*WARNING* EXPLICIT CHAPTER.. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ THIS I would skip most of it but unfortunately I DID NOT WRITE IT SEPARATELY.. YOU WILL MISS THINGS IF YOU SKIP THIS CHAPTER-MICKEY

Georgia's POV

The taste of Denis on my lips lingered as I sat on my couch next to James and Ben.
"It's a nice place you have here." Cameron said from the small hallway that led to my bedroom and the the one bathroom.

"It's tiny." Sam said "You have one bedroom and just one bathroom."

"Well I didn't expect any visitors." I said looking at the boys.

"Surprise!" Ben yelled as I saw Denis digging through my cabinets.

"Do you have any food besides this?" He held up my Ramen noodles and strawberries.

"No. That's it." I nodded

"Are you starving?" James asked

"No, that's just my diet. I work 5 days a week 11 a.m. to 11 p.m. I usually don't have time to eat a big dinner or have a large breakfast."

"You don't have to keep working like that." Sam said "We want you to come and finish the tour with us."

"How many shows? How many weeks?" I was seriously considering this

"4 more, 6 more weeks." Denis said

"I'll miss work."

"We will miss you."

"That's not how it should be." I cleared my throat as James was saying this

"I think we should just go out and drink tonight." Ben said

"I know the perfect place." Denis said

"Let's get crazy tonight." Sam yelled from my bathroom

"You want to get crazy?" I asked James and Ben on the couch

"Yes." James said "Let's get crazy tonight. You said you are 18 now right?"

"Of course."

"SHE'S LEGAL!" Ben yelled grabbing me off the couch kissing me

"Ben!" James yelled

"Whoa.." I said looking at Ben weirdly "Just because I'm legal in America and officially everywhere does not mean you have to kiss me like that."I looked at Denis blushing.

"Well if Ben kisses you I get too as well." James got up from the couch and placed his hands on my hips kissing me. I told myself to just deal with whatever these guys do to me it's not like I'm cheating on Denis I'm not even with him anymore but all of these guys have girlfriends..I kissed James back and it escalated to Ben pulling him away from me.

"The sexual attractition between James and Georgia is strong." Cameron said turning my television off as Denis slammed something on the counter loudly.

"Easy Stoff!" Sam yelled coming from the bathroom "I like your candles."

"Thank you." James said looking at his hands

"Well, let's go then." I said

"Where?" Sam asked

"We're going to drink." I said

"Liquor store." Ben said "Can we just stay here tonight?"

"Yes, where is your bus?"

"Hotel-closer to the stadium." Cam said

"Yeah I guess you guys crashing here won't be so bad." I said "I have a bed and a pull out couch..."

"We won't be purposely be sleeping." Ben said

"No?" Denis said shaking his head

"No." James said

"Alright I'm going out for booze whose coming?" Denis asked coming from the kitchen eating my pretzel bites

"I will!" Cameron jumped up leaving with Denis.

Sam and Ben were staring at me without blinking as James was pacing the living room playing with his earlobes.
"You guys haven't changed abit." I said wrapping my knees closer to me hugging them as I sat on the carpet.

"No need for a change." Ben said "We are perfect just as we are."

"A bunch of drunken bastards." James and Sam laughed at me

"You haven't really changed either. Denis is torn up over you still." I watched Ben eyeing James and me. "He doesn't like how close you two are."

"James and I are just friends.. Ben you used to kiss me all the time it doesn't mean anything when you guys do it."

"James is different." James looked at me awkwardly and nodded sheepishly "You care about James alot more than Denis now."

"I don't like her like that Ben." James glanced at me "The kiss was just a joke or more of a greeting."

"I kiss Georgia all the time." Ben said grabbing my face kissing me sloppily as I laughed wiping my lips.

"It's just a joke." James said as Sam rose an eyebrow

"This is just weird now. I wish I went with Denis now."

"We can just drink this bullshit away." I said "Stop worrying it's all a joke."

"That's the Georgia I like to hear." James smiled

"I hope you don't care if I smoke." Ben said pulling out a cigarette.

"No, I don't mind at all. I practically smoke a pack a day."

"What? Since when? No way!" James said surprised

"I moved here and just picked up the habit there isn't really a reason why." I shrugged my shoulders

"That is sad." Sam said "Smoking kills."

"It kills physically. I've already been killed mentally so why not?" I laughed as Ben slapped me

"Not funny! You have grown away from that shit!"

"Nah, you boys have to understand. You can't just blow something off and forget it happened.. that's not how this works at all. "

Ben opened his mouth in shock before he shoved the cigarette in his mouth

"You are a sad being Georgia.." Sam mumbled walking towards the bathroom

"Why does he keep going to the bathroom?" James asked

"He drank a bunch of beer for breakfast." Ben said blowing smoke out into the air as I felt the urge to light one myself

"So you all come here already drunk?"

"Pre-drunk." James says as I look at him shaking my head "Denis made that up."

"Fucking Stoff. I bet he got lost.." Ben laughed

"In his own country?" Sam yelled

"He is a fucking dreamer.."
The three of them bickered and gossiped about Denis like school girls. They were not rude or mean they spoke rather fondly of him and it made me sick to think about because everything they said about him was new information or just things they all did without me. I missed Denis.. I tuned back in as Denis and Cameron came back throwing several brown bags of assorted liquor on the carpet, couch, or James' lap.

