I FINALLY wake up.i look at the clock at its 2pm.i get dressed in ----> and stay in bed till Bill wakes up.after 5 minutes I feel him stirring

Bill:*hoarse voice*mornin' shon

me:morning liebe.sup?

Bill:the roof

me:clever*sarcastic*

Bill:*laughing silently*today we have to go in Cologne(Germany) for the live shows.Dieter will tell the Top 8 and the public will have to vote for the other 6 candidates.

me:epic.come on.get ready im bored.

Bill:ok ok.

we changes in black jeans,some black converse,a black top with "Satan worships me" ,a spike bracelet and an epic black choker.

we go out,and start to walk,trying not to show attention in any way,cuz we don't want anyone to think we are together because I want to win and other fuckery...

Bill:so...are you nervous about tonight?i mean...you know...is going to be...the first live show...

me:yeah I am kinda but....im gonna get over it,right?so...I saw you talked with the guys and you let me sing what I want.why is that?

Bill:well...not really what you want but...we said that we want to promote you because you write your own songs and that's really cool

me:danke....and  do you know who chose the theme?

Bill:didn't you guess already?i mean...the theme is "Liebe ist..."

me:i just wanted to be sure hehe.wanna hear what im going to sing?

Bill:actually...I want it to be a surprise.wouldnt it we better like that?

me:yep.maybe it is better.when do we go?

Bill:in about....10 minutes!

me:WHAT???

Bill:let's hurry!

we do or luggage quickly,and go home,me with the others and Bill with Tom

*at the show*

it started with Harlem Shake at everything was just EPIC!i haven't laughed like that in soo long!then....they presented the jury!and...Bill and Tom were on the right and Mateo on the left,then Dieter came from the middle like the" Pop-Titan" he is!it was amazing!lots of fireworks and....GOTT I cant even explain!now we are all there and sing "Scream and Shout" it's amazing,I cant stop myself from grinning!i was like Cheshire Cat!

now Dieter announces the Top 8 and the other 2 saved will be said by the um....introducer girl.

DIeter:so,i will say the Top 8:

#1st:Raven Black *I was clapping and grinning like a mad girl*

#2nd:Beatrice Egli *I hugged her.she is my fave*

#3rd:Susan Albers *I hugged her too*

#4th:Ricardo Bieleki

#5th:Tim David Weller

#6th:Simone Mangiapane

#7th:Timo Tiggler

#8th:Maurice Glover

we all go in the right part of the stage and let the other 6stay there.

girl:the first one saved is....Lisa Whoglemuth!

.....too girly for her own good...

girl:and....Sarah Joelle!

I don't know what to say...she was a bitch with me so...WTV I see one of the other girls started to cry...ehh...drama queen...

now we are all 10 in the back stage,chilling till it's our turn to sing

boy:*rambles rambles*now the first candidate is....Raven Black who will sing a song made by her,name "Rebel Love Song"(Black Veil Brides)

I grin,grab my guitar,and go on the stage.no light.i start a little-but-epic guitar solo,that Angus Young would be proud of,then start to sing:

 I cannot hide what's on my mind

I feel it burning deep inside

A passion crime to take what's mine

Let us start living for today

Never gonna' change my mind

We can leave it all behind

Nothin's gonna' stop us

No not this time

So take your hand in mine

It's ours tonight

This is a Rebel Love Song

Hearts will sacrifice

It's do or die

This is a Rebel Love Song

My outlaw eyes have seen their lies

I choke on all they had to say

When worlds collide what's left inside

I hold on tight and hear you pray

Never gonna' change my mind

We can leave it all behind

Nothin's gonna' stop us

No not this time

So take your hand in mine

It's ours tonight

This is a Rebel Love Song

Hearts will sacrifice

It's do or die

This is a Rebel Love Song

Wild and running for one reason

They can't stop us from our freedom

(Wild and running for one reason

They can't stop us from our freedom)

Never gonna' change my mind

We can leave it all behind

Nothin's gonna' stop us

No not this time

So take your hand in mine

It's ours tonight

This is a Rebel Love Song

Hearts will sacrifice

It's do or die

This is a Rebel Love Song

So take your hand in mine

It's ours tonight

This is a Rebel Love Song

Hearts will sacrifice

It's do or die

This is a Rebel Love Song

I finish with the biggest grin EVER!i just LOVE to be on stage!and my fans-that I didn't know I had-screaming,makes me melt inside.i look at everyone there,standing up and clapping,cheering,whistling,while I wave happily

girl:well,it seems like the public loved you!now lets see what the jury has to say.Mateo*all lghts on him*

Mateo:umm..it was really good.t seems like you are an expert.you can win.actually,you are one of my favourites.*smiling like and idiot*

girl:Tom.

Tom:well...you were borned to be a singer or a band member.i cant say anything but..im speechless.

me:*clapping*thanks

girl:Bill

I was looking at him,with sparks in looks,likewise

Bill:you are incredible.like they said,you ARE made for this.you are my favourite candidate.can I ask you what do you feel on stage?

me:well...I don't really know...it's like an adrenaline rush...sugar rush!it's the epicest thing ever.then...there are the fans that..just give you energy to live and...it actually relaxes me and I love it so much I cant describe that feeling

Bill*smiling*exactly what im feeling.

