Already a year without you...

I had created this page especially for her. It was a place where I could come to remember and cry. Today I don't cry anymore but I remember the sorrow I felt a year ago, the tears I shed, then shed again and again. In her memory, and because her fiancé deleted her account removing us from this very special place that kept alive the memory of our friend from wattpad, I republish this page torn from my unpublished book.

To my dear Miyuru (Devdu2000).

Because you believed in me, supported me, advised me and kept me in your thoughts when I didn't believe in myself,

Because you gave me the strength to finish this terrible book,

Because you gave me the strength to be stronger than my dark thoughts,

I dedicate this book to you.

Like Jungkook with Jin, I would have liked so much to be able to not let you go, to keep you by my side... But I had no power to decide anything so I had to, like all your friends, let you go. The only thing I can do now is keep you in my thoughts. You will remain forever in my heart.

https://youtu.be/n0NNZTz1mFs

In this video, I compiled the different covers of my book, the ones I made myself but also the ones you made yourself for me, when I made a little distress call and you were the only one to have answered it.

The French song that I dedicate to you as the final music of this book is a song full of melancholy called Les Mistrals Gagnants.

It's a song that makes me smile and make me cry at the same time, because it speaks of happy memories but also of a past time that will never come back.

However, we will keep this short time spent by your side in our memory, that's for sure.

And all the people who will arrive at the end of this book will also have a thought for you my dear friend.