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Georgia's POV
It was as if my heart had been stepped on a thousand times, I put my trust in him and I thanked him for being there and he goes and sleeps with someone else. I was tempted to ask James to get me back to Yorkshire... to ask him to let me go and stay at his home there since my residency there was always there. I could get deported for living how I'm living. That's what I wanted. I wanted to go back to England and stay there. America had given me nothing but false hope, and a broken heart.
"Georgia." James said to me as we walked to the tour grounds once more and we sat down at one of the picnic tables right next to Riff Raff's set. In which he had just left stage. "You gotta understand that he is drunk he doesn't know what he's doing."
"Would you do that to your girlfriend or, friend who you care about?" I asked wiping my eyes. I felt as if someone was tearing my chest open and stabbing my heart violently with a sharp tool of some sort.
"We are rockstars, it comes along with us." He said
"HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF SOMEONE DID THAT TO YOU?!" I yelled at him
"It wouldn't be okay." He said to me "I know it hurts but it happens. If you truly love him just look past what he did. He is drunk. He does this when he's drunk and when Ben and Sam get girls to come over he just rolls with whatever they have going on. Cam and I act on it sometimes but I can't do it every night like I used to. We all have girls at home and Denis' girl- you are here with us and its just visible to see what he does. Your aware of it now and maybe you can talk it out when we all get sober. "
"I don't know." I said
"About what?" He rubbed my back
"I just don't know anymore." I stared at the engraved wood on the table. Lovers initials engraved here and there. Lyrics from songs of different genres. Love was making me nuts and making me sick to my stomach.
"I want to go home." I said
"L.A.?"
"No, Yorkshire. I want to just live there and do my thing."
"When the tours over with how about I take you to my home there?"
"I would love that but I just can't look at D.." I cried and James pulled me into his chest
"I can talk to him if you want."
"Where am I sleeping tonight?" I asked "I can't even look at him."
"You can sleep in the roadies bus but Brandon might bully you."
"You know what. Nothing else could make this day worse." I nodded to him "I will stay there I'm sure Mandy and Willie won't let him bother me too much."
James nodded to me as he turned his head away from me.
James' POV
She had no clue that Mandy was the one who gave Denis a fucking hand job and he kissed her several times. Mandy was on friendly terms with Georgia.. little did poor Georgia know Mandy has been the bands groupie for years. She had a long fling with Danny for awhile. He left she became a part of the merch group but she regularly sleeps with Ben and Sam. She lied and I was going to fire her.
"James. Can you walk with me to the roadie bus?"
"Sure." I helped her up from the table and held her hand until we got to the roadies' bus which was right next to ours.
"I'll just be here." I unlocked the door and escorted her inside waving to Willie who was at the table with Kenny and Brandon.
I left her in there and wondered where Mandy was.
I went into the tour bus and Ben was on the couch drinking more beer with Sam.
"Where's Denis?" I asked
"Back room."
"Okay." I said nodding to the guys. I walked all the way trying not to wake Cameron sleeping.
I didn't even bother knocking as I grew even more angrier with him. New singer or not I was pissed... Georgia for the past few weeks she's been with us has became my best friend I cared too much for her.
"James look..." I cut him off
"She wants to go home." I said looking at him sitting on Ben's bunk
"With her brother?"
"No Yorkshire. She's broken. She won't stop crying her eyes out and it's driving me nuts. Do you have any remorse for what you did to her?" I asked him
"I feel awful James." He said "I can't even look at myself."
"With Mandy?!" I yelled
"I'm too drunk for this."
"Too drunk my fucking ass. You suck." I spat at him. Until he lifted his head and looked at me. His pale face was flushed and there were tears running down his face. "I..." Don't you fucking dare wrap your arm around him and coddle him. he hurt Georgia..
I wrapped my arm around him. "We all make drunk mistakes. It's just that you have fucked up worse than any of us have because your girl is on tour with us. "
"She's never going to forgive me for this. "
"She might." I said "I have faith in her. But you have to talk to her."
"Where is she?"
"She's in the roadie bus for now."
"Mandy, she's in there now and what..- fuck." He said
"Maybe we can talk about this tomorrow." I suggested
"No, there's no promise for tomorrow." Denis' was going all emotional on me and I needed to let him do what he had to do even if Georgia was to beat him up or even worse.... Mandy. I knew Georgia's temper and she had no remorse for anything she said about people.
