Chapter 58 : The Chamber of very Dark Secrets (M/TW)
WARNING: Mature and very disturbing / choking content; rape and twisted sexual violence. You can continue the story without reading this chapter you will still be able to understand the rest of the story. This is the last rape chapter in this entire book I promise!
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The author of november 2023 has arrived as a savior and will censor the horror, don't worry!
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"No!" Jungkook protested, trying to get up but falling back screaming when he accidentally leaned on his burnt foot which he grabbed by hand as if to caress it but which he dared not touch as it hurt him so much. "I-I was the one who challenged you today, it's me you must punish, not Jin hyung! Please, you can't..."
It was now his face that was inches from Lee's and he felt Jin's uninjured hand trying to pull him away from the manager but he didn't move.
Lee interrupted Jungkook by letting out annoying noises as if addressing a child:
"Ta ta ta ta ta! Jungkook, do you remember why I made Seokjin stay despite your threats which should have made me refuse to comply with your request?"
Jungkook remembered it all too well:
"To... to better control me..."
"Absolutely," Lee agreed, "and do you think you've been an obedient boy today?"
"No, I wasn't obedient, but I'm sorry! Hyung, you can do whatever you want to me now, you can touch me, I won't defend myself!"
Jin gasped in horror as he realized why Jungkook had hit Lee earlier today. Did Lee try to abuse Jungkook in the bathroom? Until now, he had believed that Lee would spare Jungkook this since he was the one he was giving this kind of treatment to.
But today, Lee was completely out of his mind. The thought of being exposed on the one hand and the realization that Jungkook was no longer afraid of him must have given him a feeling of weakness that he hated. And he wanted to regain control over them.
Rape was Lee's way of mentally controlling them: he wanted to break them down by making them feel like their bodies, no, their whole being, belonged to him and so far, it had worked because he had managed to compel Jin's mind.
Jin fully understood that Jungkook defended himself. Who would willingly accept this? Yet the consequences of this had come back to hit them like a boomerang because unlike other rape victims, they lived with their attacker and could neither denounce nor fight him.
"It's an interesting proposition," Lee said with a smile, "but I prefer that you become aware of your faults by being responsible for the suffering of your precious hyung. Thus, you will learn better that your rebellious behavior has consequences."
Lee brutally grabbed Jin who uttered a cry of surprise when the man put him back on his legs. Behind him, Jin felt in horror the manager's caressing hands on his shoulders and he shivered. They moved slowly up to his throat and made him wince because Lee had almost strangled him that night.
Suddenly, Lee's hand grabbed the collar of his pajama shirt and pushed it aside forcefully until the fabric was ripped. He didn't stop at the collar: he widened the tear until all the buttons popped off. He slid the ragged garment down Jin's arms before dropping it limply to the floor.
Jungkook let out a choked exclamation when he saw the state Jin's bust was in. To the bite scars still present on his collarbones had been added a multitude of other marks, various wounds and bruises more or less recent to which had been added this evening traces of burns and a broken finger.
Lee was amused by the shocked expression of the singers, while Jin tried to hide his bust as best he could. But the manager grabbed both of his arms and forced him to turn around to present Jungkook with his back, which was in even worse shape.
"W-what did you do to him?!" Jungkook cried, because it was worse than everything he had imagined.
"Ah it's true I forgot, you weren't there at our game nights so you don't know but Seokjin likes rough sex and fierce treatment so I try to give it to him when I have time," Lee said.
"No, that's not true-" Jin protested but he was interrupted by pain when pressing down on one of Jin's bruises to make him cry out in pain.
"Don't be shy in front of Jungkook and be like when we were just the two of us."
"Aaah!" Jin screamed in pain.
"No, please, stop it, leave him alone and take me, I'm begging you!" Jungkook pleaded hearing Jin's cries, still on the ground and keeping his foot in his hand to avoid painful contact with the ground.
"I said no!" Lee said, "But I love seeing you beg me. I'm not in the mood to teach a virgin tonight. Seokjin, let's show him how we do it."
He hold Jin from behind by the bruised skin of his waist without restraint squeezing a whine of protest from him which made Jin suddenly remember that Jungkook was watching him with wide eyes.
"J-Jungkook, go away!"
Jin's urgent voice echoed in Jungkook's ears who was petrified. A strong sense of déjà vu invades his mind. He had already left his hyung behind a closed door before, leaving him alone to face the brutality of this man and he had found him broken. Didn't he say he would always stay with Jin? Hadn't Jin asked him to never leave him alone again after Lee's first assault?
