Maybe this is the start of normal sleep
After I burn my lungs so many times
That it gets harder to breathe
Harder to speak
Who thought I'd ever need
Something other than me?
Maybe all these lullabies will finally work
When I don't have all of these promises to keep
I'm better on my own
But love I'm so good at lying
I'm so fucking good at lying
I'm so fucking amazing at lying
It's what I do
It's what puts you to sleep
But keeps me awake
As I wish
Oh fuck as I wish
That I'll wake up a week ago
That I'll wake up months ago
Work through it all again
Learn more than I thought I could
Learn more than I wanted to
Know what it's like
To breathe a different air
To love
To fucking love
For real

Oh these words
Fall so much shorter
I have no stars to aim for
Just to join
Tonight
When I sleep
There are so many fucking stars
In my night sky
I want to be
What I said
We turn into
Where we go
Can we wander
Through the endless
Geometric halls
Cavern walls
Of the night sky
Can I walk
The world
Alone?

No

But can I walk the sky
As an entity?