(34)
Ben's POV
Georgia and I were taking a night away from the guys and Willie and I was nervous because I knew this wouldn't be easy to talk with her. She was biting her lip the entire cab ride. I was glad she could speak Ukrainian because that's all that was spoken the entire ride and the moment we reached the pub. She got a a table for two and ordered us a few different types of alcohol. Which I drank most of it alone.
"Ben we have to talk about this." She said switching her language after the server walked away
"Yeah? Alright." I say taking a sip of Bourbon.
"Listen, Willie isn't as well as you think she is."
"What the hell is going on with her?"
"She's not-"
"What?" I snapped at her. I know I shouldn't be mean to her but I couldn't help it she wasn't getting to the point quick enough and I needed to know what was going on with Willie.
"Ben please stop snapping at me." She said taking a swig of the bourbon after myself
"Okay.. okay.." I said "Go on."
"Willie is pregnant." Georgia said folding her hands on the table looking at me with a tight expression on her lips. I couldn't believe what just came out of her mouth. I sat there silently and ran my hand through my hair trying to wrap my head around what I could possibly do with this. I was married, I loved my wife, but this was Willie. She had been with this band and with me for years. We made a mistake.
"Georgia." I looked at her. I stared at those sea green eyes of hers and she grabbed my hands
"We can get through this Ben. I know we can. I know you can too." I watched her force a smile
"This isn't a joke." I said
"No. It's not. "
I sighed biting my lip rings.
"How far along?" I asked
"5 weeks."
"Yep.. it's mine." I sighed again "The one time we decide to do that and this happens."
"She took the morning after pill." Georgia said
"I wore a condom too." I said "I clearly remember it because we were just joking around before it happened then it all really did happen."
"Don't-" She paused looking around the pub before lighting a cigarette "Don't get into to much detail."
"I won't." I look at her once again and take a sip of the beer bottle
"Take me through that night if it helps get whatever you are thinking off your mind."
"Thank you Georgia." I put the empty bottle down and try to remember everything the night of the party. "Willie was at the party talking to James and Denis when I joined her and you know me Levchen.." I laughed "So I noticed the outfit she was wearing. I believe it was this tight black crop top and plaid red skirt but her freckled skin was showing and I've always had this feeling towards Willie that I didn't feel towards any other girl.. even my wife." Georgia understood everything I said which made her the best listener "One thing led to another and we left the party not only because it was boring to the both of us but because the tension between us builds up every time we are around each other. We were in the hotel room of hers and the other merch girl Hannah and we were just messing around in the bed until I actually let her put a condom on me and so that's how it happened."
"Shit." She blew out and knocked the free ashes off the fag in her hand. "Willie is a total whore."
"I know and she reminds me of myself." I said "Willie is... I think I love Willie, Levchen." Georgia's eyes widened
"Ben think of what you are telling me before you start saying things you will regret sober." She said putting out the cigarette.
"No I wouldn't say any different then." I told her. "I don't give a shit about what happens. The fact that Willie is carrying my child and hasn't told me concerns me."
"It would concern me too." Georgia said lighting her second cigarette
"What if you were pregnant with Denis' baby and you didn't tell him when he went on tour?"
"It's not like that." Georgia shook her head "It wouldn't be like that."
"Willie would have said the same thing. I need to know why she can't just tell me. We can get through this.. I know we can. I have to tell Samantha and-"
"Willie is leaving Ben." Georgia interrupted me
"No. No. Nooo" I got up from the table leaving Georgia "Noo!" I yelled at her "FUCK THIS!" I walked out front of the pub while many different people looked at me. I was yelling in a language none of them probably spoke. I sat on the cold concrete outside the pub. Georgia came for me a few moments later .
"I paid." She said
"Thank you Levchen." I say lighting a cigarette
"Ben." She took my hand again "We can get through this."
"I have to let her know. I have to tell Samantha and just tell her I can't do it anymore. I need to just tell Willie-"
"Let's talk with Willie first. You need to talk with her first before you do anything you will regret."
"I love you so much Georgia Levchenchov." I hugged her as both of us dropped our cigarettes
"I love you too Benjamin Bruce." We stayed like that for awhile until I let go of her and we headed back to Denis' home.
"You and Denis totally fucked each other before we came didn't you?"
"Ben." She said
"I'm just asking."
"Maybe."
"How many times are you two going to do that?"
"Is Denis' and my sex life really important to you?" I asked
"I like to think that being on tour with that man for days on end it's not any different to hear about it."
"You are just sick." Georgia laughed
"Sure I am." I say looking at her once again "I want to thank you for everything.."
"Don't thank me. You are one of the reasons I'm still with you guys. Sure Denis is my world. But you and James are my best friends.. I don't think I could be who I am today without you Benjamin."
"You truly feel that way?" I asked
"I am absolutely positive."
She took my hand and we sat in the back of the cab in silent till she told the driver where to turn and paid him quickly. Once we got back to Denis' home James, and Sam were laying on the couch together while I searched for Cam and Willie.
"They are in here." She came from the hallway pointing to the bed room. Denis and Cameron were laying together in the large bed.
"He's cheating on you." I mumbled to her before she slapped my arm
"Fuck you Ben."
"hahaha" I laughed patting her head
"Where's Willie?" She asked looking in the other room
"Hmm..." I thought of the other places of Denis' home. "Back lot?" I pointed to the back door
"Maybe." Georgia walked to the back lot of the home and before she even opened the door I watched her nod and point. "She's outside sitting on the swing."
I walked and looked over Georgia's head. Willie sat with her legs crossed and her eyes wide open staring at the stars above her.
"Go out there and talk with her Ben." Georgia patted my back "I'll be in here if anything goes wrong."
"Thanks Levchen." I hugged her and kissed her lips softly. She never thought anything was wrong when we kissed but I'm sure James and Denis cringed when we did. Georgia was my best female friend and she was also the one person who got me on the right track when the guys weren't there. Georgia left me disappearing into the hallway. I took a deep breath and opened the back door staring at Willie whose eyes were locked with mine.
"Ben."
SORRY TO LEAVE YOU WITH THIS CLIFFHANGER ;)
What did you guys think? I really hope you are okay with Willie and Ben being a new part of this story.. anyways I hope you enjoyed this one.
Okay okay- if you have any questions feel free to comment or message me anytime. I love them and I love you all so much. -Mickey
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top