Look what I found on the internet! 👆 I know right that's so good mea- I mean mellon on that deer!  ^-^
(Izuku's POV)

I groaned on the inside and got in the car with Shota. It took us about 15 minutes to get to the school and when we did, I rushed to class. I knew Aizawa also had to be in class since he was the teacher but he's always late, so there wasn't a problem. I make it to class and Aizawa appears 10 minutes later, he starts teaching and I start taking notes.

(Time skip) (Lunch time)

(Aizawa's POV)

I was finished with my angry fit about Izuku's dad, so I realized that I still needed to know what he was doing in the restroom this morning. While everyone left for lunch I went to grab my Izu but someone else got to him first.

It was Bakugou, he was whispering in Izuku's ear and when he saw me approaching them both he walked away. I grabbed Izuku by the wrist and asked him, "What did Bakugou say to you?" He seemed hesitant but replied, "He wanted the homework answers."

I felt a little annoyed by Bakugou and his "habits" of cheating but I said, "I was just making sure he wasn't bullying you, you can go to the lunchroom and hang out with your friends."

(Izuku's POV)

I felt like Sho wanted to tell me something else but seeing that he hesitated I decided to head to the lunchroom. Once I was there, I enjoyed my lunch with Iida and Uraraka. They talked while I just stared into space talking back every once in a while. I wanted to go home already and maybe just cut some more but I knew that wasn't right.

:Hey, let's just go to the roof and 'eat lunch' there! Then when no ones around you can jump! Isn't that a great idea!:

I replied telepathically with, 'Why would I do it when no one is around? Don't I want people to know I died?' The voice answers, :Well because if you're with someone they'll try and stop you of course! But maybe you could do it in front of Eraserhead then he'll think it's his fault! Wouldn't that be amazing!: I felt compelled so I went to the roof like the voice said to. I said to my friends, "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be right back."

They just nodded their heads in replies. I went to the roof and the voice said, :Where close let's end it! This is so easy, let's just do it! Come on! LETS DIE! Bakugou will be happy and so will you. Aizawa will think it's funny, let's end this! NO ONE loves you! Why would they!? You're a piece of shit a nobody! Come on just jump!:

I smirked, then taunted back, 'Ok, I'll end it on a weekend on a high building where everyone can see me! Will that satisfy you? We just have to wait! Let's do it then!' The voice seemed happy because it said, :Yes! Finally you agree with me! We'll die then! Everyone will know it!:

–time skip to Tuesday because yesterday was Monday in the story! Also i'm giving you a serious trigger warning because this has mentally ill stuff in it so warning?--

(Izuku's POV)

'Ok voice, how should I die? Like what building should I jump from and what would I tell Shota!?. Why did I agree to this again?  I don't wanna die yet, so I'm not gonna. I was just upset yesterday! I'm not doing it! I'm literally just talking to myself now. I'm not even talking to the weird voice, I'm so odd.'

I got pulled from my thoughts by Bakugou shaking my shoulder saying, "SNAP OUT OF IT DAMN NERD!" I looked at him, whispering a 'thank you', and he went back to his desk. He was quite intimidating if you were a child and or an innocent bystander but to me he was just kinda rude to say the least. I stopped thinking and actually listened to Sho's lecture and I took notes too.

A couple minutes into me paying attending to the lecture I hear, :Hey, why are you backing out of our agreement on self death!? I thought you wanted to make Kacchan happy?! What are you weakling?!: I mentally rolled my eyes and thought, 'I'm not dying anymore I was just mad okay? :Why would you back out you fucking useless piece of shit! We're better off dead! So let's just go DIE already! You fucking useless bag of bones! You're a worthless Deku! Even Uraraka calls you that! She thinks you're a no-body like everyone else! USELESS, WORTHLESS, QUIRKLESS, DEKU. NO ONE EVER LOVED YOU! So just give up and you'll be helpful for once! Just die and even Shota will smile for once!:

'Shut up you are the useless one you only tell me to kill myself, you don't help me anywhere else so shut the f*ck up' I then continue listening to Shota's lesson. I knew this voice wasn't real but that one hit me hard. I felt like crying so I raised my hand and said, "Can I use the restroom?" Aizawa retorted back, "I doN't kNoW, CaN yOu?" I huffed back and said, "May I use the restroom?"

He said 'yes' while the class laughed at Shota's joke. I just walked out to the restroom and what I mean by that is I walked towards it then went to the roof instead. Once I got there I said out loud, "Ok so what the hell do you want! Say it you piece of sh*t."

The voice said, :Just jump, then I'll leave you be! Maybe become a villain! So the hero's can kill you! Hey, we used to know the villains, right? We're probably still friends with them. Let's go tell them what we know and maybe they'll let us join! Come on this life is so boring, let's make it fun!: I retorted out loud, "No, f*ck you I need a priest to cleanse me of your stupid a**! I'm not doing that I want to be a hero not a villain," I stated the last part in a hushed voice.

Have a wonderful rest of your day/night! ^-^
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