Georgia's POV

James and Cameron were pissed at me, I tried to not think to much about it because this whole situation was pointless. We were on tour.. Denis and I were supposed to be together but it won't be all the time. I can't not talk to Mike.. it would be rude and he would leave the merch crew. 

"Hannah." I heard Brandon say. Okay.. I could just go help them and ignore this whole situation. 
I gladly helped Hannah carry 10 boxes of different merch items and Mike came over to open the boxes. 

"Tomorrow is the kick off show." Brandon said 

"I bet it's going to be so fucking great!" Hannah said "They kill it everytime." 

"Denis is warming up right now. His screams are fucking sick." Mike said 

"They are going to own that stage.. but Bring Me is on tour with them this time so maybe they may or may not win over the crowd." Hannah and Mike began folding clothes and I hung up a few t-shirts on the back wall on the clothes line. 

"FUCKKKKK!" Ben yelled running through the the back stage running onto the front part screaming several different cuss words. 

"Ben what happened?" I asked. I glanced at Hannah, Mike, and Brandon who were all surprised and sort of freaked out by Ben's crazy behavior. 

"FUCKING! BITCH!" He yelled 

"Me?" I feel my mouth open wide 

"No." I looked at Hannah 

"Why don't you go help him.." She said softly

"Thanks." I say running off stage following Ben out front of the venue.

"What's going on Ben?" I asked

"She's back.." 

"Who? Who's back?" I wrapped my arm around Ben as we sat on the cold steps in front of the grim venue. 

"Mandy." He groaned as he hugged me tightly 

"You can't be serious." I said 

"She is.. she's back stage talking to Denis and Sam right now."

"Why didn't you tell her to leave."

"She never listens. This is her first come back in months and I can't stop her from coming around us because she isn't a threat to any of us physically."

"Ben. She nearly beat the living shit out of me." 

"That was 2 years ago." Ben let go of me and sighed "If you want to tell her to leave I won't stop you."

"You know what to do if it gets physical." I gave him a serious look 

"I know." I got up from the steps and open the venue door to Matt Nicholls, and James arguing over drum brands sitting at the top of the auditorium. 

"GEORGIA!" James waved "This is Matt Nicholls. The drummer of Bring Me The Horizon."

"HELLO!" I yell waving 

"HI!" He yelled back before I walk back stage looking at Hannah and Mike who were still talking to Brandon. I scan the room seeing Oliver Sykes and Lee Malia talking with Cameron and before I knew it I saw Denis and Mandy talking. Sam caught my eye before sighing.

"Denis." I said catching his gaze

"Georgia, how are you?" He asked 

"Good.. great actually." Denis quickly brushed Mandy's hand off his knee and went over to hug me "She's here to apologize." He said to me 

"She's not aloud here." I said sternly. Sam got up from the crate and grabbed Denis from my hand 

"Don't do anything stupid." Sam said to me dragging Denis away from Mandy and I. 

"So you are finally settled with them then?" She asked me. Her appearance wasn't much difference except for her makeup. She wasn't wearing any and her hair was in a messy bun. 

"I'm happy here." I said 

"I haven't seen them in awhile so I thought I would just show up here. It's nice to see you Georgia. You've lost your sex appeal haven't you?"

"Shut up." I growl under my breath

"I know we will never be on a good page but I need you to know that I'm here for a reason." She nodded. 

"What..." I groan loudly "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU EVEN HERE!" I yell catching Oliver and Lee's attention 

"Are you okay?" Lee asked 

"For now." I say turning back to Mandy 

"WHY THE HELL-" I pause from yelling "Why are you here?" I asked

"It's about Denis." She said in a normal voice..

"What about him?"

"Well, I'm sure no one told you this." She paused "Denis and I slept together for weeks when you weren't here."

"I know about this." I said "He told me."

"That's great because.. I found out recently that you to were getting married soon or whatever and I needed to just clear the air because I've thought about what I did to you 2 years ago and how I kept pushing Denis to just sleep with me and once that happened I realized how bad of a person I am."

"I don't think you should apologize to me." I said "I don't want it. I hate apologies." 

"I mean it though. Georgia I really am sorry."

"Why? Why do you think sorry will clear the hatred between us? The shit you put me through. You gave my drunk boyfriend a hand job when he clearly said no. You slept with him knowing he loves me.. You cannot say sorry to me because it doesn't fix anything. I will never. NEVER forgive you for doing what you did to him. I accept your apology for hurting me. But no one. And when I say NO ONE I mean NO ONE has the right to touch him when he says no. He means it."

