I want people to look at me the way they look at you,
I want people to fall in love with just stare,
Like how you do to many of the millions of people in the world,
Your charms are everything,
Whilst I have nothing,
Your my idol,
But I'm your nothing,
Your my shining star,
But you don't even know who I am,
Your the one that gets my heart racing,
But I'm just one of those millions of fans,
I'm just 'one of them,'
I want to be different,
I want to stand out,
Like how you stand out from the rest,
The glow you bring the world with just your presence,
But I don't have that glow to begin with,
I can't brighten up the world like you do,
I'm not talented like you,
I'm just me,
The worthless, ugly person,
That is hidden behind shadows and walls,
Whilst you shine above the rest,
I wipe away my tears,
I'll cheer for you,
I'll love you unconditionally,
But you won't,
You won't ever love me,
You won't ever know who i am,
I won't ever have the feeling of being loved,
I won't ever have that feeling of having worth,
I'm like your shadow,
Invisible, dark and useless,
There's a whole universe in your eyes,
A universe I'd want to dive deep into,
A universe I never thought existed,
But in my eyes there's only pain and sadness,
Lifeless eyes that have kept those tears back,
Why would they mean anything?
When I don't mean anything.