so it's 1:30 pm.i HARDLy woke up...thanks my dear phone alarm....I quickly change in---> and go to see the groupations

*outside*

I wasn't paying attention,till I heard Bill saying my name.i make a step in front and smile

Bill:Raven,you will be in a group with...Laura,Aline,Sarah and Fairuz*they take a step in front* you girls will sing..."Missing-Everything but the girl"

me:really?AGAIN pop?*playful glare from him*fine fine.see ya there.

I go in my room,get a guitar and put my headphones on,trying to make a cover for the song....

*next day*

me:finally done.now I only have to see what part I will sing....

I go to the girls and see what part I have to sing,then go to Bill and see how is he.

me:Hiya!!!!

Bill:oh hey,liebling.how are you?

me:kinda tired.you know....I just stayed the whole night doing the cover for the freaking song....it's...um...interesting.but I don't really like the girls...except Laura.she seems really cool.

Bill:yeah she is.hey wanna stay here tonight?

me:sure.gimme your laptop.i wanna see something.

Bill:here

me:danke.

I look on Skype and see if my Bro is there and...BINGO!

me:HIYA Dahvie!!!!

Dahvie:RAY!HOW ARE YOU?I MISSED YOU,LYL SIS!

me:fuck yea!im as cool as ever!and you?

Dahvie:you know,the usual.making crazy songs.

me:you mean pervy-crazy songs,huh?

Dahvie:if you say so.

me:how is Jayy?

Dahvie:out with his boyfriend,Daniel

me:oohhh ikle little Jayy-Bear found himself a boyfriend.how cute.

Dahvie:yeah.what about you?how your "love life"

me:cool.i have a boyfriend that likes to annoy me to death *start to playfully glare at Bill*cuz he makes me sing POP songs!

Dahvie:woa woaw woaw!first:you have a boyfriend?and second:why?

me:yes,yes I do.and before you protest how you weren't the first one to know,i will tell that I and HIM were the first to know ,then his twin,AND I just found out you have a girlfriend for 5 months!and Second,he is in the jury for DSDS

Dahvie:*blushing*I hate you....and ...is he the one you were with when I came to see you?

me:yep.Bill's his name.*drag Bill near me*say HI!Bill!

Bill:*laughing*Hi!Bill!

Dahvie:*laughing*ok.he's cool.and good luck!i know you wont need it.

Bill:she sure wont need it.

me:ok then.we are going to watch a movie.BYE!

Dahvie:Bye sis!

*convo end*

Bill:so we will watch a movie,without me saying if I want or not?

me:hm....Ja.

I put on "Edward Scrissorhands" and we cuddle together.

*the film is over-6 pm.-

me:*yawning*that was cool.and sad.

Bill:you know...everytime I watched this movie I thought I wont be able to find someone that I truly love...but then,i found you...or more like you found me...and I am really happy that the destiny made us meet.

me:*hugging him*I know.that is what I thought too.and im more then happy to be with you.Ich Liebe Dich.

Bill:und Ich liebe dich auch,mein Liebe.what about we take a nap?im kinda tired

me:im too.

we fall asleep,cuddled together.we wake up at 9 pm.

me:*yawning and stretching*morning at 9pm.

Bill:morning moonlight.wanna take a walk outside?

me:sure.

we go outside,without shoes and walk hand in hand by the shore,with out feet in water.I feel myself being lifted up and I see Bill having me Bridal style

me:Bill...what are you going to do...?

Bill:well...THIS!*and he starts to iin water more and he jumps,us being completely soaked wet now.

me:oh mein gott!im soaked weTand glad that Tom is not here...

Bill*laughing*yeah....*splashes me *

me:*gasp*that means war...SPLASH WAR!

and we start to splash each other laughing like crazy.after that...we look to the skyline and see the moon,big and bright

me:i cant believe I say this but...it's beautiful...

Bill:*taking my hands in his*yeah.it truly is...but not more than you are.*kisses me softly*

after we pull out,we start to giggle...oh gott!i GIGGLED!shit...

me:you are CHANGING me!into a giggling creature!*laughing*

Bill:than you are mein giggling creature.*laughing*now lets go inside,it's kinda cold now

me:i wouldn't say cold,but chilly yes.

Bill:talks the ice girl*

me:*laughing and swimming towards the little cabin*it's not my fault that you are so sensitive at wind and cold!

*inside*

I shook my head like a puppy to take some of the water off

Bill:gott...danke for making my hair wet after I just dried it.here take this towel.

me:it would have been easier if you would have done this the first time

Bill:maybe..maybe not.here take this t-shirt and boxers.i think you don't want to sleep in wet clothes,right?

me:noo Bill.i wanted to see how it is to be a fish,or trying to sleep on a water bed with holes in it.*i take the clothes and go in the bath to change,than go out*be honest.is this or not Tom's t-shirt?