"Hyung, I'm not going anywhere, I'm staying with you," he said planting himself solidly on his two knees to show him that he would not leave.
"But, Jung-" Jin protested, not wanting the youngest to see him in this posture when he couldn't do anything to help him and would only feel helpless and disgusted.
"Who said Jungkook could leave anyway?" the manager cut Jin. "Little Jungkook is going to watch everything I'm going to do to his hyung and he'll have to be aware that it's all his fault!!"
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November 2023 A/N : Okay, let's stop here with the story and I'll summarize what happened, it will be less horrible to read. Between the summaries, I will slip a little text to read.
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>> So, Jungkook is forced to stay and watch Lee abuse Jin. Obviously he wants to act and has murderous desires (but Lee he enjoys seeing him like that). I put you some of Jungkook's thoughts:
Jungkook clenched his fists: more than ever he had the sudden urge to beat this man with all his might until he was left for dead.
He had to tell himself it was one pain against another, put up with their manager's monstrosity so he wouldn't have to suffer the public slander the manager promised them if they didn't.
But the more he looked at what the man was doing to Jin, the more he wondered if he hadn't made a mistake in the order of his priorities. Should he throw himself on Lee and stop him at all costs from continuing, then report him and have him arrested? Would Jin accept this idea? Should he really wait for his authorization to save him from this hell unbearable to watch?
But saving him from this hell meant condemning him to another, maybe just as barbaric but coming from even more numerous enemies, so was it really beneficial to do that?
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The scene that unfolded right in front of his helpless eyes shocked him, revolted him, but he could do nothing more than wipe out Jin's suffering tears while this vile and completely insane man blasted his insane and cruel speech!
How could exist such monsters like him, monsters with human faces who walked with impunity among all these innocent people who served them as prey whenever they wanted? He was a wolf who entered the sheepfold that was BTS, but a wolf who presented himself in the guise of a shepherd and who was free to do with them whatever he wanted. Including devouring them at his convenience, while making the rest of the world believe that he was a respectable person...
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In his arms, Jungkook felt Jin burning and the shivers that ran through him made him realize that it wasn't just Lee's action that was causing this body heat : Jin had a fever. He absolutely had to go to the hospital for treatment. But for the moment, it was impossible because everything was linked to the goodwill of his abuser who was also his manager.
The younger singer gave the manager a murderous look. Only the little common sense - or a pure madness? - still prevented him from killing him, but he was ready to give up and let his own madness run free against the man's.
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The horror continues and at one point, Jungkook's reactions, his look and and his emotions lead Lee to a realization that he wants to verify. Thus, in a cruel perverse game in which the reward is to get them to the hospital, he force Jin and Jungkook to kiss. If Jin refuses, he will go after Jungkook.
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Unable to speak, Jin gave Lee his most shocked look, at the same time as Jungkook who, for his part, nothing prevented from speaking did not deprive him of it:
"What?! No, don't make him do this!" he protested.
"Stop lying to yourself boy, I saw your eyes, you're dying to kiss him even if you will say otherwise so as not to give Seokjin a bad image of his sweet maknae. I'm not very surprised, growing up without the right to date girls, going through puberty and becoming an adult in an environment full of handsome guys who took care of you must have had that effect on you. You probably have dark repressed desires since too long for your sweet hyung and they are popping up now."
"You're talking nonsense, I don't have any repressed desire!" Jungkook replied, who, however, was suddenly prisoner of the word of the manager. Was there any truth in his words?
"It's you who is attacking Seokjin in the photo I took in your bedroom, it's not me, ha ha!" Lee laughed, holding Jin tightly against him, because the idole was slipping on his weakened legs, while he was talking to Jungkook. "Seokjin didn't want to but you did it anyway so don't be a hypocrite by making me look like the only aggressor between us. In fact, you are exactly like me!"
Jungkook turned his head away in shame, not daring to look at Jin who had his eyes fixed on him:
"It-it was a mistake, I was upset, we already talk about it toghether and Jin hyung knows I regret it, so don't think I still wanna do this. Jin hyung, you know I don't want to hurt you!"he urgently exclaimed to Jin, desperate and afraid that Jin might consider that he was after all exactly like Lee.
But before Jin could respond, Lee objected:
"Oh boy, are you serious? You don't make that kind of 'mistake' when you're upset, sorry to tell you, little guy. And saying you're sorry doesn't mean that deep down you don't want to taste his lips again. I'm kind enough to give you the chance to."
