From the first day of my primery till the end of it, I have never taste something call best friend. "Someday I will have it, it's not far". I just keep poisioning my mind with that. All I got that day is just friend, who just show up when I happy, I appreciate that but what I need is different, what I need is who show up when I sad.Finnaly, in secondary I got some best friend who share with each other our own story, who is there when I need.Although, we still fight, they still didn't talk with me. I still appreciate this friend ship and fell happy to have it.Sometimes, I even think about the future at how we could still be best friend and share things. I just feel really love those time.When everything couldn't get any happier, we have our first big fight. I still think positive, I still think that friend ship need to go through this to be a real friend ship.I was right, we go through it and another one is up, we still go through it together.I think our friend ship is so strong that it can't break. My hobby, my idols are their ideal, I really love those and it make me feel happy to have the same hobby as them.Everything is so beutiful that nothing can break it, nothing can disturb us. But then one day come up, the day that I wish never show up at my life. I envy that day, the day that I change my ideal about friend, about belive in something or someone.