Bill:how would you know?

me:since when do you wear t-shirts that could fit 4 people?

Bill:i wouldn't say 4 but....yeah it's his.so you wont really need actual pants,since mine are kinda tight,so they wont be comfy for sleep,right?

me:sure.now good night.

Bill:gute nacht.

we fall asleep cuddling each other

-1 week later-

I wake up at 8 pm///lets just say I didn't really slept the last 3 days cuz I was helping Bill with some lyrics...and the Monster Energy Drinks are a total wonder.

me:*yawning*hey Bill....it's kinda late...when do we have to go to the singing part?

Bill:*yawnin*at 9 pm...

me+Bill:scheisse!

we quickly get ready-30 mins- and I go to the girls in the same outfit ---> and Sarah hundin(bitch) got in my face yelling and shouting.

me:look.why don't you shut up and do the last practice?

Laura:that would be the best.

we sang ,with me on the guitar too.Aline has the lyrics with her,and...it surprises me that Laura has such a little part of singing with her beautiful voice...eehh wtf not my fault.i have a little part too but then again fuck yeah!

I and Laura were kinda awkward...she was the only one decent dressed,with a knee-length silvery dress and short silvery heels.Sarah came in bikini and a butt-length blue,lowly and see-trough shirt with BIG YELLOW heels,and  TONE of blue make up...*hundin*Aline came shoeless,with a short flowly black dress....yeah....and Fairuz well....she came in a short,tight black dress,with big black heels,and the boobs are kinda...well...visible....and here I come...in rock clothes,with my epic Batman pin and long armor rings on my middle finger,spike belt,black leather boots and a BVB t-shirt.imma genius,huh?i KNOW I am!hehe.

we go infront of the jury, we look like this(photo) with me between Laura and Fairuz.

me:heeyyyy*waving and smiling*

Mateo:*waving and smiling-mocking me*Heeyyy!

me:i appreciate the mocking enthusiasm you have,Mateo.*laughing*I feel the love flowling in the air....oops...sorry,but the wind came,and erased all the love.

the jury laughed,with the other contestants guys,while the girls-except Laura and Beatrice who laughed/smiles aswell-glared at me,while a smirked.

Tom:it seems like you will pay the guitar too,huh?

me:very observant,Tom.you know..i think you and Mateo observed something else too*making an almost unnoticed sign to Sarah,and they smirk*

Tom:yep.that's right.

Mateo:soo Sarah.what are you wearing?

Sarah:*proudly*bikini*

I quickly slaped my hand over my mouth to stop  from laughing,while they smirked

Tom:you know what else I observed?how the others are dressed um...elegant and you are...you.

me:*laughing*did you actually expected me to wear a....dress?you're kidding right?i'd NEVER wear one.i mean...look at me.if im happy like that,then nopony can change me.

Bill:did you just say...'nopony'?

me:yes indeed I have.it's kinda boring when everybody says"nobody" so ii changed it,my pony friend.

again,they laughed.

Dieter:ok...as much as I appreciate this "highly interesting" chitchat about outfits and ponys,could you JUST start to sing?

me:*british accent*I would be delighted*normal accent*ok it's clear that im not a Brit.*and I start to play the guitar.

Aline:

 I step off the train

I'm walking down your street again

And past your door

But you don't live there anymore

Fairuz:

It's years since you've been there

Now you've disappeared somewhere

Like outer space

You've found some better place

And I miss you

Like the deserts miss the rain

Aline

Could you be dead?

You always were two steps ahead

Of everyone

We'd walk behind while you would run

Laura

I look up at your house

And I can almost hear you shout

Down to me

Where I always used to be

And I miss you -

Like the deserts miss the rain

Sarah

Back on the train

I ask why did I come again

Can I confess

I've been hanging around your old address?

-----(Forgotten lyrics)

You're long gone

But I can't move on

Aline:

And I miss you

Like the deserts miss the rain

me:

I step off the train

I'm walking down your street again

And past your door

I guess you don't live there anymore

It's years since you've been there

Now you've disappeared somewhere

Like outer space

You've found some better place

Sarah:

And I miss you

Like the deserts miss the rain

And I miss you

Like the deserts miss the rain

(deserts miss the rain)

Dieter:it was a total catastrophe.

Bill,Tom and Mateo looked at him like he was mad

Dieter:first of all,Sarah,you forgot the lyrics and you were out of tune.Aline...the text...when you are infront of a million of people,you will stay with the paper in your hand?Fairuz...completely out of tune.Laura....you gave us some feeling,but the voice wasn't worked.it was like you didn't even practice once!andfor Raven....as small as her part was,she sang it correctly,and hit every note perfectly

Sarah:it is HER fault that this was this was a disaster!