"Georgia. When you two weren't together Denis and I had a mutual agreement. He was okay with sleeping with me. I promise he didn't say no when you weren't with him."

"I don't believe you. Anything you say is a lie. You don't mean what you say. Your just as bad as my mother. You lie and lie and lie and once you get what you want you don't care and this apology you are giving me is total bullshit and you know it." I slammed my feet off the wall and spit on the ground in front of her "You are a waste of human space. How dare you show up thinking I would forgive you." I walk away from her passing Oliver and Lee once again and I catch Mike and Hannah looking at me.

"Georgia." I heard Denis say my name "Georgia." I walked quicker away from him making my way to the front of the venue. I kept walking and I walked even more away from the venue finding myself in the middle of Toronto.. It began to snow and I shivered in Denis' flannel. I sat down on the side of the road and began to cry. I couldn't believe she showed up again and tried to apologize. She didn't mean it. And what the hell am I thinking looking at Mike? I AM IN FUCKING LOVE WITH DENIS! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? 

"why?" I ask myself out loud "why me? WHY THE HELL DO THINGS KEEP COMING UP?" I yell 

"GEORGIA!" Denis yelled catching mu attention. I felt hot tears streaming down my cheeks "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" He yelled.. .Denis never and I mean never yelled at me like this.. he never yelled at anyone

"She's.. she keeps coming back. I can't-" I let out a cry as he kneels down in front of me 

"Slowly talk to me." He said softly grasping my hand in his 

"She told me she was sorry. I hate apo-" He interrupted me 

"Apologies. I know you do." 

"I can't look at her without thinking of the things you two did when I was in Ukraine." 

"It didn't mean anything to me."

"Then why would you even do it?" I asked

"This is stupid. Georgia if she didn't show up you wouldn't be thinking about this. Stop thinking about this because it's only going to hurt you more than you already are."

"I am not the one hurting myself. You are killing me Denis."

"What?" He looked at me. I sniffled

"You are what's killing me."I said. Denis' looked hurt as I said this to him 

"What? No how? How can I fix that?" he looked so broken in front of me.

Denis' POV

I watched Georgia cry silently before answering my question. What the hell was going on with her.. I can't fix her because she was slowly killing herself.. 

"What's killing me Denis" She paused.. "Is that I'm killing you." Typical Georgia to use lyrics to express how she feels. 

"You are not killing me." I shook my head "You are not killing me Georgia. You are slowly killing yourself. You let these past events drag you into an abyss. One sentence that negates you sticks in your head like putty and you slowly let it eat away at you. You are killing yourself. I can't help you if you won't allow me to get into your head and try to fix you."

"Would you try and fix me?" She was now using my own lyrics to help her say what needed to be said. 

"I would." I nod "Every breath you take Georgia. You are slowly killing yourself." She falls into my arms as I say this.. "Just try to talk to me when things get this bad.."

"I was tempted to cheat on you." I hear her say into my jacket.. 

"What did you just say?" I ask 

"Mike.. I kept talking with him and I just- he's tempting me."

I was angry at Mike now.. but I was sort of relieved that she told me this straight away. Georgia and I had a strange relationship that not even Ben could figure out and the fact that she told me she thought about cheating was darkening but it was also a light for me to be around her a little more. "Why don't you stay with us while we practice? These next few shows won't be too big and the shows won't be too long just stay near me okay?"

"Okay." She said hugging me "Я люблю тебе."

"Я теж тебе люблю my Georgia." I said as I grabbed her head gently kissing her

"It's freezing." She said

"Let's go to the hotel?" I asked

"Hmm." I saw a tiny smirk on her lips

"I'll text Ben." I say helping her off the cold ground

"Sounds like a plan." She said

Short chapter I know! But I enjoyed writing this one.. I hope you guys are enjoying this story but I have some sad news. We have 3 chapters left of this book until.. it's over. I may just cry my eyes out but I have a few other projects that will be announced once this story is ended.. Expect chapter 50 to be the last chapter of 'I Won't Give In'.

Anyhow what did you guys think about this? I hope you all liked it<3 I love you all so so much -Mickey

Translations - Ukrainian - English (Words may very)

Я люблю тебе - I love you

Я теж тебе люблю - I love you too