Varun : Dei Vaishu, irundha na break annen . Because of her I was able to open up more teriuma , Office la everyone was happy with seeing me interacting . Yen thata ve romba happy ah irundaru to see me back like this. Slowly I realised the place she created for herself in my life.

Akash : Adhu lam puriyudhu I understand
But idhukum Sanjana kum enna dhan issue?

Varun : Dei Sanjana va na adhuku apram orphanage la adikadhi meet pannen. Yen infact she became a very good friend . Na avlavu comfortable ah feel pannen , but ....

Akash : Nalla friends nu dhana sollra ,apram en innaiku ava apdi react panni , sapudhama poita ?

Varun : Adhu Na avala oru nalla friend ah nenachen but ava enna apdi nenaikala da ..... annaiku enna achu teriuma ...

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Days rolled .... Varun was waiting for a chance to confess his feelings to Vaishu but he was being hesitant.

Varun Mv : Innaiku Sindhu wedding ku apram vena Vaishu kita sollradha pathi Karthi kita pesalam !

Akash : "Varun !"," Varun !","Varun!" Variya already time achu da kalynathuku poga venama?

Subbu : Dei en da ippudi kalailaye kathura?

Akash : Illa thata , innaiku Office la iruka Sindhu nu oru ponnu ku kalynama , so adhu ku nanga poganum , Ivan vara late panra. He told with his eyes rolled.

Varun : Dei Akash ennaya pathi thata kita potu kudutacha ? He asked while climbing down the stairs from his room.

Akash : Dei unna pathi onnum solalla , Aala vidu , ippa va namma kelambalam poitu seekram varalam da!

Subbu : Seri rendu perum pathu poitu seekram vanga ! Anga reach aytu call pannunga dei Akash Varun marandalum nee call panniru seria

The brother duo nodded there heads in agreement and bid bye to Subbu thata and started heading towards Sindhu's wedding.

The wedding was held in a wedding hall near Codissia.

Sanjana and Shreya reached a bit early than Varun and Akash and were seated in the table alloted. Soon Varun and Akash joined the duo .

Sanjana was awestruck to see him in the attire which he was wearing. He wore a black and white striped coat suit and that became Sanjana's most favourite outlook of Varun

Shreya : Adiye pathadhu podhum konjam todachuko. She said with a giggle

Sanjana: Aii Summa iru, na onnum pakkala!
She said with her eyes fixed on Varun.

Akash : Enna rendu friends sendhu enna pesitu irukeenga ?

Shreya : Ayoo adhu lam onnum illa pa !

Sanjana : Getha coatu suitu potu mapillai mari vandhurikinga Varun . She gave a blush.

Varun : Ennaya Kalaikula na unnaku thukam varadhu la ?

Sanjana : Ayo apdi lam illa , Nejamave semma smart ah irukinga .

Varun : Thanks Sanjana , Adhuku na thirupi neeyum azhaga irukenu solluvenu nenaikadha . He told with a wide smirk.

Leaving Shreya and Akash to laugh out loud.

That's when Varun noticed Sanjana's attire,  She wore a soft silk saree , with her hair braided into a fish braid. To add on to her beauty her hair was adorned with jasmine flowers.  Her earrings moving along when she was speaking, she looked more like a women compared to the Tom boy character he got to witness.

Sanjana : En Varun na ungala ketena? Parunga ippudi ennaya sirikuranga ! She frowned.

Shreya : Sanju na adhuku sirikala , Varun unga akka kalynathuku vandhu irundharu apa avarum enna mari dhan siriparu ! Andha Sanju dhana idhu nu

Varun looked and confused and asked : En na ippudi sirika poren?

Sanjana : Hey Shrey ! Summa iru d manathavangada ellarum iruka modhu.

Varun : Ada ma na dhana , avunga sollatum.

Shreya : illa Sanju akka kalynam oru 6 months munnadi dhan , ivala saree kata iva cousins la irundhu thata pati  , periamma periappa ellarum iva pinnadi odunanga . Iva panna alaparai la ellarum semma tired . Saree kata matenu ore pidivadham , akka marriage ku anarkali potu tu vandha ore aal Sanju dhan. Kalyana veeda oru vazhiakita.

Varun and Akash couldn't hold there laughter and started laughing profusely.
But they stopped on getting a glower from Sanjana.

Shreya : Idhu matum illa ,ippa ponna kuda Viji ma vandhu idha solli solli siripanga. Ennaku enna acharyam teriuma? Apdi irundha Sanju innaiku friend marriage ku saree lam potutu ivlavu azhaga vandhurukale yara ah impress panna nu teriala! Iva vara vara seri illa , avala siruchukura . She sighed

Sanjana : Na yarayum impress pannala ippudi varala ,she said looking everywhere without making eye contact with Varun.

