Viji : Inga paru Sanju , azhadha podhum ! Thata keela kupduranga , kanna todachuko.

Sanjana looked at her mom with emotion less face.

Sanjana : Na varala Amma , neenga ponga !

Viji : Inga paru Sanju , Paravala ! Evalavu naal nee ippudiye oda pora , keela va . Eppavum life nammaku puducha mari irukadhu , adha oru happy face oda handle panu.

Saying so Viji comforted Sanjana with a warm hug .

Viji Mv: Annaiku Swathi nee Varun ah love pannuriya nu keta modhu adhuku nee enna answer panna ?Adha sollradhukula Vikram kuptutan , adhuku apram enna achu nu teriala ! But nee ippudi irukuradha patha kandippa edho perusa dhan ayruku , una  keta innum echaa dhan azhuva.

Viji : Seri thango , va munji ah nalla wash pannitu va , paaru kannu ellam vingiruku ! She said caressing her cheeks.

Sanjana : Seri Amma na varen , wait pannu.

Sanjana washed her face , Viji kept her hands on Sanjana's head and gave her a forehead kiss. The duo then went down to the Dinning Hall.

Kumar : En da Sanju oru mari iruka ? Paru kanu la red ah iruku , enna achu ?

Sanjana : Appa adhulam onnum Illa , tired ah iruken, light ah tazha vazhi , Avalavudhan.

Lakshmi: Seri Sanju va kelvi ketadhu podhum , nee va thango sapudha.

Sanjana went along and sat with everyone and had her dinner. All this while, the cousins were trying to get one small smile from her,  but they failed. The cousins knew what should we be going through,  hence did not force her much in to the talks.

Sanjana finished her dinner and went to her room . While the elders assumed she must be having headache , Viji and cousins knew she needed sometime for herself.

Sanjana entered her room , the girl who use to never stay alone in her room and liked being surrounded by people now learnt to stay alone.

Sanjana Mv : Evalavu na try pannalum , ennala apa nadhanada maraka mudiyala , ellarum iruka modhu Varun pathi nenaikurenu , I started isolating myself but the silence also reminds me of him .

She kept her hands on the railings of the balcony and started thinking about the incidents that took a toll on her life ,

××Past××

Vikram : Sanju  nee onnum engaluku answer panna venam , ne panradha veche nanga confirm pannitom.

Sanjana : Enna nu ?

Aadi : Vikram Anna enna nu namma kita kekura pathiya.

Swati : Nee Varun ah dhan love panra nu nanga confirm pannitom !

Sanjana : Adhu dhan epudi ? She asked hiding her blush.

Amritha : Oh Apa Sanju Akka vandhu illa nu sollala , namma eppudi kandupuduchom nu kekuranga ! Sanju  akka nee lam love pannuviya nu nan necha but you proved me wrong .

Sanjana : Apdi lam illa Amru ! She smiled with a big grin.

Aditi : Nee ippudi modhala vekka paduradha niruthu , apa namburom unnaku andha mari endha thought um illa.

Aadi : Illa ennaku puriyala , iva lam eppudi love panna ? Pavam Varun life long kashta padanum indha imsai kuda.  He said with a chuckle.

Sanjana gave a smack on Aadi's shoulder .

Vikram : Sanju othuka enga kita dhana? Edhuku ivalavu tayakam ?

Sanjana just gave a wide smile and agreed.

Swathi : Sanju  I m happy for the choice u have taken but teriala edho oru bayam iruku .

Sanjana : Enna akka?

Vikram : Adhu na sollren Varun nalla person dhan illa nu sollala but ennaku en tangachi dhana mukiyam , unaya hurt panra mari avan edhuvum pannira kudadhu nu dhan enga bayam.

Sanjana was overwhelmed hearing the concern held by her elder siblings

She engulfed all of them in a bone crushing hug and ensured them that nothing would go wrong and Varun is different from the rest.

Amritha : Ennaku oru doubt Sanju akka,

Sanjana : Unnaku ippa enna doubt ?

Amritha: Illa Ippa neenga Varun mamz kita unmai ah solluvingala?

Sanjana just felt different to hear Amru calling Varun as Mamz.

Aadi : Odane imagination pogama sollu , enna panna pora?

Sanjana : Kandippa na avaru kita soluven.

Swathi : Adhu dhan Sanjana eppa soluva? Enga soluva ?

Sanjana : Actually ennaku ippa dhan Shreya call panna , avaloda colleague Sindhu ku wedding . Nanum Sindhu annaiku party la nalla pesunom so ennaya invite panniruka . Varun kuda vararama.

Vikram : Seri adhukum idhukum enna samandham?

Sanjana : Adha enna full ah sola vidunga , Annaiku eppudiyum avaru varuvaru la , Avaru kita nan annaiku Na dhan Vaishu nu unmai ah sollitu , en feelings ah sollalam nu iruken.

Amritha : Akka super idea !