"LET'S GET FUCKED!" Sam yelled

"Not too fucked..." I heard James say under his breath "Some of us are already sobering up from this morning."

"Here." Denis handed me a cup. I took it from him giving him a longing stare... I craved him.. I wanted to be held in those arms once again and just blown away from my worries. Ben poured some random alcoholic drink into my cup as James added a pink liquid into it. We all drank our first cup pretty quickly and that empty cup turned to 3 empty cups and by the time we were working on our 4th Ben and Sam were literally running around my tiny living area in their bloomers as James and Cameron were mixing even more drinks.. Where the hell was Denis? I pushed Cameron over so I could get into the bathroom. I peed really quickly feeling the blood rush to my head. I was sure how many drinks I had. I think I had 4 but there was empty Solo cups everywhere. I tripped over 2 before going into my room. I rubbed my eyes looking at my blurred self in the bed room mirror. My brown hair was a mess and my eyes were sunken into my skull. I looked sick. Eventually I got lost in looking at my sickly reflection and noticed that it was not just my reflection. Denis' blurred reflection was in behind mine. His tall thin body was glowing in my darkened bedroom.. I couldn't do this being drunk. It had to be genuine and completely truthful. I turned my back to the mirror and stared at Denis. He was pretty drunk as was I but my urge to kiss him was overcoming my conscience. Denis tossed me onto my bed and we began kissing. It all went pretty quickly until my hands were pulling his boxers down and his hands were squeezing my breasts. I couldn't let this be the way we did finally had sex. I didn't want to completely cross that line. I didn't make Denis stop because it was like he read my mind. I removed his hands from my breasts and I pulled my hand away from his underwear and I rested my head on his chest feeling his cold hands on my bear back.

-Morning- Denis' POV

I woke up to a shirtless Georgia and my underwear being quite loose on my hips.. We didn't have sex last night because we both knew it wasn't the best for us both. But it was amazing to wake up to her again. She wouldn't be happy when she awakens but I know that whatever happens to me she will always think of me. It's the connection I felt with Georgia I could never feel with anyone else..

"Morning." I watched Georgia opening her eyes blushing immediately as she saw her bare chest pressed close to mine.

"Long crazy night." I smiled at her running my hands through her hair

"We didn't have sex." I heard her mumble

"I hope that's okay." She nodded returning a smile

"I didn't want it to be that way."

"Me either.." I remember the several dreams I have had drunk or not about my night with Georgia... There was the hotel getaway, the tour bus incident, the shower, back stage... , my dressing room, the tour bus couch, the tour bus bathroom, and now her bedroom.

"Denis I am just.."

"I am sorry." I said to her stopping her mid sentence. "For driving you away and just lying to you the way I did... I can see why you moved here and just changed yourself."

"I didn't change just because of you. My childhood and my bad memories are the main reason. I got my parents together. They live in Brixton happier than they ever were and I sold my mum's house... I'm doing okay now but those memories of being neglected will never fade. I know they won't leave me because that's what makes me who I am now. You may have hurt me but you came back for me." She buried her head into my chest. "And I can't stay away from you any longer."

"Every breath you take

I watch you slip away

You're slowly killing yourself

I won't give in"

"If my heart could sing, would you stay?"

"Would you stay and listen?"

"Would you stay and listen?" I sang to her

"I won't give in." she pushed her body up to where her lips were directly across from mine. I leaned in and kissed her. I felt her grab my body and pull it to the point where we were practically one whole thing and I gave her the go ahead.. This was it. She pulled my underwear off as I slipped my fingers on the lining of her panties and pulled them away. We were completely naked under the covers. I climbed on top of her and pressed myself into her---

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"Denis.." Georgia said brushing her hair out of her eyes.

"Yes?" I smirked at her

"You- Oh my god." She said

"я тебе люблю (I love you)" I said to her

"вічно і завжди.(Forever and always)" She spoke to me

"You really did learn Ukrainian.." I said

"Yes, I did.." She was blushing "Я дізнався це для себе і вас"

"You did it for the both of us?" I asked

"Mainly for you." She kissed my nose

"Aww well that's very солодкий з вас любов моя." She was blushing again

"I couldn't really do this without you Denis." She said

"Do what?" I asked

"This.. When I found out that my brother was leaving for the army and that Nic...Nicole had died I didn't think I could keep going anymore but I realized I had you and that was all I needed. Everyone of you in Asking Alexandria but of course I feel differently for every single one of you."I still felt jealously for James and her.. the idea of those two calling each other everyday was insane.. It made me nervous.. That maybe she didn't just love me..

"We will always be there for you." I said to her getting up from the bed pulling my underwear and clothes on throwing her- her clothes as well.

As I was pulling my shirt on I looked at Georgia snapping her bra clips on and pulling her tank top on. She looked disturbed.. I noticed in her small palm her cell phone which was an on going call. I walked over to her and I rested my hand on her shoulder. "Georgia what happened?" I asked

"My brother- he's in critical condition... I need to catch a flight to America.."

HERE WE GO! Chapter 22 is finally posted.. sorry for the delay. I hope you guys liked this chapter. I am sorry if the Ukrainian in this chapter is incorrect but its the best I can do.. anyhow love you all <3 -mickey

Translations - Ukrainian to English (words may very) 

я тебе люблю - I love you 

вічно і завжди - Forever and always

Я дізнався це для себе і вас - I found it for yourself (myself) and you

солодкий з вас любов моя - (that's) sweet of you my love