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Georgia's POV
"Thank you so much Biersack." I hug Andy as he handed me my ticket "I owe you."
"No you don't. Don't even try to pay me back." He smiled at me "We will keep in touch."
"Goodbye." I hugged Andy and boarded the plane with many other people from different areas of the world. My flight was set for 9 hours and I was sure James would go back to George's house and call me later. I knew leaving L.A. before the funeral and leaving all of my things was a crazy idea but this was who I was now. I wasn't going to let Denis slip through my fingers because I screwed things up.
I had a shitty seat this time but I didn't have bags or anything with me so I didn't feel as if it was too terrible. I was in the middle of a woman in her late 40's who had a scornful look on her face and the older man next to me was overweight and spoke very loudly to the woman next to me. I didn't mind it though because I was going to see Denis and fix this. I tried to think positively because James was right. I couldn't keep doubting him. I fell asleep quickly as the plane took off and before I knew it the plane was landed at the London airport.
I jumped out of my seat not leaving any thing behind me and ran out side into the chilly London night. It was sprinkling and I realized I should have cleaned myself up before I left but that wasn't stopping me. I knew where to go for a warm meal and a clean bed. Ben's house. My phone was vibrating constantly because of the messages from James. I called him as I got inside a small cafe inside the airport.
"Hello? GEORGIA!" He yelled.
"Hey." I said
"Where the hell are you? Andy came back without you and said something weird like usual."
"I'm in London."
"Fuck really?" He asked "Why are you there and I'm here?"
"I know that this is crazy-"
"Bloody hell it's insane."
"But it's Denis. It's always been him!" I said smiling to myself
I heard James in the back ground talking to someone
"I'm here in your brother's house talking with Sgt. Logan."
"You totally switched with me." I laughed
"Do what you need to do Georgia. Go find Stoff and kiss that fucker."
"Thanks James."
"Sure, just don't push him away farther. Whatever the hell he's going through with you don't push it. If he doesn't care anymore it's only for show, he's dramatic."
"Oh I know."
"See you soon Georgia."
"Yeah, see you." I hung up and left the airport for Ben's home. The cab ride to Ben's wasn't long and the moment I reached the front door Samantha opened it up and grabbed me into a bear hug.
"GEORGIA MY DEAR!"
"Hello Samantha." I laugh trying to ignore the pain in my arm from her large hug
"Oh no! I'm so sorry about your arm. I hope I didn't hurt you."
"No you didn't it's okay." I say looking around the home
"Ben and Denis are upstairs."
"He's here." I mumble.
"What's going on with you two?" Samantha was concerned "He came here this morning."
"How is he?" I asked
"Saying angry would be an understatement."
"No. I just why can't things ever go my way?" I ask
"You came here from L.A. in less then 24 hours to see him. I don't think things aren't going your way. You need to tell him how you feel."
"I will, I just.. what if he's too angry and doesn't want me anymore?"
"I'm sure he does." Samantha narrowed her eyes at me "How long have you been wearing those clothes?"
I looked at her and she made me laugh. I couldn't help it. "Georgia why don't you go take a shower I'll go upstairs and get you some clothes."
"I don't want him knowing I'm here yet."
"Okay I won't tell him."
Ben's POV
So I bought a ticket for Denis to go take care of Georgia. He comes back a day later.. We were sitting in my bed room on the bed writing songs together but he just wasn't right. The way he was feeling about Georgia and what she had said to him.. It reminded me of when Danny left me. I know that sounds stupid and I'm a huge pussy for acting like this but it was painful to watch him go through it as well because breakups are hard to do.
"Denis." I said as I saw his hand stop writing.
"Yes?" He looked at me rubbing his eyes
"Snap out of this bullshit." I said taking the piece of paper with the lyrics on it and tossed it into the trash.
"Hey!" He said "Dude you cannot do that."
"SHE'S JUST A FUCKING CHICK! IF YOU LOVED HER THAT MUCH YOU SHOULD HAVE FOUGHT FOR HER!" I yelled
"Ben-"
"Nope. Your the pussy this time. Get your fucking ass up and call her.
"I can't just call her."
"She already called you." Georgia was standing in the bedroom door way wearing Samantha's jeans and a t-shirt of mine. Her hair was tied in a small bun and her arm was wrapped in a cast as well as her cheek has a thin white line across it.