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>> Even if it seems inconceivable to them at first and Jungkook refuses to do anything without Jin's consent, the latter, wanting to put an end to the nightmare and prevent Lee from attacking Jungkook after him, ends up accepting.
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"Jin hyung..." Jungkook began before realizing the other couldn't answer him. So he formulate his word so that Jin didn't have to respond, only wishing to reassure him, "You don't have to do anything you don't want. Whatever happens to me tonight, you are not responsible."
"I-I will do it," Jin said weakly.
Not to mention his wound which urgently required medical attention, Jin couldn't let Lee win and he couldn't let him lay his hands on Jungkook again when he had the possibility to prevent this. He hadn't endured this for so long to let it happen anyway. He had to protect Jungkook from this man's evil madness.
So, he didn't hesitate very long and grabbed Jungkook's face with both hands, freeing his mouth before gently pulling his own closer.
His trembling and feverish body more and more arched by the pain seemed to have shrunk and he suddenly felt smaller than Jungkook. He had to lift his face up to reach Jungkook's and his plump lips found Jungkook's neck first, then his chin, brushing his soft skin while moving up to his thin lips.
Jungkook shivered as he felt Jin's lips slowly ruffled his skin and the two boys gasped, anxious about what they were about to do.
Finally, their lips came together in a kiss that was initially chaste and shy, like their first one.
"That's not what I taught you Seokjin! You're going to lose the game," Lee mocked.
Jin felt that his body was ready to give in under the manager's hands, but somehow, he managed to contain himself, the effort painting on his sweaty face.
Staring at Jungkook, he gently stroked his face with his hand with curved fingers. That beautiful face he had gazed at every day for several years was so different from Lee's ! That face that had and that he had always looked at with affection.
Only Lee's presence kept that face from giving him its familiar and reassuring bunny smile. How Jin hoped that Lee would instantly disappear in a cloud of smoke and never reappear in front of their eyes ever again, letting them both sink into the tenderness that had always united them, finally rid of fear and pain!
But Lee was here, watching them while abusing him, try to pit them against each other and Jin remembered too well being sickened when Lee forced him to kiss him languidly the first time, pretending to have to teach him how to do it when he sealed his lips in front of him.
However, when Jungkook did the same before Lee's arrival in the room, Jin was simply surprised. He hadn't seen Jungkook as an aggressor because that's not what Jungkook was in his eyes.
And now, when he gazed him closely, he felt apprehension because of what he was about to do but absolutely no revulsion. As much as he hated Lee with all his heart, he loved Jungkook with all his soul, he had to be able to kiss him without a problem, without any fear and shame.
So he parted his lips, gently urging Jungkook to do the same, and then kissed him passionately in a kiss full of love that was no longer chaste.
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Jin tensed while trying to ignore Lee and focused on Jungkook, deepening his kiss even further, letting his tongue intersect with Jungkook's. Soon, the younger took control and ran a gentle hand behind Jin's head to pull him in while the other hand slipped around his bare waist, and hug their bodies more tightly together, putting Lee in difficulty with his movements. The man commented:
"Well, the Golden Maknae is really a fast learner, it wasn't a legend!"
But Jungkook had completely forgotten Lee at that moment. He was mesmerized by Jin's gaze and moans in his mouth and let his mind be intoxicated by the now languid kiss he shared with Jin.
For his part, Jin couldn't forget Lee as the pain he was experiencing kept him from doing it, but he managed to sidestep the pain by focusing on Jungkook and the powerful feeling he was causing in him. It was finally a feeling of love after only experiencing sex with someone who meant him harm. He let that feeling take over him completely.
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>> Jin and Jungkook end up winning Lee's perverted game.
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Jin and Jungkook finally parted to catch their breath and, panting, Jungkook stroked Jin's sweaty face, looking at him fondly and whispering:
"It's okay now hyung, you can stop fighting it."
Relieved, Jin stopped fighting against his own body, his hands slid down Jungkook's back against which he hugged tightly and his head resting on his shoulder, looking for comfort.
The manager who got dressed looked at them, while Jin was curled up in the arms of Jungkook who pressed his trembling body against his and looked at him as if he were the apple of his eye.
"Oh my!" He exclaimed, "It's not only Jungkook : you truly are in love with each other!" The man exhaled loudly before shaking his head with a melodramatic air and stretching his now familiar rictus : "Oh boys, I'm really gonna give you a hard time!"
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A/N : The serie of chapters "The chamber of secrets" is really the worst part of the book for me. But it's over now and I was able to censor a large part of this last chapter.
Please accept my deepest apologies if I shocked you with these chapters.
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