((Slight tigger warning))

Saeran was home alone since Roseline was with Saeyoung and (M/N) was shopping for groceries.

Recently when Saeran is alone he noticed his mind started to wonder a lot. Sometimes dirty, sometimes depressing or sometimes just normal thoughts.

Right now it was depressing. He was having flashbacks about his past along with other thoughts about himself and all that.

'I'm not good enough..why does (M/N) love someone as stupid as me.'

He scratched at his wirst since he didn't want to start old habits.

'Stop thinking about that, what would (M/N) do?'

That's when things started to get dirty.

He got turned on at the thought of (M/N)'s soft touches and kisses over all his old scars, telling him it's okay and he still was handsome. They were mostly on his thighs since it would be too noticable on his arms.

He whines a little and stops when he hears the door open. That's when he noticed that he was pretty much almost naked.

"Uh..."

(M/N) just stands there a bit shocked.

"I uh.."

Saeran felt tears build up.

"Hey don't cry it's okay, wait what happened to your thighs?"

"Old habits.."

"....."

(M/N) gets on the bed.

"So what fanaties were you having when I was gone?"

"I uh well it started with depressing thoughts and then it got..."

"I see, why did you do this to your thighs though?"

"It was from a few years ago.."

"Hmm, I have some too actually. Like I said I was in a depressive state and I.."

He takes off his pants and points to a few scars.

"Obviously it's not as much as yours though."

"I uh thought of you kissing my thighs and everything..."

"Oh really now? Is it okay if I do that now then?"

"Yea."

He gets on the bed and grabs one of Saerans's legs.

"We have an hour til Saeyoung brings Roseline back so.."

He starts kissing his scars. Saeran whines.

"Are you okay? I can stop."

"No don't stop..."

"Okay well if you want me to stop at a certain point let me know."

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"Are you okay?'

"Yea, it just hurt a little since I'm, well was a virgin.."

"You and me both."

"You were a virgin?"

"Yea like I said I'm not that interested in sex, but with you it's a bit different, since it's more than just lust and shit."

"Hmm."

(M/N) then attacks Saeran with kisses, making him laugh.

"Stooop that tickles!"

He stops a little bit after.

"Hey, serious question have you felt like doing it again?"

"Somewhat... almost today but I scratched at my wrist.."

"Oh...at least try not to do it again..I know me telling you probably won't stop you but please try."

"Okay."

"Now, I'll start a bath."
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"I dressed her up as Elly and Jumin saw her and didn't want to let her go!"

"Oh geez, I leave her with you and Jumin almost takes her, what's next? Jumin asking me to have her be a mascot for some cat project?"

His phone rings.

"Oh it's Jumin."

"Put him on speaker!"

He answers.

"Hello (M/N), I wanted to discuss some things with you."

"Of course."

"Well I was wondering if I can have permission to have Roseline be a mascot for this new cat project I'm working on?"

Saeyoung was trying not to laugh. As (M/N) just stared blankly at the phone.

"I'll think about that Jumin."

"Alright you must answer by the end of the week."

"I will."

He hangs up and goes to beat Saeyoung with a slipper.

"Ooh harder."

"Nuhu no kinky sayings in front of my daughter."

"Anyways where's Saeran?"

"He's taking a bath."

"I'm out now."

Saeyoung looks at Saeran and smirks.

"Looks like you two had fun."

"Shush."

Saeran takes Roseline.

"Why is she dressed up like a cat?"

"That's my doing, and I might have also gotten her a modeling job from Jumin by accident by doing so."

"Geez, now you look tired let's get you out of this costume and take a nap."

Saeran leaves with the baby.

"He's really good with kids."

"Yea, Roseline and him have this bond now and I'm jealous."

"I bet she's a cutie."

Saeyoung's phone rings.

"Well I gotta go now! See ya later."

Saeyoung leaves making a dramatic exit.

He goes to find Saeran, who was changing Roseline.

"She does look cute as a cat but she doesn't like it."

"I can tell."

He goes up behind Saeran and wraps his arms around him.

"I love yoou."

"I love you too."

Saeran messes up his hair and takes Roseline to her cribs as she instantly feel asleep.

"She was tired tired."

"I don't blame her being with my brother is tiring."

(M/N) chuckles.

"I'm going to tell him that!"

"You wouldn't dare."

"I would."

"Anyways do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure. Seayoung has a big movie collection a lot are foreign films.."

"Huh seems like something he'll do honestly."

"Where are your movies?"

"Under where the TV is."

Saeran nods and looks at the movies. (M/N) got a bright idea and decided to slap his ass.

"What was that for?"

"You have a nice ass."

"Thanks? Anyways how about this one? I watched it at Saeyoung's but he's loud."

"Oh Howl's Moving Castle? Sure."

(M/N) puts the movie in and turns the TV on.

"I'll go make some popcorn."

Saeran nods as he watches trailers for other movies.

"Wait a second no wonder Seayoung wanted me to watch this in the first place, he voices someone in this movie."

"What really?"

"Yea, his name is on here."

"It is and I'm guessing he voices Howl."

"How would you know?"

"Usually they have the main characters voice actors on the cover so it must be Howl, which is this dude."

"Ooh he's hot."

"Wow my feelings are hurt, but yea he's hot."

(M/N) goes and grabs the popcorn and plays the movie.

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"Wow....that movie was...so beautiful..I loved the scenery and everything."

"I have more movies by the same studio."

"Yes let's watch more!"

(M/N) nods.

Saeran ended up falling asleep three movies in.

"It is getting late."

He turns off the TV and picks up Saeran. He walks to their room and places the male on the bed.

"I need to check on Roseline.."

He goes over to her crib and found her fast asleep. He changes her diaper and changes into pajamas before finally plopping himself onto the bed.

He closes his eyes and starts to drift off to sleep.

'I forgot to change the bedsheets.'