"I'm going to... Hey Georgia." I said biting my lip rings looking at Denis mouthing to where Georgia couldn't see me 'Do not screw this up'
Denis' POV
"I'm a huge cunt." Georgia said stepping aside to let Ben through. "A huge fucking cunt."
I let her do the talking this time because I couldn't speak what I had to say because it was the wrong time. "I've been going through things.. things I don't think you've had to go through." She paused clearing her throat "I smoke a pack a day to blow off my steam but it's not enough for me. So when I told you I was okay and that I didn't want to worry you, I was only saving you from myself because.. because my past interferes with whatever happens with you and the others.. You don't know how much I love having you, and James, and Ben, and Sam, and Cam.. I love you all so fucking much but it's just- I can't say it enough to fully show it because." She was struggling.
"Because of your step father." I finished her sentence
"He's the root of my problems. The reason why I'm so scared that you are going to leave me and it's already happened. I picked myself up. I patched my broken mother up and I said goodbye to my brother the right way. The only thing missing is- is.."
"Georgia Annabel Levchenchov." I said to her getting up from the bed walking over to her. I gently held her left hand and bent down on one knee. "The only thing missing is you and I. We don't have to get married and we don't even have to live together but just know that I cannot live without you and the pain I go through because of you will never end.. but I cannot doubt how much I love you." She bent down on her hands and knees and grabbed my neck kissing me.. All was perfect..
"I want to move in with you." She said
"In the Ukraine?" I asked, Georgia nodded
"We can just move my shit out of the apartment and head back to Donetsk."
"My home town." I smiled at her and kiss her again "You are ідеальний."
"
." Georgia said fluently. I still couldn't get over how she had learned Ukrainian so quickly and she knew how to phrase it as anyone would with it as a first language. "My brother's funeral is Friday."
"Friday? Today is Wednesday. Why did you come here?" She was confusing me because she needed to be at the funeral
"That's why I came here." She said " I need you to come to L.A. with me and just be there. I can't do it without you or James."
"We will all come then." I said
"I can't have my mother come."
"Why not?" Georgia's eyes were bloodshot and she looked extremely tired.
"My brother didn't even write her in the will." She sighed. "I didn't even read the will."
"Why not?" I asked "You should it's his last words."
"I don't want it to be over. I can't grip the fact that he's gone."
"It's okay to let it go Georgia. He's in a better place now." I stroked her hair
"I was cheated out of a brother. The years I spent without him around and the months I was around him he kept his distance.. It's unfair none of this is fair to me."
"I know." I held her close to me letting her cry onto my shirt "You don't deserve this."
"Why me?" I asked "WHY!" I felt her grip tighten onto me "If I lose-"
"You will not lose me. I promise none of us are leaving you. You are a part of this family now. Just like the guys took me in they have taken you in as well. James and you are inseparable and that merch girl Willie is always looking for a reason to bring you up. Sam and Cam always talk about the moments you shared with them in the bus on Warped tour. You really have made your place with us and myself." I pointed at my heart "Right here." She put her hand over my chest "It's beating yeah.. but my heart belongs to this band and to you."
"Denis..." She says
"I don't need you to tell me anymore. None of us are leaving you."
"я тебе люблю." I heard her mumble quietly
"Я теж тебе люблю." I carried her down the stairs and Samantha nodded to me as I laid her on the couch.
"She needs sleep Denis." Samantha said "She's mourning.."
"Denis want to come to dinner with us?" Ben asked
I sighed and shook my head. "Come on we can get drunk and give each other blow jobs."
"Ben." I laughed "Sure." I kissed Georgia's forehead and took the blanket from Samantha's hands and wrapped it around her gently
"We'll be back." I whispered to her
"Let's go Stoff." Ben said
Two chapters in one day ;) I hope you guys liked this one.. It's abit cheery I suppose but I wouldn't be too settle on it.. You never know what may happen. CHEERS <3- mickey
Pic of Denis cheesin' at the beach ❤️
Translations Ukranian to English (words may very)
ідеальний - perfect
Ви досконаліші, то я міг би - not as perfect as you
я тебе люблю - I love you
"Я теж тебе люблю - I love you too
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