He woke up of the loud banging that echoed through the room. He was sure that the door would break if the person most likely his father continued banging on the door.

"Youngjae, If you don't open the fucking door you'll regret it" a loud and raspy voice said outside the room.

"NO, let him be-"

*slap*

"Youngjae, don't open the door. It's safe inside, okay? Go to sleep again" his mother said but it sounded like she was hurt and her voice was groggy.

So Youngjae closed his eyes and held his hands over his ears to block out any sound.

But still he could hear how the slaps continued and his father screaming at his mother.

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It were times like this he wanted someone to hold him, times like this meant when he woke up from another nightmare of his past. Times like this where he wanted his Jaebummie.

But Youngjae sat up and when he saw the skirt that's was hanging on the wardrobe in front of him, it was hard not to slip into headspace. But he knew he couldn't, not now when he was most likely home alone and had to do his homework that he got from the private teacher that he has.

His phone was out of battery because of the hours he spent texting with Jaebummie last night and his lips formed a smile thinking about how they argued if "all the whales in the world had sex, there would be an earthquake or tsunami".

But he frowned again thinking of how Jaebummie loved his little side and not his big side where he tends to overthink and isolate himself.

Jaebummie maybe cared and loved him dearly? Or was Jaebummie just like the others who took advantage of his little side with playtime and too rough punishments?

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Fluff is up next because I want to be loved just like Youngjae is going to be<3

I'm a bit down...but I love you unicornsonrainbows12 and Siandra55 manhi manhi manhi!!❤️