Akash : Sanjana apa idhan first time ah nee Saree katuradhu?

Sanjana : Ama Anna , reason lam kekadhinga ennaku teriadhu , summa katanum nu tonnuchu.

Shreya : Adhu dhan seri illa ,ippudi oru Tom boy ah irunda Sanju eppudi azhaga ponnu mari marina? Who is the reason behind ? She asked with a smirk.

Sanjana : Apdi lam onnum illa , Summa iru , edavudhu nadandha first unkita dhan solluven.

The 4 of them continued there talks as usual but what was new to Varun was to find a change in the mannerism of Sanjana.

Sanjana kept stealing glances of Varun whenever possible thinking Varun would  not notice her . But to her surprise Varun noticed her stealing glances of him and kept silent .

Varun Mv : Sanjana en vidiyasama behave panra ? Teriala ! I hope namma nenaikura mari onnum illa.

The four of them went upto the stage to congratulate the newly wedded couple . And soon they all took a group selfie where Sanjana was looking at him and not the camera . He turned suspicious about Sanjana's feelings towards him .

All were seated together again and were having there lunch.

Shreya : Actually Varun , neenga ippudi lam pesuvinga nu nan expect pannala ! U have changed so much . I meant  change for the good.

Varun : Na pesuven, but I need time.

Shreya : Teriudhu , ungala first time Sanjana patha apa , avalum idhu dhan sonnna neenga nenaikura mari person illa Varun . She was very curious to know more about u . Ipaa Parunga neengalum avalum semma close.

Varun just gave a warm smile to them but deep in his mind he started connecting the dots and slowly started understanding the change in Sanjana's mannerism.

Shreya : Ungaluku teriuma ,its very difficult to get good words about guys from Sanjana ,ana ava ungala gem nu enga friends kita ve solluva.

Akash : Andha allavuku lam Varun ku scene illa .

Varun just gave a smack on Akash's shoulder but deep down his heart he grew more suspicious on the feelings Sanjana had for me .

Varun Mv : Oru vezha is she in love with me ? Apdi lam irukadhu but still I don't want her to develop any feelings for me in her heart .

Soon Varun and Akash were speaking with others while Shreya and Sanjana were speaking with the rest of her friends.

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Varun was standing outside since he had recieved a call.

"Varun , ungala Shreya kuda oru ponnu irukum la romba nerama tedhitu irukanga neenga poi enna nu kelunga ."

Varun : Oh Apdiya , na poi pakuren thanks !

He walked few steps towards the hall , while he was again interrupted by a voice
"Sir , Sanjana ungala teditu irundha , edho important pola she looked restless ."

Varun : Seri Ma thanks na pathukuren.

He said walking into the hall and searched for Sanjana.

Varun Mv : Idhuku mela namma ippudiye vida kudadhu , pesama ava kita pesuradhu dhan correct,  I don't want her to develop more feelings on me .

Varun went near Sanjana who was standing near the pillar.

Sanjana : Enna Varun , edhavudhu sollanuma ?

Varun : Ama ma , namma konjam veliya poi pesalama ?
Sanjana : Oh vanga polame.

The duo walked out of the hall and went near the garden area. Both stood there with mere silence . Both were hesitant to start the conversation.

Sanjana : Silent ah iruka dhan pesanum nu solli kutitu vandhungala ? She asked breaking the ice .

Varun : Seri Nane pesuren !

Sanjana : Sollunga I m all here to listen to u.

Varun : Nee ennaikum illama innaiku romba vidiyasama behave panra , with the way you behave I can clearly understand that you have started developing feelings for me .

Sanjana : Varun , sorry to cut you off . But neenga pesuradhuku munnadi neenga salla vishayam terinjukanum nu nan nenaikuren.

Varun : Illa Sanjana let me finish , Na eppavum unnaya oru nalla friend ah dhan pathen ennaikum I have never seen u from that perspective .

Sanjana : Varun I understand But oru nimisham na sollradha kelunga !

Varun : Iru ma na solli muduchururen. I have someone else in my life . I Love her , ava place ah yaralayum replace panna mudiyadhu ma ! I hope u understand na idha yen sollrana I don't want to give u any false hope munnadiye terinjuruchu na  u ll be able to move on soon .

Sanjana's face fell she stood there with an emotion less face . She did not react to any of his words after his confession.  Only thing that kept running and echoing in her mind was that he loves someone else .

Varun : Na onnum tappa sollalaye , I m sorry na unnaya hurt pannirundha but I felt u should know it.

