The show was over, I was caked in alcohol, spit, and sweat. Willy and I had walked back to the tent to sell more merch to fans who were exhausted. I didn't really say much to the fans as they were usually friendly to Willy and Kenny. All I did was re stock with Mandy.

"Denis are you are adorable." She said

"Thanks." I said folding a tank top

"No I'm serious like when we were setting up the tent earlier I saw him give you that."

"Thanks Mandy."

"A part of me wishes I could have Kenny."

My expression of grateful turned to concerned in less than 5 seconds. "You like him?" I asked looking at the small man/boy hugging on Willie.

"Yeah I do. He's always with Willie though even when we go to our bus at night they share a bunk it's not easy for me to just sit and watch."

I just met these people and to learn that this was what I would be doing all tour, I had to help Mandy this was awful.

"Why don't you just ignore them?"

"Because I can't just ignore them I work with them and I love them."

I shushed her because less and less fans were showing up and Willie began to pack up boxes.

"Hey just-" I had to think of something to say " why don't you find another guy? I'm sure one of the other roadies or tech guys are great."

She shook her head and bit her lip ring. "I slept with Danny when he was in the band."

"Oh" I said

"I got to know him really well, and we slept together frequently. I wasn't his girlfriend but I was something to him and when he left the band he hurt Ben so much and now Denis is here and your here."

"So what does this have to do with Kenny?"

"Kenny knows my past with Danny. It isn't a good thing he knows."

"Mandy I can't help that. Just tell me what I can do to help you not be so bummed about this situation."

"Nothing you cannot help me." She slammed her head onto the box in front of her

"Mandy chill out." Kenny said throwing a box to Brandon who just came to join us.

"James is looking for you Georgia." He said

"Okay. Have a good night guys I'll see you tomorrow wherever we end up." they laughed and I flipped Brandon off.

"FUCK YOU, BRITISH CUNT!"

"BLOODY FAGGOT." I yelled and ran into something. Ah shit.

"Everything okay?" I looked up to Craig Mabbitt of Escape the Fate

"Eh, I suppose fucking roadie." I said

"Your with Asking I'm guessing?" He said

"Of course how did you guess?" I laughed

"That accent, and the merch table."

"Stalker much?"

"No I came to my merch table which is right here."

"I saw that. Can I buy something from you Mabbitt?"

"Sure..."

"Georgia."

"Ah, pretty name. It's Russian?"

"I don't think so I'm from Yorkshire."

"Same as James Cassells?"

"Yeah, he's pretty cool I love the guys."

"So your not just their merch girl?"

"No." I said

"Didn't think so."

I picked up an Escape the Fate hoodie and he gave it to me for free

"No charge for you ." He smiled

"Thanks."

"Stay strong Georgia." I walked away from Craig and tried to find James. They weren't back stage or on stage. Last time I walked around alone I almost go hurt by Adam. There's no way he would have tracked you down here.. I popped my knuckles and walked towards the bus lot. CC from Black Veil Brides waved at me. I smiled.

"Their in their bus!" He yelled to me

"Thank you."

I rushed to the bus and opened the door. James and Ben were laying on each other while Sam, Denis, and Cameron were playing a card game.

"HEY!! I was worried about you." Ben said "Come lay down with us love."

"Your mad Ben." I walked over to the table and Denis smiled at me

"Hello." He said placing a card down making Cameron grunt

"Can we talk?" James asked pushing Ben onto the floor.

"Sure." I nodded.

"OWWW!" Ben moaned

"Sexual." Sam said "That's hot Ben."

"You. Me. In my bed tonight go that?" He mumbled in the carpet

"Okay baby." Sam laughed

"So gay." James said

"You were just laying on him!" Denis said

"No one does that with just a friend." Cameron said

I glanced at Denis.

"Alright we shall be back." James said opening the bus door. I waved to the guys and followed James.

"So what made you want to leave the guys?" I asked

"I want to hang out with you." He said "Let's go watch a set."

James and I walked to the food truck next to an empty stage and ordered us two vanilla ice cream cones and we walked over to Juliet Simms set.

"Nothing to rough since you still stink from our set." He laughed

"Ah, James. Now you guys put on one hell of a show."

"We flew to close to the sun, so close I thought it was heaven.." Juliet sang in the microphone

"Seemed like a good set to relax at right?" He asked me

"Yeah." I licked my ice cream cone and watched Juliet on stage.

"This song reminds me of Denis." I said

"Fuck you Georgia." James laughed "It's like kindergarten."

I giggled and laid my head on James shoulder as we sat on the lawn far from the stage.

"How was working with the merch kids?"

"They aren't kids." I said

"No you are though. "

"Might as well say I'm not."

"No way near a child. You act 30."

"All of you act near 5." I said

"Such a bitch." He whined

"Don't be like Brandon!" I said

"Brandon hates you, it's really funny because when you left to work at the merch table he like complained to everyone about you and he even told us that we were crazy for putting up with you."

"You don't have to keep me you know"

"We need you. Like any band needs an assistant and what not your like a friend we needed the missing link to us because not even our tour manager will help us when were drinking our fucking asses off."

The show eventually ended and James and I headed back to the tour bus before he stopped me before opening the door.

"They got girls in there." He smirked

As soon as he said that my mind went straight to Denis.

"So I can't go in?" I asked

"Just stay out here for a second." He unlocked the door and I heard noises and screaming of all sorts. DENIS DENIS DENIS DENIS. My mind went from all different thoughts. The girls, having sex, threesomes even. I cringed I wouldn't care if I didn't love Denis... LOVE DENIS? HOW CAN YOU EVEN SAY THAT?! Get out of this situation stop thinking about the fucking guy and go. Run. Run Free. Listen to Nicole. RUN FREE. He's cheating he's with someone else. Someone probably even older than him. Someone legal someone who can drink. Someone somewhere who pleases him in ways I can never learn to do that.

I sat in the dirt outside of the tour bus and I waited... I waited...

45 minutes later

Denis' POV

When James opened the door of the bus he told Georgia to come inside. Was she really outside the entire time? I felt so bad... I did something I shouldn't have. I didn't have sex with anyone but I guess second base counts for something... It was just a kiss and a rub here and there. Her face was red just like the other night when her friend was hospitalized. I fucked up big time and we haven't even kissed yet. I didn't get to kiss her... I drank way to much after the concert... I even used a funnel a fucking funnel.

"Georgia." I said and she shook her head putting her small hands to her hair and began pulling at her hair in anger.

"YOU FUCKING BASTARD." she yelled at me picking up the closest thing to her which was... a large newspaper she ran over to me and began hitting me all over. I felt like a dog. I deserved this as I had just broken this girl's heart. The girl who I had just kissed before Georgia came in, came from the back of the bus gathering her stuff and Georgia began to cry so much that James picked her up and left the bus.

"Don't tell me she saw." Mandy said to me as I threw my head in my hands. What the fuck did I just do?

"Love you boys." She winked at all of us and walked out of the bus.

"DENIS!" Ben came out of the backroom with the red haired girl which had came from Sam's bunk earlier.

"Dude, you fucked up big time." Cameron said from his bunk completely hungover. He hadn't done anything with the girls as Sam, Ben, and I did. James came in to stop it all. Georgia was probably crying her eyes out all thanks to my drunken mistake.

That's how I am ending this one.. I hated writing this.. love you all-<3 mickey