"Why don't you just go talk to her now?" I asked
"I'll go." He said "I'll go." I looked at him and his eyes were closed. The fucking kid fell asleep. I let go of him and left him to sleep he needed it. I honestly couldn't feel any worse then I did now. Georgia was probably hanging with Mandy when she was the one who screwed them up. Denis didn't ask for this... In fact its my fault I left with her in the first place. Denis wouldn't have done those things with her, he would have been with Georgia like he's suppose to have been they were mean't for each other and fame was destroying them. If Ben's marriage has held up I'm sure they can make it through this...
Georgia's POV
I couldn't stop crying even with Willie telling me stupid stories about her getting drunk and almost dying every time. Mandy was laughing frequently but for some reason she wasn't comforting to me at all. Kenny had made me lemonade and Brandon had even apologized for our row we had earlier. The one who didn't comfort me was Mandy all she did was glance at me and smile at me her cheeks quivered everytime I watched her. I wasn't stupid and I was not blind something was wrong with Mandy herself and that's why she wasn't speaking.
"Georgia." Willie snapped her fingers "Look!" She pointed at another lemonade
"This isn't helping me." I said getting up from the table I needed to talk to someone other than these people. I left their bus and went to sit by Askings.
"Hey." Willie said following me.
"Leave me alone." I said
"You can't do this Georgia." She said "I know what he did to you was wrong but you cannot just blow us off were just trying to help."
"You don't get it none of you do so what's the point?" I asked her. She didn't know what to say she just stared at me
"I can't do anything about what he did but the one thing I can do is track down the bitch who got him to do this."
"That's a terrible idea." I threw my head in my hands. I wanted James to talk to and for him to tell me about his life and Yorkshire. I didn't want Willie shoving pointless plans down my throat.
"I'm going to bed inside." I ignored whatever she was saying to me and opened the tour bus door. Ben was asleep and I checked for any of the guys.
Everyone was sleeping and my bunk was perfectly empty calling my name. I climbed up to my bunk and shut the curtain as tight as it would go. I checked my phone and did the one thing I told myself I would never do. I called George.
"Hello?" My brother's voice rung from my phones speaker
"Hi George its Georgia." I said
"Georgia. I'm home where have you been?" he sounded calm, and... sober. I didn't know if I should tell him I was on tour but I did it anyway. He wouldn't tell me to come home.
"I am on tour with my favorite band."
"Living that dream of yours. I knew you weren't with a friend. You don't have any."
"That is so true." I said
"Still have that accent."
"Always."
"I figure your not coming back are you?" I was surprised he even asked
"No. I am not. Once the tour is over I'm going back to Yorkshire with my friend James."
"James, that's a british name."
"Yeah they all are besides this one.." I was about to cry again
"I know your band." He said
"Yeah." I wiped my eyes as tears were falling out of them
"I want you to go back to England."
"That's my plan. I am glad your on board with that."
"I also want you to not contact me again. Scratch me from your memory. Forget I even existed."
"George I can't do that your my only family left."
"This is my goodbye to you. Nicole passed yesterday and I couldn't bring myself to touch a bottle of whiskey. I shouldn't have let her drive on slick wet roads alone. All of those years she took care of me, I didn't take care of her and you saw what happened."
"Your just troubled it will pass just-" I was crying even more now. I never have had a conversation like this before with him. "Don't leave me all alone George. Mother and father are gone and your all that's left in the family."
"I'm not ending my life." He said plainly "I'm going to the military and I'm spending my time left here there. I need to give myself to this country and just fight for it."
"Do what you think is right."
"I won't contact you. So whatever you have to say to me please say it now or forever keep it with you."
"I hate you." I said tears dropping on my legs. "I hate you, mother, and father for leaving me alone. You never cared for me. Let Nicole do everything for me. You never even bothered to call me when our parents... the people who birthed us weren't doing their job. I was alone for 2 years. 2 years without anyone. I begged for food on the streets. I was even picked up a few times by policemen who fed me left over prison food at the station."
"I am so sorry." He said "I needed to hear you say those words."
"I hope you get what your looking for because I won't ever answer if you change your mind."
"Please forget all about me Georgia Anabel Francis." And after those words I heard the beep of the phone. That was it. I was all alone, no more Francis family because everyone else was gone from me. I got up from my bunk and I showered quickly and went back to bed.
Tomorrow I would fix everything. It didn't matter if what Denis did was wrong I loved him.
HEY GUYS! I'm not entirely sure but I think this is the third update of the day... I cannot stop writing this book and I know update after update isn't the greatest or whatever but I just love writing this and providing you lovely readers with my thoughts and my creations. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed this part...who knows I could have another written even sooner- <3 Mickey
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