It's kinda odd
It's just weird
For someone not knowing me
To see right through me
See right through
My masks I have on my face

It's weird
For somebody not knowing me
To wish me well
Not a farewell
My fears and worries
Consumed away
Washed

Or is it only a cover
Feeling like
Somebody
Anybody
Cared for me

It's kinda odd
It's just weird
For me being some social butterfly
To find it hard to
Laugh my tears away
Pretending not to feel lonely at all

It's weird
For me to accept those kind gifts
From somebody I don't know
But somehow know
My words - so clumsy
Being cautious
Being caught off guard

When do I recover
Recover from recovery
Searching for somebody
Anybody
To shelter me