Part Ⅳ
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"Pfft. Did you make it home okay?"
I heard small chatter around me. I cracked open one eye as I heard Todomatsu say:
"Even a heart! Look at this! I didn't even know Ichimatsu could be like this.." He gasped.
My heart skipped three beats probably before I leaped up and snatched my phone from him.
'Dammit! They know about-'
"Ichimatsu-niisan!! Congrats on being in your new relationship!" Jyushimatsu clapped.
I couldn't even respond as my eyes widened to see all of them standing around me. I didn't know what was happening at all before Osomatsu stepped forward.
"H-Hey, sorry about all of this.. We just wanted to know what happened yesterday." He brushed his finger under his nose.
My stomach completely turned over. I guess Osomatsu was less of an airhead than I thought..
"I-It was all his idea!" Choromatsu defended himself, "I didn't want to come and bother you."
I looked at the floor instead, an unwanted pit of anger grew inside me.
"Why do you all even care?! Just leave trash like me alone!" I screamed out before I could stop myself.
They all had hurt in their eyes, even Jyushimatsu.
'Great job, Ichimatsu. You fucking blew it again.'
I felt guilty about everything, but I didn't have it in me to say anything about it.
"Dear brother... Don't feel sad. We're all here for yo-"
I slapped him. Harder than I meant to, but it was too late to apologize now. I ran past all of them, with Jyushimatsu tailing close behind me.
I knew I couldn't outrun him.
He caught me by the arm just as I reached the front door.
"Ichimatsu-niisan! Please..you don't have to run away!" His voice shook.
I knew he was scared, and I was too.
But I couldn't face him.
Or any of them.
Surprisingly, he let go of me. Just before I shut the door I told him:
"Don't worry, okay? I'll be back I promise." I could barely hear myself.
With shaking hands again, I started walking to my lover's house.
Every thud of my shoes drowning me all the way.
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