Tom:well...people have different tipes of relaxing.for example Mateo goes to the bathroom,and Bill...he stays on the toilet with a playboy magazine with Sarah on the cover

when I heard that,i bursted into laughter,i think I had some tears.thank got I don't wear make up or else...and poor Bill,rolled his eyes in annoyance and smiled awkwardly

me:thats like the epicest thing ive ever heard

girl:Dieter

Dieter:well...I would buy a ticket at your concert...but I hope you are giving it free for me

me:SURE!

when I finish,i happily run backstage,not forgetting some epic flips.

*at Sarah*

she starts to sing S&M-Rihanna

I was completely shocked!godness...she has long high heels,and a very short dress with some chains in her hands...

it's...scaring me...really...I see Bill is a little shocked too,but doesn't show it,and Tom has a disgusted smile on..ehh...I would have too...Matteo smirks and Dieter is neutral.he doesn't really her...

*who is eliminated*

girl:Beatrice,Raven and Susan,step in front.first who is saved is....RAVEN!!!

I start to jump and clap like a retard,then hug Beatrice and Susan,then go on the right,and I see Bill smiling in delight and Tom smiling at Bill and his cuteness.

girl:girls....you both are......SAVED!

they scream,hug the others,then come at me and hug me VERY tight!

girl:Tim David,Lisa and Sarah.the one who is saved is...TIM DAVID!

he fist pumps,and like the others,hugs everyone,and the girl and boy.

girl:Lisa.....you and Sarah.....will have to wait and step back.Simone,Timo, and Maurice...all of you are....SAVED!

they scream shout etc.

girl:Ricardo,Lisa and Sarah....the saved one is.......RICARDO!!!

you know the deal....

girl:and the one who goes home is.......SARAH!

Sarah:WHAT?IS IMPOSSIBLE!

I rolled my eyes

Sarah:IS HER FAULT!

I laughed in her face.

me:no really now?*laughing*

Sarah:YES!YOU DID SOMETHING!

me:*laughing*how is that every time something goes wrong with you and YOU fail,i am the one who is blamed

Sarah:*fuming and stomping out,while I was laughing like crazy*

girl:well...after this...interesting conversation,i will tell you that the next week's theme is:Let's Party! Good night everybody!

I go out,and wait for Bill and Tom to go home.

me:why hello there.did you enjoy seeing Sarah being a policewoman?*laughing*

Bill:sincerely...that scared me a little...

me:i know that was my exact reaction

Tom:well...I don't know...it was more like..

me:porn?role play?

Tom:yes.exactly.how do you know?

me:let's face it:everyone watched at LEAST once porn or looked on RedTube,right?*smirking*some of us more than the others but..ehh...

Tom:*high-5-ing me*you know me,huh?

me:seems like it

*home*

Im cudldling  with Bill,looking on TUMBLR #dsds on Twitter and Facebook.

me:hey look at this!seems like people are either shipping us,or claim we are together.

Bill:seems like our Aliens have figured out our little secret.should we tell them?

me:i don't know...I mean...I don't want everyone to think that im using you...that would be crushing...

Bill:as long as there is love,there is no death or regrets...

me:you are right...I guess they are going to know anyways...so better tell them now so they wont enter our private world more then needed,right?

Bill:*grabs phone*Smile,liebe! you are beautiful!*takes photo of me and him cuddling,and making stupid faces*and now..on Twitter with you"me and my crazy girlfriend,after a long day*

I laughed,then,i put the photo on the Tokio Hotel FB profile too,and after some I see over 30 comments like:"n'awwww they are so cute together!""They make a really sweet couple!""They are both really talented!""Amazing singing today at #dsds today,Raven!Now I understand that the song was about Bill,right?and Bill decided the theme,right?" to wich I responded from my Twitter profile:"well thank you very much!and yes,i made the song for him like 5-6 days ago,and he decided the theme.i just found out about the theme-thing today,10 minutes before we came back from Caraibe!Thanks for supporting me:)"

but like every person,i already have haters too..."fake!""photoshop!""neah...he deserves a better girlfriend...a sexy and hot one...not...this...""haha good joke!what an excuse of person!""He is using him for fame!Bill open your eyes and see the truth!"

I laughed at all of them,even though I was kinda crushed inside.

me:hey Bill!i already have fans,you know?

Bill:well yes I do.you were the most voted candidate so think.

me:oh..that's right!i knew that!well im kinda tired so...Gute Nacht mein Schatz(sweetheart)

Bill:*kissing me softly*Gute Nacht Engel.süße Träume liebling.

*Bill PoV*

after she slept,i started to delete rude comments.i know she was laughing,but she cant fool me.i know she was kinda crushed by that.i know she very bullied when she at school,and now this...I hope the fangirls wont destroy this relationship too,because I think I would be dead inside this time...