Why didn't you save me
while you could have?
It's been a while and I can't sleep
Just like then
Why didn't you ask?
Why didn't you care?
About me
about me

I should be over it
It's over
There's no "us" anymore anyway
I didn't hear about you for a certain time

Is it weeks?
months?
years?

We were dead anyway
Our love was broken,
torn apart and died
before we realized it.
Our love was what we longed for
until we gave up and let it go

Why didn't you save me?
I told you I was troubled
I tried to scream but there only came a whisper
I tried to hold you, but there only was dust

I longed for you and I realise
It wasn't only our love I longed for
I longed for a friend not judging me

You were a friend

But now you're just a stranger I don't even talk to

You're a stranger and I lost a friend

I don't love you anymore, but I wished we could like each other. As friends.
As humans.

But I don't know if it's possible
Anymore
Anyway

I can't help it,
just watching it fading away
whispering a word in my head:

Why?