I don't even know what to call this, a rant? A ramble? It's really just my recent thoughts and feelings squished into writing.

First off, I love roleplaying, Ive been roleplaying for practically four years now since I started my account. Over the years Ive grown and changed to become a better role player, more detailed, better character designs, added aesthetics, and other things I can't think of at the moment.

I say that to say, in all honesty, roleplay is tiring. At least for me. I usually use my phone to type and because I do detailed roleplays a reply can take me 15-30minutes. The worst part being that in all that time Im thinking and typing. It's fun to get lost in a story, but I like variety. I like roleplaying with other people and creating new Oc's. Then, I try to find a new roleplay for that new Oc's and then the cycle continues. I truly want to roleplay, but I don't have the motivation to type. It's annoying and I wish there was some sort of technology that allowed you to type your thoughts. It'd so much easier and less stressful.

This isn't an apology, neither is it a notice of any sort of me 'coming back'. I don't think I'll ever come back from the slump Im in but I'm coming to accept that. Role plays will be sporadic, and I'll keep updates every once in a while.

Is it bad to have a mentality of 'I will reply when I feel like it?'. Im not too sure. If I see the person Im roleplaying with stop roleplaying with me and start roleplaying with someone else, I guess, yeah, I'd feel some type of way. It's the sole reason I love role-playing in pms. I'd be ok not knowing the person was rping with someone, rather than it coming up in my feed.

I don't know, those are just my thoughts, have a good one wherever you are! Hope you're all happy and well!