Aadi : Unnaya accept pannuvara enna?

Swathi : Dei Aadi Namma Sanju va pudikama irukuma , kandippa pannuvaru. Papom.

Sanjana : En kai la edhuvum illa , Ellam kadavul oda setting.

The cousins then started teasing Sanjana ,the entire house was filled with laughter and happiness.

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And the day for which Sanjana was eagerly waiting for arrived.

Swati had visited them and planned to stay with them for few days since Vijay was out of town for a  meeting.

Sanjana was in a dilemma regarding the attire she wanted to wear for the day.

Then she went to Viji's wardrobe and selected a soft silk saree. Since It was Sunday,  the rest of them were down in the hall , while she was getting herself ready in her room.

She finished draping her saree and braided her hair. For the very first time she felt  completely different when she was able to view herself in the mirror that was mounted opposite to her.

Sanjana came walking downstairs ,leaving the entire family flabbergasted.

Swathi: Vikram enna konjam pudi , idhu kannava illa nejama?

Vikram : Iru Swathi ennalaya namba mudiyala!

Amritha : Hey Aadi ,ennaya konjam pinch pannu ?

Aadi : Lusa ah Di , nee ?

Amritha : Anga paru Sanju akka Saree la varanga ! Enna oru acharyam.

While the elders were equally taken back making them realise that there little girl is no more a child.

Sanjana : Elarum edhuku ippudi nikuringa?

Raji : Kannu , Nee enna poturuka nu teriudha?

Sanjana : Periamma , saree dhan katiruken , en nalla illaya?

Kala : Nalla illaya va , azhaga iruka Sanju !

Viji : En kanne pathurum , Idhu dhan nanga avalavu time sonna keta dhana . She sighed

Aditi : Hey Sanju , Swati Akka wedding ku evalavu kenjunom  saree katu nu , ipa katiruka ?

Amritha : Namma ellam eppudi pinnadi odhunom , oru vazhi akkitinga engala ! Ippa sollamale katirukinga ?

Sanjana: Adhu edhavudhu pudusa try pannalam nu dhan innaku en friend Sindhu wedding adhuku dhan .

The cousins understood why she chose this attire and gave her a teasing smile.

Lakshmi : podhum , pavam en thango ! Sanju kannu inga va.

Sanjana went near her grandmother. Lakshmi then warded of the evil eye and gave a forehead kiss.

Sanjana took blessing from Vishwa , she was about to leave when she turned to the sight of where her cousins where standing.

The gang gave her a thumbs up and whispered , making Sanjana grin .

She bid bye to the family and made way to the wedding hall with full hope and excitement but little did she know fate had other plans.

Every time we plan , some gets executed well while others turn out as a failure.Kadavul setting plays an important role , destiny played a major role in Sanjana's life . What kept ringing in her brain was Varun's love for someone else , that broke and shook her from within. The least that she had expected from Varun.

She reached her home back with a lifeless face , the entire family was in the hall .

Venu : Sanju kannu, vandhutiya ? Eppudi irunduchu function?

Kumar : Thango , Friends ellam meet panniya , eppudi pochu day?

There was no response from Sanjana for any of the questions asked.

Raji : Sanju , photos lam kami ! Naraya edhutiya ?

Without answering to any of the questions raised , Sanjana made way to her room . The elders looked confused,  the girl who went excitedly came back with a dead face!

The cousins were equally confused but made sure the elders are not stressed out by giving reason that she might be tired and her face looks drained out.

The cousins then went upstairs to there room and seeing Sanjana in that state made them even more wlrried

Sanjana was sitting there with pale face .
She was in  a state where she could shed her tears anytime soon.

Vikram : Sanju , enna da achu ? Nee yen ippudi okkandhuruka ?

Swathi : Sanju tired nu please poi solliradha enna achu ?

She engulfed Sanjana into a hug , Swathi could feel that she is breaking down .
Sanjana began crying profusely . She started becoming vulnerable and the tears were continuously flowing down her cheeks.

Seeing her bursting out in such a manner came as shock for the  cousins,  the one who never broke down in any situation ,who always had a smile plastered on her face , not matter how hard the situation was . To see her in such a state , made there hearts heavy .

Aadi : Akka , azhadha ! Ennaku oru mari iruku , enna achu ?

Amritha : Sanju akka , engala paru ! Nee azhadha , nanga irukom. Ne enga kita sollu enna achu .

Sanjana removed her self from the hug and stopped shedding her tears. While Aditi just caressed Sanjana's head.

Sanjana : Varun is in love with someone else! She told in a feeble voice

Sanjana went to state where she kept on repeating the same line again and again .

This statement made everyone froze , the cousins understood the trauma that she might be going through

Swathi : Sanju telliva sollu , da ! She asked worriedly

Sanjana : Na pesa ponen ka , ennya pesa ve vidala . Na innaiku behave panradha pathu , he assumed I have started developing feelings for him . Na sonnen oru nimisham kelunga , I wanted to confess that I m vaishu . I thought of surprising him but avaru vera yaro love panrenu sollitaru . She said in a broken voice.