Sanjana : illa neenga tappa edhuvum sollala , ivalavu naal na oru fantasy ah nambuna , inimel you don't have to worry . I know my limits . She is lucky to get u in her life . She said this in a broken voice with her hands shivering .

Sanjana did not wait for any response from Varun and immediately left the hall with Shreya .

Varun Mv : Namma Sanjana solla vararudhu keturukanumo ? Oru vela namma dhan assume pannitomo . Eppudi irundhalum I had to tell about my love for Vaishu to her one day , adhu innaiku terinjadhu la tappe illa.

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After Sindhu's wedding Varun kept messaging Vaishu but there was no response emails from her.

Varun's each day became even more gloomily with out recieveing emails from Vaishu . He was wondering what could have happened and restlessness was killing him from within. He felt helpless since he had no ways to contact her as such .

It was a bright morning , Varun woke up with the hope that he would have got some emails from Vaishu but to his disappointment he recieved none

Varun Mv : Vaishu , na apdi enna pannenh terilaa almost 6 days achu nee ennaku mails ku respond panni.. serious ah ennaku enna praxhana nu teriama I feel helpless ... oru message podhum please .. I will be happy knowing ur safe . Unkita love ah confess pannala nu nenaika modhu en ma ennaya vitutu pora?... he had thousands of questions running in his mind.

Soon in the eve his mobile rang with a notification.
He immediately checked hoping it was a email from Vaishu and to his surprise yes it was an email from her .

He began reading with enthusiasm..

Hello Varun !

Eppudi irukeenga ? Enna da ivalavu naal message pannala message ku reply pannala nu pakurinhala .

Ungaluku teriuma neenga oru train la poringa , opposite la innoru kuti kozhandha avunga amma appa kuda  unga train la  travel panranga ! She spreads all her happiness and vibes to you , ivalavu nerama boring ah ponna unga train journey was filled with laughter but destiny ava station vanduchu nu she had to go la ? U can't stop that little kid but you can enjoy the happiness she gave you through the journey

Adhe mari dhan namma rendu peru oda journey ingayoda mudiyudhu ! I have to get down since my station as arrived.  Ivalavu naal ungala oru introvert adhu idhu nu pesunanga but now everyone knows the true you , this is all I wanted . I wanted people to know the real Varun , so inimel nan ungaluku teva pada maten ! With this our journey of togetherness comes to an end . Final ah one thing always remember Never keep things to yourself , eppa lam chance kedaikudho let it out tell it to them , illana u ll regret it  later on ...

Inimel  ungala annoy panna indha torture iruka mata , I won't message you and bug you any after. Stay happy never lose ur smile.

Goodbye Varun

-Vaishu

Reading this email had tears flowing down Varun's cheek . He did not know how to respond to this email .

Varun : Apdi enna unna na tappu pannenu terilaa.. Nee ennaya vitutu po matenu sonna but neeyum poita na enna pannuven ! Kadaisia nee never keep things to urself regret pannuva nu sollra... I should have confessed my feelings to u earlier . Ellam en tappu dhan but I ll give u some time but I m not going to give up on you... he thought with him breaking down even more.

It has almost been 6 months he sleeps with the hope that Vaishu reads his emails and wakes up with the same hope that she ll respond back to her emails but he never gave up on her and his love.

Varun constantly sent her emails everyday not even a  day had passed without sending her emails he did not give up , he rather was determined to get emails from Vaishu . Deep down his heart he still believes that she is reading all his emails.

Varun : Akash nee epavum kepala apdi enna iruku emails la ... Idhu dhan en vaishu ennakaga vitutu pona messages . Idha paducha I feel she is somewhere around me.

Akash kept his hand on his head joining all the doubts and realising the mistake Varun made.

Akash Mv : Seriyana lusu Varun nee , Sanjana and Vaishu rendu perum ore aal dhan nu unnaku puriyala , I m sure Sanjana unkita solla vararudhu ketu irundha indha nelamaila irundhuruka matinga ! Varun nee vera ponna love pannura nu ava nenachuta ... idha eppudi seri panna nu puriyala.

Akash : Seri Varun , kadavul ku terium enna pannanum nu ! Idhu nala dhan Sanjana Bangalore kelambi ponala?

Varun : Ama Sanjana va Sindhu wedding ku apram annaiku Ooty la Madhu kuda pathen . I felt ava innum move on agala seeing her state.

Akash : idhuku na enna solla nu puriyala !

Varun : Ennake puriyala enna dhan nadakudhu , Vaishu en ponna nu . I don't want to break Sanjana more .

Akash Mv : Unnaya solli tappu illa , kadavule indha ellam misunderstanding kum rendu perukum pangu iruku ... pathu set pannunga , they are perfect together....

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