I looked at her strangely

me:what?you say YOU forgot YOUR lyrics beucase of ME?or because your brain wasn't focused enough to remember some damn words?i did my part in this "game" and I knew how to play it,and I won.you don't like it,say it,but don't blame me that your "controller" broke,ok?

Sarah:if you were at the practices,this wouldn't have been happened

me:ending this totally STUPID arguing,the practice is ONLY so we will enter perfectly on time.the note hitting and the lyrics remembering is your OWN job,not everyone elses.like Dieter said"when you are infront of a million of people what will you do?"well ill tell you this:you will be humiliated if you forgot the lyrics,since your fans see you as a role mole,an idol.just think of it and don't blame me for this,ok?get OVER it.

Sarah:yeah sure.but it's still your fault

me:*close my eyes and mumbling I count to 8 so my hair wont be in fire*ok.ok.whatever you say.just STOP arguing with me.this is became REALLY pathetic.

Mateo:finally someone with some sense.and Sarah,Raven is right.it is not her fault that you forgot the lyrics.you entered perfect,but you sang false.

*it started to rain,and I spinned once*what?i love the rain?

the jury saw that it started to rain and went inside,not before they said that after 2 hours,the elimindations will start,still there.i go inside my room and drank some water,laying on my soft bed,with my eyes closed,so I could erase my mind,and 2 hours passes really fast.

*at the eliminations*

Dieter:well...it seems like we have to elimine some of you...but first of all....the persons whose names  I will say,have to stay in front:Susan....Timo....Ricardo...Piero*they take stay in front* you sang the best so..you will take the dinner in my ville.* I applauded them,since they were really cool with me and I have nothing agaist them,plus,i saw Bill having a spark in his eyes,so I think he will do something.*and now,  Lara,Thomas,Dennis,Fairuz,Sarah,Laura,Aline,Daniel and Tim,step infront.you sang the worst.

Mateo:Lara...we are sorry to tell you this,but you have to go.

Dieter:Tim...you didn't learn the lyrics,you didn't sang the best either,but you are saved.

Bill:Laura...im really sorry to tell you this...I really love your voice and all but...um...you are eliminated.

Dieter:Aline...you forgot you lyrics,you sang like shit today and the other day too...so im sorry.

Mateo:Thomas...well....we are sorry but....you have to go.thank you.

Dieter:Fairuz...even though you didn't sang the best...you are saved.

Mateo:well...Sarah..you forgot your lyrics,argued with other candidates..it's a fight but..you are saved

Dieter:now Dennis and Daniel...we had to choose and...we chose Daniel.We are sorry Denis.Thank you. now the rest of you can go to do whatever you want.

I head to my room,slowly,knowing something HAS to happen.and it does.i feel someone hugging my waist from behind.guessed already?yep.Bill

me:hello to you too,Billy.

Bill:how'd you know?

me:who else?

Bill:i dunno.wanna watch a movie?i have popcorn and Coke.

me:only if it's a horror movie

Bill:The Strangers

me:with Liv Taylor!i didn't get to watch this movie!you are the best*hugging him*

Bill:i already knew that.*picking me bridal style and kissing me gently*are you gonna be a scared chicken?

me:or are YOU gonna cowar in fear and hug me to death?like how it happened back home?

Bill:-_-' no comment

me:you better.

we cuddle together in the bed,watching the movie on the HUGE TV

*after the movie*

me:to hell with this!now im gonna me more paranoic about someone breaking in my house.

Bill:*laughing*now look who's the scared cat!

me:*laughing*YOU!

we hear something outside,on the door.we go and open it,thinking it is Tom.I open the door...dahell?noone?strange.

me:why it is suddenly cold?

Bill:i was gonna ask this.did you open the window?

me:i was in bed.with you.all the time.

we go to the bedroom and...the window is open?dafuq?

me:hm...the window is open...strange...*I close it*

Bill:i didn't open it.whatever.im tired lets sleep*yawning*

me:good idea.

we stay in bed and close our eyes,without noticing the person between us with a white bag on his bag,on which he drew a big smile and 2 eyes.WHAT?i quickly open my eyes the same time with Bill,and we scream.the guy laughs...wait a minut...I know that laugh...

me:TOM YOU MOFO!*snatch the stupid bag*

Tom:*laughing*your faces were PRICELESS!

Bill:i hate you.

Tom:sure you do.

me:any plans here?why are you here?

Tom:to see my wonderful LITTLE twin brother

Bill:or to scare us to death?

Tom:maybe both?but the second one more.

me:really now?cant we sleep????

Tom:sleep,right?suure.i will let you 2 ALONE.NIGHT!

me:good night to you too,insane person.

I stay in bed and cuddle with Bill

me:gute nacht

Bill:Gute Nacht auch,liebe