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J.I.S.U.N.G.

I wake up in my dorm.. wait.. was that all a dream?

God damn it..

"Good morning." Jaemin Hyung entered my room.

"Hyung.. did I go somewhere last night?" I asked then he shake his head.

"You went to bed very early though.. you must be tired from your heartbreak." He pat my head.

"Oh.."

"By the way, I heard you kinda groaning last night.. nightmares?" He asked then I blushed.

"Ooh.. hormones?" He smirked then I turned more red.

"J-just leave, Hyung." I said then he laughed before leaving.

I checked my calendar and realized that today is the disbandment of F1N3ST..

I get up and take a bath.. today will be another distracting day.

ㅡ

I also realized that today will also be a Vlive Relay for NCT.

I'm with the Dreamies and we're talking about random stuff.

"Jisunggie is quiet.. yes, Jisung is quiet." Jeno Hyung read a comment.

I sighed and asked for an explanation.

"I'll explain everything later." I wave at the camera.

The Hyungs decided to play around the company and we visit other idols and our Hyungs.

"Annyeonghaseyo!" Haechan opened the door to Sona's practice room.

We saw her practicing for her new song. Sona then waved at the camera.

"What are you doing!?"

"Practicing for something." She said then everyone ooed.

"You're not overworking yourself, are you?" Jeno asked her then she shake her head.

"I am fine." She said with a small frown and smile on her face.

A smile yet that looks like a frown.

"Give us on idol we should visit!"

"Um, EXO!" She said then they thanked her before leaving the room.

I stayed but she doesn't even realized that I'm here.

"Sona." I called her then she stopped moving but didn't look at me.

"I'm sorry.." I apologized then I heard her sigh.

"It's fine.. it was also my fault anyway. You can leave now." She said before she turned on the music and start practicing again.

I obeyed her and left. I find where the other boys are.

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S.O.N.A.

Jisung left the room as I sighed. I look at the mirror and called my stylist.

"Unnie.. I want to dye my hair please.." I said then hang up..

I want to dye my hair a different color now. I have this hair color for months now..

I haven't changed it since F1N3ST' debut stage.

The door opened, revealing Eunhyuk Oppa.

"Hey, Oppa.." I said then he smiled at me. He gave me food.

"For my dongsaeng." He pat my head before I thanked him.

ㅡ

We sit down on the sofa as I heard Oppa sigh.

"When will you and Jisung become a couple again?" He asked then I bite my lip.

"I don't know.. I'm not even sure if we can become a couple again." I said as I drank my tea.

"You can.. it's not too late yet." He said then I look down, seeing my reflection on the tea.

"Today is F1N3ST' disbandment.. are you at least going to, you know..

Explain to the fans why you two are being so distant." He said then I took a bite of the brownie.

"Tell them that you two are dating and fought then become a couple again." He gave me his cap.

"It's not easy.."

"It's easy if you truly love each other.. you may be young and all and at your age, love can hurt but..

Even if it truly hurts, you still love each other." He said then I look at the mirror then myself.

"I may not be a love advice giver or something but try to talk it out with Jisung.

The poor boy is affected too, you know." He said then I nodded. He pat my head.

"Eat first then find Jisung. Maybe, you guys can explain everything later with Vlive."

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J.I.S.U.N.G.

I tilted the live before taking a deep breath.

I then start going live.

Yes, I'm alone and this is actually my first time going live without the Hyungs.

This is F1N3ST.

I smiled at the camera as I fix my glasses and write something on my notebook.

Well, more like draw.. I'm not really good at drawing.

I noticed that the view count hit 2,000 and I put down my marker.

"Hi~ as you guys notice that I'm by myself." I said, trailing off, thinking of what to say next.

"Um.. today is the day that F1N3ST will disband and we really enjoyed having fun with all of you.

These past three months is really fun and you guys made it more fun for us. You guys also noticed..

That me and Sona are distant these days and it's actually not because of the disbandment..

Me and Sona fought last week in ISAAC. All of you noticed because we both looked like we cried.

It was a really big fight that it actually made us like this. I started the fight, by the way.." I said, looking down..

Remembering the fight we had and it's actually a bad memory of us now.

I wiped my eyes cause I don't want them to see me cry.

"Me and Sona are actually—" I stopped talking when Sona entered the room, panting.

She smiled at me before sitting beside me. I look at her phone and she was watching the live.

"Annyeong, yeorubun." She said then I felt her hand intertwining with mine under the table and I blushed.

"Where were you?" She asked me with a small smile.

"Ah.. I was about to say the truth about us.." He said then she smiled and kissed my cheek.

My eyes widened and comments start coming in.

"Me and Jisunggie are.." She showed our intertwined hands and I covered my face in embarrassment.

"We're officially dating." She said then I nodded.

"Ne.. we've been dating for.. three months?" I said then she nodded.

"Um, me and Jisung actually became closer when he attended my fansign.

And when we became F1N3ST, we actually start dating like after.. one or two weeks.

We just kept it a secret from everyone." She said then I nodded. She then looked at me.

She placed her hand under her chin for support before she start giving me heart eyes, making me shy.

"Yes, we really did fight but now, we're back together..

I really do think we're inseparable now." She said then I blushed.

"Yup, we are now."

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What happened in the last chapter was all a dream 😂😂😅