12. Jin's truth.
His evil smirk was nerve wreaking. I had it with this guy. Just look at him smiling like that as if killing is a joke.
He stood up from the coach and came towards me. I stood by the door tensing up my fist in anger. His hand grabbed my wrist and pulled me in, locking the door behind me. His smirk changed into a raged frown. He slammed his hand hard on the door, captivating me in between. He leaned closer to my ear and whispered,
"Do you know what happened to him?"
I just looked at him with arched eye brows. Clenching my teeth hard enough to express my anger. A slight smile appeared on his face and he said,
"I killed him."
My eyes widened as I lift my hand up to cover my mouth. How can he be so ruthless. He freaking killed his little brother. Oh my God, his a monster. He doesn't even spare children. How can he be so heartless?!
He removed his hands and trudged towards his coach and threw his weight. He laid there like a slacking sloth. No one can see his true face behind all the masks.
"You know before you, I only loved one woman in my life, my mother."
" She loved and adored me as if I was the only thing that matter to her. Her world revolved around me." He chuckled and continued, " yeah I like attention."
I had a neutral face as I was still trying to comprehend the reality of the situation.
"But then he came, that little bastard. He took my mum away from me. It felt like she had completely forgotten me. As if I didn't matter to her anymore."
"I loved her the most in the world and that little twit thought he could steal her from me. No, never!" He yelled the last part and jumped off the coach. He started walking around breathing heavily and angrily. He stood in front of me and uttered the truth.
"That's why I killed him. I stabbed his chest with my most favourite dagger and blood splattered everywhere. It was my first time killing someone, I was so happy." He said and laughed hysterically. Then he innocently said
"But I couldn't let others see my work of art, my potential. So I just lit the house in fire. It was Amazing. I celebrated with toasted marshmallows. Why let a huge bonfire go to waste?"
I looked at him in disbelief. Just how much psycho is he? On a scale of 1 to 10, it's probably infinity.
"But then mom dad came. And when she heard Jimin was inside, she left me and went to save Jimin. I grabbed on to her feet to stop her but she kicked me away and ran to him." He said as a tear dripped down his face.
"She didn't even notice the toasted marshmallow, her favourite. She just went in there, leaving me all alone." He said while whimpering.
"I just wanted her all to myself and I did everything I could to do that but I ended up losing her forever." He said while wiping his tears
I gathered up my courage and asked "What happened to your dad?"
He looked up with teary eyes and uttered, " Dad went in there to save her. But They all died in there, in here, in this house."
"This house?!" I exclaimed.
"Yeah I renovated it. Except the room upstairs, there's a lot of memories in there."
"Farhin?" He said leaning in. I just looked at him a bit exhausted.
"Do you love me?" He asked, lifting my chin up gently to make eye contact. His eyes as blue as the ocean were crying, crying in his solitude.
"I did... But not anymore." I said moving his hand away.
He cried vigorously, wiping each drop off. He stepped back from me in disbelief. But then a sudden chuckle left his mouth.
"You know what's funny? My mom always told me she loved me but I didn't believe her. And now you clearly stated that you don't love me but I don't believe you."
"How can you possibly think that I would still love you after seeing all this?!" I ranted.
"I don't know, may be because you didn't leave me after all the chances you got."
"What chances?"
"I didn't really locked you in. I never told you to not leave this house... You think you're in a cage but the door to it is open. But you never left me behind. If that doesn't show that you love me then what does?"
"Oh shut up Jin. Don't play these mind games with me anymore. I'm sick and tired of it." I yelled losing control.
"What do you mean you didn't keep me " LOCKED UP" huh? How can I leave when I'm stuck with a vicious psycho killer huh? You think you didn't lock me up, then guess what, you mentally chained me to the wall like a bear!" I shouted.
He looked at me shocked and then went back to his seat. He said, "I'm glad my girlfriend is smart."
"I'm not you're GIRLFRIEND!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
I got feel the anger building up in his face. He yelled, "Didn't you say you will love me forever? But what now huh? Why have you changed so much?"
"I CHANGED??? YOU CHANGED!"
"No I didn't. I am Still the same me. You are the only one that I love and the only thing that matters to me. I will never hurt you."
"Jin are you crazy? How can I believe you anymore? You killed you're freaking brother, you let you're parents die in the fire, YOU ARE A MONSTER! No one else has hurt me as much as you did."
"No I'm not a monster. I'm not a monster. I'M NOT A MONSTER." Jin shouted and started throwing things here and there. He threw the vase off the table, breaking it into pieces. He grabbed a big piece and started scratching his arm with it.
I ran to him and pulled his arm away from the sharp glass, which was already dripping with blood. He resisted a lot, he aimed to cut his wrist. I was so scared, he's gonna kill himself. No I can't let that happen.
I grabbed his hand hard and yanked the piece away. His arm soaked in blood and his eyes soaked with tears. It made me feel so bad, it was like my love for him was reviving. I couldn't see him like this.
A tear left my eye and I couldn't control myself anymore. I pulled Jin into a hug and he hugged me tighter, sobbing and caressing my head.
"Jin please don't hurt yourself. Please Don't."
"But Farhin, I can't bear it. I need punishment for hurting you. I deserve to die."
"If you hurt yourself, it's only gonna hurt me more." I said looking into his glowing eyes.
"Farhin, I promise I will never hurt you. I will do everything and anything for you."
"I just want you to be cured. Will you do as I say?"
"Yes. Yes I will. "
"Promise me you'll never kill or hurt anyone again."
"I promise." He said with passionate eyes. It felt like he meant it this time. But I mean it, I'll try my best to make him normal.
I dressed Jin's wounds while he just stared it me. "Don't look at me like that?"
"I can't help it." He said and leaned a bit closer.
"I love you." He said and pecked my cheek. I was shocked and my face was flushed into a tint red colour.
"It's done. Take some rest. We have a long day tomorrow." I said as stood up to leave but was quickly held back by a pair of hands against my waist.
"Don't go. Sleep with me." He said making puppy dog eyes while I looked at him as if he just asked me eat cockroach curry.
"Don't worry. I'm just a psycho not a pervert." He said and laughed. That sarcasm though lol.
"I ain't sleeping with you bye." I said wiggling out my tongue and ran out of the room like a four year old playing tag. I heard him chuckle as I left the room.
I came to my room and laid on the bed tired. I don't know if I did the right thing but my heart tells me to give him another chance. I hope he doesn't break my trust.
But do you love him? I don't know yet. All I know that I care about him a lot and I can't see him go to the path of destruction. My thoughts came to an end when I fell asleep. Tomorrows going to be a long day. I'll take him to my childhood friend Taehyung, he's the best psychologist I know.
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