Hello everyone! It has been a long year without you but, now I am back! I hope you guys enjoy this chapter after such a long wait! I'm sorry for making you wait in the first place. The issues with my parents has still not been resolved but,I missed you guys too much to be able to be gone for much longer. I came back about 2 months ago but, I needed a mental break before continuing to start writing, gomen.

Im starting my comeback with smut so please enjoy. ;)
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Yuri's POV

Victor and I haven't spoken since this morning and it was worrying me.

'You told me about your past'

It made me nervious around Victor but..... I didn't know what to do. I was at a loss of questions, not knowing if what I said was bad.

We were heading back to Japan to train for the next competition and the deadly silence hung over our heads. Victor hadn't looked at me once since this morning and it was worrying me but I didn't want to ask in fear that I would get the answer I didn't want to hear.

Time Skip

"It feels nice to be back home." I said, stretching and letting out a soft sigh. Victor only made an 'mhm' sound in response.

I didn't look back at him but, my face fell. This was horrible silence...... silence that I didn't want.

As we pulled into the luggage check, Victor's ignorance finally got to me."Speak to me, damnit!" I yelled, causing the bustle of people around us to glare at me but I didn't care.

Victor looked at me in shock, not expecting an outburst. His shocked look soon turned into anger.

"Don't yell at me! You're the one who was drunk last night!" Victor yelled back but then he closed his eyes in an attempt to calm down as they had many people watching.

"Look, we can talk about this when we get back to Minako's house." Victor said, grabbing his bag and storming off, leaving me standing there, thinking about how he was probably lying.
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Inhaling a breath of the scent of Minako's house, a smile played on my lips."I missed you!" I said, going to hug Minako.

Minako's smiled kindly at the two of us before hugging me hard, squeezing the breath out of me. "You did so good!" Minako exclaimed, smiling as she pulled away, looking over at Victor.

"And you did great too." Minako said, walking over to Victor and hugging him.

I watched silently, unable to look Victor in the eyes.

Minako must have felt the tension in the room as she grabbed us both by the waist and pulled us to her hips.

"How about we celebrate?" She said, going and heading for the door.

My eyes widdened in realization."You do remember I can't hold my liquor well, right?" I asked.

She only glanced at me, giving me a look as if she has everything under control.

I didn't trust her for a second.

With Victor and I in an awkward silent treatment, I doubt she had anything under control.
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I fucking hate this.

Empty Sake bottles, I count AT LEAST 5, littered the small table in the secluded room of the bar.Victor's breath reeked of alcohol as he clung to me and Minako was practically passed out, loosilly holding onto the bottle of sake.

I wasn't in much of a better state.

Going for something light, I got red wine but, then, I felt depressed and ordered another and here I am, loud and obnoxious and spilling my feelings out to a drunk Victor.

"I love you sooooooooo much Victor.......... I've idolized you all this time to find that you'd actually want to be my coach........... don't be mad at me anymore, pwease? I don't even know what I did wrong."

It sucked to be drunk.

Victor only wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in close to his excessively warm body(from the alcohol). He buryed his face in the crook of my neck, his body starting to shake.

"Aren't I your boyfriend? Aren't you suppose to trust me more? I fell in love with you these past few months and to find that the only reason you spilled the darkness of your past to me was because you were drunk? That hurts Yuri....... it hurts like hell that you didn't think I love you enough to look past your mistakes as a child and your agony......."

I felt my shoulder getting wet and I already knew it was because Victor was crying.

I was making him cry.

Some tears filled my own eyes and I looked down at Victor. This Victor, the broken one who actually showed his true feelings besides the happiness and an 'every-thing-is-right-in-the-world' attitude, the one who loved me whole heartedly even though we hadn't known each other for long, was here, crying over me. He was crying and spilling his other wise embaressing feelings to me because he trust me, unlike I did him.

I was so scared that Victor would shun and throw me away once he found out about the fire and my brother but, he only seemed to love me more. I should've trusted Victor instead of fearing his judgement, like other people have.

Victor is different though

He's my boyfriend

Tears brimmed my eyes as I wrapped my arms around Victor tightly, not wanting to let go."I'm so sorry....... I should have trusted you more....... I'm so sorry." I whispered, leaning down and kissing his head.

"Get a roommmmmm." Minako slurred while I just face palmed, half glaring at her.

Talking to Victor and cryin a bit had cleared my mind and I felt myself start to sober up."Um..... bill please!" I called to a waitress passing by as I looked down at Victor to find him passed out.

Great

I have to haul his heavy ass to the apartment

Have I mentioned how much I don't trust Minako's judgement when it comes to celebrating with alcohol?
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Letting out a loud sigh, sweat dripped from my body."Damn........ Victor." I panted, finally managing to throw him onto the bed.

"Why the hell are you so heavy!" (You are all dirty minded XD) I cried out, covering my mouth as I found I was cussing again. My mouth seems to run when I'm drunk and since I still haven't fully sobered up, I was cussing left and right.

Victor only groaned and I rolled my eyes, going to take a shower when Victor grabbed my wrist and pulled me down onto the bed, straddling and pinning me down.

My eyes widdened in shock but I was too startled to even blush.

"Kiss me." Victor whispered, my face scrunching up at the smell of Sake.

"No way." I said, turning my face in an attempt to escape the foul smell.

Victor only shrugged, grabbing my wrist and putting them on either side of my head, leaning down and kissing my neck.

"Wait! I'm all sweaty and gross!" I cried out, although I was just mostly embarrassed and heating up but, part of it was me being grossed out at the thought of him kissing me with my sweat.

"I don't care, your sweat is kinda sweet." Victor responded, licking my neck.

I shuttered under him, not knowing if I enjoyed the feeling or if it creeped me out. A hand trailed up my shirt slowly and I shuttered under its touch as Victor continued his assault on my neck.

He went up and kissed me softly, my fingers interlacing with his silver hair and I found myself enjoying the situation more than I expected.

He trailed kisses from my lips to my jaw line then then back to my neck."Victor...... I really am sorry about not telling you about my past. It's just...... it's hard to tell someone you love when you don't want them to-" there was soft shoring emanating from Bictor that interrupted me an I looked down to find Victor fat asleep!

I let out a sigh."Never mind......." I said with a soft smile, wrapping the heavy blankets around us, resting my head in his chest.

'At last I know he loved me whole heartedly.'
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He slammed the headphone down, looking at the computer screen in front of him, feeling respulsed.

"No! He can't win!" He looked towards the screen, showing Victor and Yuri sleep in each other's arms.

"He always wins........" he said softly before a idea popped into his mind. He strode over to a small chess board on the dining room table.

"Maybe....... if....... if I add another variable........" he set another black chess pawn onto the field, surrounding the white king.

He let out a small chuckle, his hand picking up the new pawn."Of course...... he was the variable I was missing to win." He picked up the white knight and looked at it.

"They both were."