I can feel the pain

It pounds to be let in

Seeping like the rain

This is how it begins

Should I fight?

Should I let go?

Should I even try?

Don't I want to die?

This has been the lie

That my mind has been

Trying to conceal me with

Inside death's icy grip

I'm falling

It is too slippery to stand

No one is offering their hand

No one is able to understand

Why I'm sobbing on the floor

I can't do it anymore

And so, I close the door

The capability of anyone

Ever opening it to save me

I can no longer be saved

By just anyone.