She again start shedding her tears , the cousins had no clue on what could have transpired between them.

Aadi : En kannavula kuda nenachu pakkala , that Varun could be in love with someone else ! Akka nee azhadha , paravala he doesn't know ur value.

Vikram : Na edhuku starting la irundhu bayandheno adhuve ippa unmai ayruchu.
I did not want to see u breaking down like this.

Swathi and Aditi engulfed Sanjana into hug

Swathi : Inga paru Sanju , whatever happens in your life , happens for a reason .
Yarum un life la chumma vara matanga adhe mari , without any reason poga matanga ! Just think this as a lesson.

Aditi : Sanju, Inga paru unnaku avaru kedaikala na , you ll get better person in life . Edho onnu talli pogudhu na , unnaku kadavul vera edho plan pannirukaru nu artham..

They were keen on Convincing her but nothing made Sanjana come out of that state...
Sanjana cried herself to sleep by laying her head on Swathi's lap.

The cousins were heartbroken to witness Sanjana weeping and tried what to not to get her out of the it.

The days rolled , Sanjana stayed within. the four walls . After all,  She was going through a heartbreak.  She refused to come down fearing the elders would understand the situation with her face . The cousins kept giving some random excuses for her behaviour keeping the elders away from the problem .

Sanjana was resting her head on the head board of the bed and all her cousins sat surrounding her .

Amritha : Akka ungaloda andha smile poiruchu , andha smile use to spread happiness around. Please neenga ippudi irukadhinga

Sanjana just smile sarcastically thinking about her fate .

Swathi : Three days achu Sanju , Varun unnaku vera nee dhan Vaishu nu teriama ivalavu messages ah panra . Ne pesama oru full stop poturu . Idhuku melayum don't get hurt .

That's when Sanjana realised that it's high time she puts an end to the Vaishu character that she had created . And therefore sent one last mail to Varun as Vaishu.

Vikram : Next enna yosikura? Enna pannalam nu nenaikura ?

Aadi : Sanju idhula irundhu veliya vararudhu kashtam dhan but please nee distract agu !

Sanjana : Actually Office Bangalore la oru branch open pannuranga , They need a team there . Ennaku oru one week munnadi ketanga transfer aguringa la nu ! Na yoshchutu sollrenu sonnen . Netu andha offer ah accept panniten .

Swathi : Dei adhuku nu Bangalore poganuma? Yoschu dhan pesuriya .. Inga ellam unna full ah pamper pani ... Anga eppudi taniya poi survive pannuva ?

Sanjana : Illa Akka , inga irundha I ll never be able to move on ... starting from office meetings to Orphanage varaikum ellame ennaku Varun ah nyabaga paduthum .

Vikram : Adhulam seri but en ippudi , engalalam vitutu  iruka mudiyuma?

Sanjana : Anna neenga enkuda iruka modhu I ll be fine,  ennaya neenga thaniya vida matinga nu terium ... Na anga iruken neenga weekends vandhu pathtu ponga , illa na varen weekends inga ..

Amritha : Akka I ll miss you around

Aadi : Nee decide pannita , nanga enna sonnalum keka mata nu terium . But eppavum remember nanga unkuda ve irupom no matter what .

All the cousins gave a hug to her and comforted her . Though they were against her staying alone from them , they felt she needed a change in the atmosphere.  It was  a huge task for them to convince Vishwa and Lakshmi to send her off to Bangalore . But eventually they had to agree for the sake of Sanjana's happiness .

The next 6 months flew off with Sanjana trying hard to forget her memories with Varun . She even went to an extent of switching off the notifications of the email which was in the name of Vaishu.

××Present××

Sanjana again was brought back to reality with the buzzing sound of her phone.

She was checking her official email I'd and that's when she thought of checking the emails that she recieved in the Vaishu I'd after her encounter with Varun.

Her heart wanted her to open the mails and check while her brain was against it,  constantly reminding her not to and get hurt again .

She decided to brush off all the thoughts and followed her heart

Sanjana was flabbergasted with seeing continuous emails from Varun.

Sanjana Mv : Ivaru dhan vera ponna love panrenu sonnaru , apram edhuku Vaishu ku vida ma daily message pannraru ! She sighed.

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Hi dears! Chapter eppudi iruku nu sollunga?

Each coin has two faces , likewise this is the other side which Varun is unaware of .

Will Varun and Sanjana realise there misunderstanding soon?

What will he do , if he gets to know Sanjana is the Vaishu he loved? Will he be able to handle the truth ?

Sorry Dears ! I was literally down with the ongoing turmoil our Champ is facing for past one week.

No matter what , He is a gem and people who adore him and admire him ,shall stay through his thick and thin .

Did you all miss Sanjana and Varun ?

Constructive Criticism is always accepted please do let me know ur reviews.

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