just in case you missed this in the description! Updated note:  This story will include  the youngest member's diary entries just as a look into how the youngest feels in what is going on. 

Trigger warning: (if easily triggered by any of the following please think twice before reading just in case) alcohol, homophobia, racist slurs, verbal abuse,smoking, and anything along those lines. 

Not saying this story will have some of those, this is a just in case precaution, read at your own risk. 

THIS STORY IS NOT BASED ON ANY REAL IDOL GROUP,IDOL OR COMPANY THIS IS COMPLETELY FICTION AND IS NOT IMPLYING IDOLS ARE ACTUALLY LIKE THIS BEHIND THE CAMERA, THIS BOY GROUP IS FICTIONAL AND I MADE THEM UP, THIS STORY IS NOT ABOUT ANY REAL IN REAL LIFE KPOP IDOLS AND BEFORE YOU SAY 'but you have a bts member on the cover' I REALLY LIKE BTS AND THINK THEY ARE CUTE JELLYBEANS AND WANTED TO PUT ONE OF THEM ON THE COVER, THIS STORY IS NOT ABOUT  THEM AND WILL NOT INVOLVE THEM AS CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY

thank you for taking the time to read my warning and notes, I really hope you enjoy my story.