay with me.

I rub his head full of wavy dark brown hair as his bright blue eyes look up at me and I ask "want papa to sing to you?" his eyes light up which tells me he wants me to sing I smile.

I take a deep breath as I pick him back up and go and sit in the rocking chair next to his crib and I sing the first line "If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you I think I might give up everything, just ask me to pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down right now I'm completely defenceless for your eyes only, I'll show you my heart for when you're lonely and forget who you are I'm missing half of me when we're apart now you know me, for your eyes only for your eyes only"

His eyes close and I kiss him on the forehead and he snuggles up to his tan teddybear creasey I whisper "papa loves you son" I place him in his crib and turn on his Fisher Price Rainforest Waterfall Peek a Boo Soother its really good where a monkey and a frog are moving back and forth to try and see each other and it has rainforest crikets and noises and the waterfall helps self sooth him to sleep it's been a miracle harry got him that.

I walk outside his nursery and down to my room I turn on the baby moniter and his video camera I smile as I look down at my phone to see him still asleep I love that boy his striped onesie so big on him it's still alittle baggy on him and then I look down at my laptop and see harry wants to skype with me I click the accept button and then harry pops up on the screen he's laying on a bed leaning against his headboard.

No shirt on I roll my eyes at him he just laughs and he says "hey boobear" I snicker and roll my eyes and I reply "only you are alowed to call me that noone else is besides my mum but uh where are you?" he smiles as he places a hand in his hair and pushes back his bangs to uncover his face "i'm in my house in cheshire not my mums my house that I own nialler is downstairs asleep on the couch I think".

I snicker and reply "oh where's payno?" he shruggs and replies "he texted me yesterday saying he was at his house in L.A something about he's gotta go pick up his mum and dad from the airport" I nodd remembering him telling me that and he asks "where are you?" I smile and lean back on my headboard against my pillow I place a hand under my head and reply "i'm in L.A I haven't left yet".

He smiles that dimpled smile everyone loves "you thinkin about goin back to donny?" I nodd and say "yeah for christmas I might surprise them and go early and take my family on a holiday with my mum my sisters my dad" he nodds with a smile and he asks "where's the baby?" I giggle and hold my iphone to the camera so he could see the baby in his crib "he's sleeping it's my weekend I don't like him jumping from house to house".

He nodds and I say "and the paps are on her constantly like she goes out every single weekend when it's her weekend to have him during the week and the weekend her mother always has him" he rolls his eyes and he says "well you know what to do" I glare at him and I ask "I do?".

He nodds and I ask "what am I supposed to do?" he sighs and he says "take her rights away she can't be a mother while hitting up the clubs and lord knows what else she's hitting up" I roll my eyes and I say "i've tried hazza her and the mother have dirt on me" he raises up and he asks "what kind of dirt like a bombshell?" I nodd he takes a deep breath and I say "and it's not just myself i'm protecting".

He looks up at me through my laptop "freddie?" I nodd and I say "I will always protect freddie but she has dirt on someone else besides me" he looks confused "who? do I know them?" I nodd and reply "yeah you know him" I see realization all over his face "me?".

I had tears in my eyes I nodd he takes a deep breath "listen to me boobear you do not have to protect me ok? is using the same blackmail on you? if she wants to out me then by all means go ahead I don't care" I sniffle and reply "you don't have to do that haz" my voice breaking.

He looks up at me with tear rimmed eyes "you tell that bitch that if she wants to out me go ahead lou i'm ready but if she outs you i'll be coming for her she better not touch you do you hear me? is she making you choose?" I nodd with sobbs erupt from my chest and he says "it's okay boo i'm fine choose her and tell her to out me".

I shake my head and I say "babe" he raises his gaze to mine and I whisper just for only him to hear me "I love you" he breaks down then as his connection cancels out our video chat lost.

AN:The external link is a picture of the toy thats inside his crib hope u enjoyed this chapter the next chapter will be uploaded tomorrow